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Shane leaves that Vegas penthouse suite feeling wretched, and like an idiot, and like he never wants to see Ilya Rozanov again.
Except, well. Then there are zombies.
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26 May 2026
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i'm here to see you home by amongtheshadows
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 May 2026
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“What do you need?” he asks, because he doesn’t know what else to do. “Tell me what to do. I got you, brother.”
Shane swallows hard. His chest feels like it’s collapsing inward.
“Call Ilya?” he manages, voice thin. “Please?”
(ie. set during the long game - shane has a panic attack after a game and ilya helps him)
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25 May 2026
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No One Makes Me Feel Like You Do by Wickedwhisperwrites
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 May 2026
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Continuation of episode 4/the club scene:
“If I was dancing with you,” Ilya crowds Shane against the wall, hands coming up against the wall caging Shane in. “Would you let me push boring shirt up and run my hands all over you.” He leans in closer, ducking his head to look Shane straight on. He can feel Ilya’s breath on his face, the smell of vodka on his tongue.
Shane’s heart is racing. It’s been so long since he’s been this close to Ilya off the ice. They’ve gone longer, but for some reason it’s felt like an eternity.
“What are you…”
“Would you tip your head back from the feeling of my hands running over your body?” He leans in further till his lips are ghosting over Shane’s ear, sending a shiver down his spine. “Would you let me kiss you? Suck on your neck?”
“Rozanov,” Shane says as a warning that doesn’t carry one ounce of authority because it sounds more like a whimper than anything else.
They shouldn’t be doing this. Shane shouldn’t be doing this. He left Ilya’s house that day for a reason.
Shane has a girlfriend.
They can’t be doing this.
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24 May 2026
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in the middle of the darkest night (in the middle of the hardest fight) by GatheringBlue
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Jan 2026
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“Ilya,” he clarified, wincing as he swallowed, his throat feeling like he’d eaten a fistful of glass. “I need to call Ilya.”
He fumbled around for his phone, desperately needing to hear his fiance’s voice. Together, they could figure this out. They’d make a plan. Ilya could drive with his parents from Ottawa and–
But Ilya wasn’t in Ottawa. He was in Russia.
No.
No.
They’d kill Ilya in Russia. They’d kill him, or arrest him, or– or–
Oh god, they’d kill him.
__________________________________________________________________________A family emergency means Ilya is in Russia when Hayden's FanMail video ends up on Twitter, outing them to the entire world. It, predictably, ends horribly.
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- Part 3 of heated rivalry fics
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22 May 2026
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stick shifts & safety belts by prettyboy_parker
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Apr 2026
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"What is the problem? You are with me for two seconds and you are already yelling at me,” Ilya grumbles.
“Because you picked me up in the most obnoxious car ever,” Shane snaps, trying to keep his voice down because Ilya still has the fucking window open. “Everyone’s going to be looking at us.”
Ilya picks up Shane from the airport. It goes as smoothly as you would think.
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17 May 2026
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"You do realise half of our fans want to fuck you?" Shane exhaled, watching the fireflies dance in the evening sky. Ilya shrugged.
"They want to fuck all of us, that's how it works. What, do you think they don't want to fuck you?" He lowered his voice, teasing him. "Because I read some interesting things on Twitter."
"Shut up."
"You are very popular with the girls. Good boy, bass player, good looks, gentleman, probably they think you are a beast in bed."
---Shane Hollander is the goody-two-shoes Canadian bassist of Ice Crawlers. Ilya Rozanov is their loud Russian drummer. As the band reaches unprecedented levels of success and fame in the early 2010's, these two can't stay away from each other - even though the last thing their careers need is a sexual scandal between two of the most popular rock stars of their time.
Rockband AU!
If you're like me and Hollanov hit you the same way Larry Stylinson did when you were 12, good luck and have fun.
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- Part 2 of The Ice Crawlers - Hollanov Rockband AU
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17 May 2026
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heaven and hell were words to me by LunarMoonstone
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 May 2026
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“I, uh, came to ask for a ride."
Luca glanced sideways at Boodram, who was frozen with one arm in his jacket. It truly would have been hilarious, the way they all watched this scene unfold like a car crash, if it didn’t also feel like one.
They shared a confused glance, turning back when Rozanov’s incredulous “A ride?” rang through the locker room.
“Yeah, I, uh, figured I could use one since I just…quit the Metros,” Hollander said slowly, heaving an exhausted sigh afterwards.
