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    “Why did you really want me here?” Chuuya says, seeking out his gaze in the mirror. “And don’t give me that crap about needing me because I’m bulletproof. You’re crafty. I’m sure you already had a hundred different plans to capture him. So why?”

    “Because,” Dazai replies, “I wanted to know who I’ll be dealing with considering our organizations are going to be working together from now on. Like, taking a dog out for a test walk, you know?”

    Or, the one in which Chuuya's a member of the Agency and a new job forces him to work with someone from the Port Mafia. What starts as a simple case unravels into a gigantic plot with several unexpected side quests, including falling for the odd executive who keeps terrorizing him.

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    31 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 56

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    Chuuya Nakahara has been hiding a major secret from his boyfriend. He was born a girl but ever since he’s joined the Sheep, and then Port Mafia, he’s kept his identity a secret. However, in such a relationship, his binding is beginning to get out of hand as he becomes more and more dysphoric.

    After all, secrets never stay secret forever.

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    29 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 45

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    Chuuya finally admits he's going through an eating disorder relapse. Dazai does his best to help, dysphoria does not.

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    29 Jan 2026

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    “Awassat?” Chuuya groans, twisting in his sleep with a grimace on his face. His eyelashes flutter slightly. “D’zai, can't you let me sleep in a li’l longer…”

    “Ok,” Dazai says, nodding his head agreeably. “But it's snowed and I think it's completely trapped us in the cabin.”

    Chuuya freezes, and then his eyelids fly open.

    “If you're joking,” he says, extremely slowly, stressing each syllable and looking Dazai dead in the face. “I'm going to break each and every one of your limbs with hammers and leave you on the floor in the closet.”

    “I mean it,” Dazai replies gravely. It's a rare occurrence, to wake Chuuya up for something other than a prank. “We're actually, genuinely stuck inside.”
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    A plan to cheer Chuuya up near the anniversary of his friends deaths goes wrong when the two of them get trapped in a cabin with no way to call for help. Dazai will have to improvise if he wants to get out of here without one of them killing the other, but he might get more than he bargained for.

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    28 Jan 2026

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    Langa's upstairs neighbours are LOUD, and he has work early in the morning, so he pays them a visit intending to give them a piece of his mind. But the man who answers the door looks almost... Scared?

    Edit: I've had to change the rating in light of the chapter currently being written (5), so please keep that in mind before reading.

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    21 Jan 2026

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    Langa gently applies an ointment, making sure not to hurt Reki in the process. With all his focus on his arms, he doesn’t notice how Reki stares at him. Langa was always so delicate with him, like he was something precious, carefully wiping away any access blood and spreading the gel softly over the tender wounds in a way Reki would never do for himself. The thoughtfulness makes his heart beat faster. What did the blue haired boy see in him that Reki couldn’t?

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    One of Reki's worst traits is how he ignores everything that bothers him for the sake of other people.

    He finds there are some things you just can't ignore.

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    20 Jan 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 2

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    He was back again in the place he fights so hard not to return to. Sitting on the shower floor, feeling the hot water run over his body, watching as old scars open up again.

    For almost a year he had kept the blade tucked away, refusing to pick it up again. As the months passed, the idea that maybe that need was finally over felt more and more real.

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    14 Jan 2026

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    When Langa takes a trip to visit family in Canada, both he and Reki find themselves despairing at the distance. Though neither is apt to admit their true feelings for the other, they miss each other desperately and so start exchanging texts whenever they can. Texts that turn rather scandalous when Reki accidentally sends a nude that he knew he never should have taken in the first place.

    Yet, outside their fluctuating relationship, more sinister activities are afoot. Being in Canada has dragged Langa back to the days of the car accident that took his father's life and nearly robbed him of his own. An accident that may not have been an accident at all, if Reki's suspicions prove correct. It's dangerous territory to be investigating, especially if the killer is looking to finish what they started.

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    12 Jan 2026

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    Reki doesn't know the first thing about kissing and after a bit of light-hearted taunting, gets the idea to practice with Langa. They're best friends, aren't they? So they should help each other out. Boy lips couldn't be that different from girl lips anyway. Langa, meanwhile, knows this isn't a good idea. Yet, if having Reki to himself is ultimately impossible, then might as well take what he can get--even if it is going to be painful in the end.

