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    Every time a text came through about flight times, Shane thought that would be the last one. That Ilya would say, no, actually, but I cannot come to your home over the summer and fuck you in your bed for two weeks and kiss and play house like we are boyfriends, because we are hockey rivals and this has been a seven year long mistake. Also, I will be blocking your phone number and never want to see you again unless I am beating you on the ice.

    He had doubted every second until Ilya was finally in his car in the airport parking garage.

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    When Soap finds out Ghost is staying on base during Christmas leave, his impulsive nature leads to an invitation to Scotland. Over the next few Christmases, Soap learns more about Ghost's past, tries to support him in the present... and perhaps helps him make some new, better memories for the future.

    If he also gets to spend Christmas alone with the man he secretly loves, all the better.


    A story of healing told over the course of four Christmases, three trips to Scotland, two pining men, and one bed.

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    You ever- think we’d- end up like- this?” he asks between frantic kisses. The question elicits a deep moan from Ghost, who scrapes his fingernails hard down Johnny's sides in barely contained restraint.

    “Fucking tease," he growls. "You drive me fucking insane." Simon presses his thumbs into Johnny's hips again, pins him to the bed, eyes him hungrily, gives an appraising once-over, and dives back in to lick the base of his throat.

    "I've wanted to do this since you gave me your shirt."

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    (A sequel to Open Water, but can be read as a standalone if you're so inclined. Really just 10k words of Porn With Feelings And A Little Surrounding Plot.)

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    “Christ,” Soap muttered. “Feels like a bloody shoebox.”

    Ghost’s shoulders moved in what might’ve been a shrug. “Better than a tent.”

    “Aye, well when you put it like that,” Soap conceded with an eye roll. He dumped his gear by the other bed and sat down, the springs creaking loud in the confined space. “Thought they’d at least separate us by rank.”

    “They’re short on rooms.” Ghost’s voice was flat, matter-of-fact. “We’ll manage.”

    Soap nodded, but the unease lingered. They were used to having space, each with their own private corner of the barracks. Sleeping near Ghost wasn’t new, but that had always been under fire, adrenaline running hot enough to drown out any stray thoughts.

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    Soap and Ghost are forced to share a room on a different base, what could possibly go wrong?

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    just a fun SoapGhost AU series about two military bros kissing on the mouth <33

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