In which Shane Hollander overhears his teammates talking about him before a game and ends up in the Centaurs' locker room, asking Ilya Rozanov for a ride.
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16 May 2026
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"Ilya had loved him through his worst moments. Ilya had helped him find a therapist when he’d collapsed on the floor of their hotel bathroom after losing a particularly brutal game, scratching at his chest. Ilya had held him, even when Shane yelled at him because there was panic crawling under his skin and he felt as though it might claw its way out. Ilya had told him it was okay; that it didn’t make him a bad player to resent the spotlight sometimes, that it didn’t make him a bad teammate to hate the team when they were too loud and too drunk and too physical, that it didn’t make him a bad person to need space to breathe. Ilya saved him.
And look what you give him in return. You’re a shitty husband, Shane Hollander.
You don’t deserve his last name."
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content warnings: discussion of mental health, depiction of a panic attack, depiction of invasive medical procedure, depiction of violence (generally non-graphic), use of hate speech, depiction of a hate crime
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14 May 2026
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t r a u m a. by shanehollanderrozanov
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Jan 2026
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There is a point in a relationship when you realize you love someone. That has happened to both Shane and Ilya. However, they haven't done anything about it. Ilya just figured it out the night before the incident. The incident was really traumatic. Ilya was in Moscow, and Shane was back in Montreal. Shane called Ilya, crying and having a panic attack. But when Ilya realized he wasn't very coherent and was injured, everything changed.
Shane came back to the hospital, and both Ilya and Hayden were in his room, looking so concerned. Little did he know that this wasn't just a brutal attack during a home invasion... it was a sexual assault and the beginning of a deranged stalker and serial killer's descent into madness. Suddenly, Shane never feels safe alone. His mental health gets worse... however, he has Ilya and Hayden to be there for him. Yet Ilya needs to learn how to let Hayden be there for Shane without getting jealous, and Hayden needs to learn to let his friend make his own decisions... no matter how much he hates his taste in Russian men.
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12 May 2026
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gone so long, but not so far by marigoldens
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Jan 2026
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Shane pats Parker’s shoulder, such a genuine gesture that Ilya wonders where he’s going with this. “Do a favor for me?” He leans in a little closer, physically blocking Parker from seeing Ilya.
“What?”
Shane’s smile fades away. His voice is stern, final when he answers. “Get back to your team, and step the fuck away from my husband?”
He doesn't bother to mince his words. Not tonight, with Ilya being as exhausted as he is, and not with Ilya being uncomfortable. He rarely gets to see him this outwardly protective. He expected Shane to come over, grab his hand and lead him away from the booth with some random excuse. But this—this is Shane losing his patience for all of those manners. His only concern is Ilya.
—a collection of moments where Shane takes care of Ilya during a depressive episode.
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11 May 2026
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Often, Lately by AngelWithoutAShotgun
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 May 2026
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“Shane had been used to being alone. He'd never thought of himself as lonely. He honestly often craved the solitude, found it grounding. But that was before he knew what it was like to have someone to call, someone to touch. He was never lonely before Rozanov, but he'd been lonely ever since.”
April 2017: Shane does not get laid out on the ice.
Ilya goes through with ending it.
Shane lets him.
What follows is eleven months of distance, denial, and a quiet kind of devastation neither of them knows how to name, let alone fix.
They learn how to live without each other.
(Or at least, how to pretend.)
And then, almost a year later, the infamous collision happens and Shane goes down cold.
And suddenly, neither of them can pretend it doesn’t matter.
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11 May 2026
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Teach me to be brave (like you) by tomlisonstyles
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
10 May 2026
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“Okay. Do you… Do you think you can talk to anyone about this? Even if it wasn’t me?” Ilya inquired. He brushed the tip of his nose against Shane’s upper arm and rested his head against it. Obviously Ilya would love it if Shane opened up and talked to him about it but he figured if Shane wouldn’t talk to him maybe he could talk to someone else. Maybe a therapist, or his parents or Rose or… Hayden. As much as Ilya disliked the idea of Shane going to Hayden to talk about his problems instead of him, it was better than to keep it all inside.
Shane shrugged at the idea. “I don’t feel like I could talk to anyone about this…” His eyes were open now and glassy. He swallowed hard as he avoided looking at Ilya.
OR; Shane is hiding something from Ilya... from everyone. And Ilya is worried sick.
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11 May 2026
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Things dropped carefully by lady_owl_68
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
03 May 2026
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Shane has always lived inside himself.
