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  1. Public Bookmark 9

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    Something Mark never quite gets used to is how quickly patients can deteriorate. Just when you think you've pulled them from rock bottom, that alarm blares, and things get worse than you ever thought possible. It's jarring at the best of times. 

    It's even worse when it's your own fault. 

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    After being mistakenly treated for a relapse, Carter's illness is discovered, and the team fights to save his life as he deteriorates.

    Part 2.

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    24 Dec 2025

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    I mean, there is nothing better in the Fandom for h/c

  2. Public Bookmark 14

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    'Suicide' was a word tucked in soft quilt blankets and shoved in the deeper parts of his mind, even as he saw patients day-in, day-out who were outwardly, or in some capacity could be considered suicidal. [...] No one knows, never knew. Also, no one can be surprised. If they look further, they'll see just the extent of what he's hidden in plain sight from his childhood.
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    Carter has struggled with suicidal ideation for years. A night shift is almost his undoing.

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    22 Dec 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 40

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    After the stabbing, Carter's family gathers close.
    It's foreign.
    It's overwhelming.
    It's the only place he's ever felt this safe.

    A collection of moments brief and long from Carter's journey toward recovery.

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    22 Dec 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 22

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    Set in S3. John Carter is hospitalized with a bad case of pneumonia. Eleanor Carter arrives at County General to sit at his bedside. Her visit, however, is motivated not by love for her ailing son, but by something far more selfish. Peter Benton comes to realize that his student's family life is not just complicated, but in fact deeply troubling.

    Eleanor Carter didn’t ask questions about how John was doing, about his prognosis, while Peter walked her to John’s room. She doesn’t reach out to him now, doesn’t hold his hand or comb his sweat-slick hair from his feverish forehead. She doesn’t soothe him with comforting, loving words.

    She just… sits there. Expression wooden and disinterested. And her eyes keep looking at the door.

    Bad Things Happen Bingo prompt: Faux-Affectionate Villain

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    17 Dec 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 10

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    Carter has been missing for thirteen days when a rusted white truck, the bed of it full of Mai-Mai soldiers, pulls in front of the clinic. Luka stands in the doorway, hands freezing where they're still tangled in the towel he was using to wipe them. As he watches, the truck slows in its drive-by, but doesn't stop. One of the soldiers catches Luka's gaze and holds it, his expression unreadable, as he and another throw open the tailgate and a body is unceremoniously rolled out to tumble to the ground in a tangle of limbs and a cloud of dust.
    The truck speeds away, and Luka stands frozen.
    The man on the ground is white, his build familiar even with the apparent loss of weight.
    "Is that…" Angelique has pressed herself against his back to peer over his shoulder.
    Luka nods vacantly, unable to force words past the dread in his throat.
    Carter.

    Written for Bad Things Happen Bingo square "pushed from a moving vehicle."

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    06 Dec 2025