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you are someone else, I am still right here by maisiec33 for Evilsilence
Fandoms: ER (TV 1994)
07 Dec 2025
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The grip the nurse has around his shoulders tightens as he buckles slightly.
“Dr Carter? John? Hey, not too far to go now.”
He almost wants to laugh.
If only she knew how far it feels.
He sinks, and the only one there to catch him is a staff member he doesn't recognise.
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Carter deteriorates rapidly before they can find a donor in s15.
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22 Dec 2025
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“You know I love it when you speak to me in French, Dean.” He teased. “You sound so good while I’m wrecking you.” Benny didn’t need to look to know Dean’s ears were red.
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12 Jun 2025
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“Momma!”
He was six, Sam was two, grinning up at him, clutching his glitter glue butterfly drawing in his chubby little hand, his heart had sunk, it was the first time in his life that he felt what was later understood as dread, he knew he shouldn’t have played into it, even then, but they didn’t have a Mom anymore, or a Dad really, not since the fire that Mama (Mary, a more often than not drunken Daddy would mutter morosely) had never come out of, and Sammy desperately needed someone to look after him.
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05 Jan 2025
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In Liberty, New York, fall is coming in off the mountains. The leaves are peeling from the trees in flurries of oranges, browns. Here, the woods are dark and wet.
Sam is 12 years old. Dean, 3 months away from 17, has been missing for two days. He’s never run away before, but Dad, fresh from a hunt in the town over, is bruised in washes of blush purple. He, older, wiser, insistent on Dean’s newfound and imagined teenage rebellion, is unconcerned.
Going through Dean’s things, sunlight shattered into fragments against the blinds on the green carpet, and there’s something loose and empty in Sam’s chest. Dean never lets Sam look through his duffle, and there are receipts for fast food, gas stations, DVD rentals stuffed into the corners, change rattling through the bottom of the bag, socks graying with use bundled into pairs, and a brown leather bound notebook, worn into tan around the spine.Or: Dean gets picked up for shoplifting and Sam reads his brother's diary and befriends some goths
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05 Jan 2025