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  1. Public Bookmark 80

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    “Can I help? Please, I want— Let me help.”

    It’s all too much, but his last three words prove to be Robby’s tipping point, pushing him finally and fully over the edge.

    Desperate, jerky, he nods against Jack’s shoulder. He just barely manages to choke out, “Please,” and, “I’m so sorry,” before Jack shushes him.

    “Don’t be sorry,” Jack says on repeat. “Don’t you be sorry, it’s okay. It’s all going to be okay, I got you, brother, alright? Neither of us is going anywhere without each other, I can promise you that.”

    or: robby contemplates taking his own life after his last shift before his sabbatical. jack sees right through him.

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    19 Jan 2026

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    Sometimes, late at night, he catches himself sitting still on the couch. Hours pass without him noticing.

    He thinks about his mother then. Not about the way she died, but the way she lived on her worst days. The way she would sit for hours, staring at nothing. The way he would sit in the corner of her room, quiet, and afraid to leave her alone.

    He shakes himself out of it. He’s embarrassed by the comparison. He’s not like that. He’s functioning. He’s successful. And most importantly, he’s loved.

    He’s fine.

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    16 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 10

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    There was a, uh....situation...

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    11 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 32

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    When it first happened Robert had just moved on, it hadn't even registered really. It wasn't until after everything had gone down that he'd started getting a sick feeling in his chest. Shroud was dead, the team was actually, finally, functioning. Yet on a quiet summer day, months afterwards, he had his first thought about her hands appearing and disappearing under the hazy locker room lighting. God, the grip on his skin. It didn't matter. It didn't matter that he had to fight every urge in his body to avoid her. He'd refused her advances and she'd left, so why did he keep thinking about it?

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    27 Nov 2025

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    Robert was no stranger to his scent glands being in some sort of pain thanks to how much he used suppressants while he was Mecha Man but now that he wasn’t on them, doctors orders, it was really killing him and that was saying something considering his pain tolerance.

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    27 Nov 2025