Inside his head. Inside his routines. Inside the version of him everyone trusts to hold it all together. He has learned through the years how to be disciplined, successful, untochable—how to carry love and expectation withouth letting either slip.
What he hasn’t learned is how to ask for help.
Luckily, his boyfriend Ilya, who everyone believe is his rival, notices first. He starts to see the patterns Shane won’t name out loud and the silences that last a little too long. He loves Shane, and that means paying attention, even when what he finds is frightening, even when he struggles too.
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Shane slowly develops an eating disorder during the time he and Ilya are secretly dating while still playing for Montreal and Boston, and Ilya is the first one to notice, and the first one to try to do something about it.
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- Part 1 of What love cannot prevent
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11 May 2026
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Hockey Taste's Best by deansblade
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 May 2026
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Shane Hollander has Orthorexia and Ilya is starting to realize how bad his eating habits are and how it's beyond being obsessively healthy, Shane is trying to hide it
editing of chapters will follow, updates every 3-7 days
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11 May 2026
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Vanilla Bean by Starlet_Renaissance
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
09 May 2026
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After the Florida All-Star game, both Ilya and Shane are stranded at the airport. A blackout and a Starbucks drink shake things up.
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11 May 2026
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“How can Montreal be snowed in?” Ilya asks. “They are not ready for winter?”
“It’s Montreal, man,” Marleau snickers, like that's an explanation.
Jane- 9:44 a.m.- Look on the bright side. If you’re stuck another day, you can come back here.
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After Ilya leaves Shane’s apartment for the first time, he knows he’s on thin ice and at risk of falling into more serious feelings. He’s ready to put distance back between them.
A Montreal blizzard has other ideas.
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11 May 2026
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Déjà vu by NotEvenCloseToStraight
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
21 May 2026
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2014: Ilya Rozanov shocks the world and breaks Shane Hollander’s heart by disappearing without explanation, and without a goodbye kiss.
2024: A devastating injury forces Shane to retire early, so he moves to a small town to coach girls hockey and figure out what the hell to do with the rest of his life.
When recently divorced Ilya Rozanov walks into the rink with his twin girls, Shane has to decide if he’s brave enough to risk a second chance on a broken heart, and a rekindled romance with the first and only boy he ever loved.
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“So.” Ilya cleared his throat. “Should we tell the girls their Papa and their coach used to date?”
“We didn’t date. We hooked up a few times, then you disappeared.” Shane looked away to hide his heartbreak as he lied, “It doesn’t even matter. It’s not like I loved you or anything.”
“No, of course not.” Ilya tried to smile through a lie of his own, “I didn’t love you either.”
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- Part 6 of Heated Rivalry
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11 May 2026
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if only a prayer by absolutelyhollanov
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
25 May 2026
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“I think you are my best friend,” Ilya says softly.
Shane feels a smile pull his lips. “I know you’re mine.”
Ilya nods. “I think we should keep doing this. If you like.”
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across more than a decade, Shane and Ilya move from boys at an academy to men in the league, carrying with them a relationship built in quiet moments, fractured by circumstance, and defined by everything they cannot quite let go of.
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11 May 2026
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violence is a love language by pucksandpower
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Feb 2026
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NHL golden boy Shane Hollander has spent his entire life being perfect — the ideal captain, the flawless teammate, the face of the franchise. He’s also spent his entire life hiding.
When a chance encounter in a New York club leads him to Ilya Rozanov, Shane discovers what it means to finally let go. The problem? Ilya isn’t just confident, wealthy, and dangerously attractive. He’s also the heir to the Russian Bratva’s North American empire.
What starts as one reckless weekend becomes something neither of them expected: real, consuming, and worth protecting at any cost — even when that cost includes bodies, lies, and a secret that could destroy everything Shane has built.
Twenty-five years, three Stanley Cups, countless threats, and one question: how far will you go for the person who makes you feel like yourself?
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11 May 2026
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The Hurt I've Caused by Otters27
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Apr 2026
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AU. Ilya goes through with ending things after Shane’s injury. Heartbroken, physically broken, and vulnerable, Shane meets a man that seems like the perfect distraction, an absolute dream. He’s in too deep before he realizes that this man is actually a nightmare. Will anyone save him or will help come too late?
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After Ilya breaks his heart, Shane gets into a relationship with a physically and emotionally abusive man. Ilya notices something is wrong. He will stop at nothing to fix things.
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Bookmarked by CharlH1995
11 May 2026