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  1. Public Bookmark 69

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    “What do you need?” he asks, because he doesn’t know what else to do. “Tell me what to do. I got you, brother.”

    Shane swallows hard. His chest feels like it’s collapsing inward.

    “Call Ilya?” he manages, voice thin. “Please?”

    (ie. set during the long game - shane has a panic attack after a game and ilya helps him)

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    25 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 67

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    Continuation of episode 4/the club scene:

    “If I was dancing with you,” Ilya crowds Shane against the wall, hands coming up against the wall caging Shane in. “Would you let me push boring shirt up and run my hands all over you.” He leans in closer, ducking his head to look Shane straight on. He can feel Ilya’s breath on his face, the smell of vodka on his tongue.

    Shane’s heart is racing. It’s been so long since he’s been this close to Ilya off the ice. They’ve gone longer, but for some reason it’s felt like an eternity.

    “What are you…”

    “Would you tip your head back from the feeling of my hands running over your body?” He leans in further till his lips are ghosting over Shane’s ear, sending a shiver down his spine. “Would you let me kiss you? Suck on your neck?”

    “Rozanov,” Shane says as a warning that doesn’t carry one ounce of authority because it sounds more like a whimper than anything else.

    They shouldn’t be doing this. Shane shouldn’t be doing this. He left Ilya’s house that day for a reason.

    Shane has a girlfriend.

    They can’t be doing this.

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    24 May 2026

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    “Ilya,” he clarified, wincing as he swallowed, his throat feeling like he’d eaten a fistful of glass. “I need to call Ilya.”

    He fumbled around for his phone, desperately needing to hear his fiance’s voice. Together, they could figure this out. They’d make a plan. Ilya could drive with his parents from Ottawa and–

    But Ilya wasn’t in Ottawa. He was in Russia.

    No.

    No.

    They’d kill Ilya in Russia. They’d kill him, or arrest him, or– or–

    Oh god, they’d kill him.
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    A family emergency means Ilya is in Russia when Hayden's FanMail video ends up on Twitter, outing them to the entire world. It, predictably, ends horribly.

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    22 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 74

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    "What is the problem? You are with me for two seconds and you are already yelling at me,” Ilya grumbles.

    “Because you picked me up in the most obnoxious car ever,” Shane snaps, trying to keep his voice down because Ilya still has the fucking window open. “Everyone’s going to be looking at us.”

    Ilya picks up Shane from the airport. It goes as smoothly as you would think.

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    17 May 2026

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    "You do realise half of our fans want to fuck you?" Shane exhaled, watching the fireflies dance in the evening sky. Ilya shrugged.
    "They want to fuck all of us, that's how it works. What, do you think they don't want to fuck you?" He lowered his voice, teasing him. "Because I read some interesting things on Twitter."
    "Shut up."
    "You are very popular with the girls. Good boy, bass player, good looks, gentleman, probably they think you are a beast in bed."
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    Shane Hollander is the goody-two-shoes Canadian bassist of Ice Crawlers. Ilya Rozanov is their loud Russian drummer. As the band reaches unprecedented levels of success and fame in the early 2010's, these two can't stay away from each other - even though the last thing their careers need is a sexual scandal between two of the most popular rock stars of their time.

    Rockband AU!

    If you're like me and Hollanov hit you the same way Larry Stylinson did when you were 12, good luck and have fun.

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    17 May 2026