    Their experimentation starts out innocently enough, but with curiosity and raging hormones at play, they might be too late by the time they go too far.

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    02 Jan 2026

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    Reki is insecure about his lack of kissing experience. Langa just wants to help him feel like he's good enough, even if teaching Reki to kiss means breaking his own heart.

    (yet another practice kissing au)

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    28 Dec 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 62

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    He wanted to pretend like the end wasn’t looming just over the horizon. That it was still decades away. That they would live the rest of their lives comfortably in this one bedroom, wearing out the seams of their little love. That they would grow old together and die together, Kuroo first and Kei following seconds later, just so he didn’t have to know another earthly moment without this person by his side.

    But Kuroo had avoided the matter long enough. He needed to be honest. To bravely look Kei in the eyes and say,

    “We should break up.”


    a sequel to two million yen

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    09 Dec 2025

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    “The name’s Kuroo,” he introduced, a wicked grin tracing his lips. “Pleasure's mine.”

    Kei said nothing. Kuroo continued.

    “You seem like a smart guy, Tsukishima-kun. I’ll give you three guesses as to why I’m here.”

    Kei only needed one.

    “Akiteru’s gotten into some trouble, hasn’t he?”


    Of all the people Kei expected to show up at his door on a Friday night, a member of the fucking yakuza surely wasn't one.

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    09 Dec 2025

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    Kuroo Tetsurou is untouchable in the metaphoric sense. He's emotionally guarded; for good reason. He likes to think of himself as detached, incapable of love. He's found comfort in that lie for years.

    Because of that false sense of security, the fall will be so much harder for Kuroo.

    OR How the renowned fuckboy, Kuroo Tetsurou, was tamed by Tsukishima Kei. (Prequel to Try and Fail)

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    Chapters:
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    08 Dec 2025

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    Five truths told about Tsukishima Kei, and one lie.

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    Five times Tsukishima Kei kept his eating disorder hidden, and the one time he didn't.

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    Chapters:
    6/6
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    07 Dec 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 8

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    Tsukishima Kei struggling with an eating disorder, and his team slowly starting to notice.

    Or Tsukishima Kei has an eating disorder and is failing miserably at recovering by himself.

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    05 Dec 2025

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    Tetsuro is slower today, hands sliding over Kei’s skin like he’s something to be marvelled over and Kei can’t stand being touched like he’s worth being cherished.

     

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    Or: Kei experiences a relapse with his eating disorder after comparing himself to Keiji.

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    05 Dec 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 14

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    Tsukishima has struggled with his weight his entire life and he doubts he'll ever stop.

    Angst-fluff
    Hurt/Comfort

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    05 Dec 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 16

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    “Wait! I didn’t order that-” Tobio protests, pointing at the steaming, fluffy bun.

    “Oh, I know! The owner said it’s on the house!” the boy smiles brightly with all his teeth, before bowing and scurrying back into the kitchen.

    Tobio’s head snaps towards the counter, where Oikawa seems to be busy cleaning the work station and making more drinks.

    He must feel the weight of blue eyes, for he looks right back at Tobio and-

    Winks.

    ˗ˏˋ☕ˎˊ˗

    or; the oikage rival coffee shop owners to lovers fic
    written for oikage week 2025 (Day 1 coffee shop au / meet cute / Day 4 bad financial decision)

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    04 Nov 2025

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    Kageyama puts on his national team uniform in the dark, then gets a surprise when he takes off his jacket later in the gym.

    or, the ‘OIKAGE WEARING EACH OTHER'S NATIONAL JERSEYS’ fic

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    03 Nov 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 19

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    “No thanks, Tooru-san.” Tooru would feign feeling hurt by this if not for the admission that follows. “I like this. It’s nice.”

    Tooru smiles. “Hm. I quite like lying in your lap too.”

    or, tooru and tobio at the oikawa family picnic.

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    Comments:
    14
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    1,310

    03 Nov 2025

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