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    "So you want to submit to me, da? Let me take good care of you, make you feel good and happy?" Ilya asked and heard Shane humming as a reply. He pulled away to look into his dark eyes, "Use words, Hollander."

    Shane looked down, Ilya's light eyes were dark and his posture was exuding control and determination. He wanted to give himself completely, wanted Ilya to tear him apart, piece by piece, and then wanted him to put him together again. Rinse and repeat. He knew he was already ruined, no one would ever be able to fill Rozanov's shoes, nor he wanted anyone to.

    Ilya was it for him. He wanted that man for forever.

    "Yes, I do."

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    OR The one where Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov explore the world of kink and BDSM during their last few days at the cottage.

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    27 Dec 2025

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    “Wait. Why is your callsign Rooster, anyway?”

    Phoenix snorts beer up her nose.

    or, what happens when Hangman doesn't know how to quit when he's ahead.

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    27 Nov 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 80

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    Retching noises fill the bathroom. His knees hurt from kneeling on the floor tiles already, but he keeps rubbing small circles into Steve’s back until the muscles under his fingertips tighten once more and another pitiable sound emerges.

    Javi scrunches his nose and sighs deeply. The sour smell of vomit pervades the already thick air, chokes the both of them.

    How? How did they get here? Or rather, why didn’t he just pretend to not be home when the phone rang?
    It’s too late now. Much too late to run.

    Steve heaves under his touches, stays still. Then retches some more.
    It goes on like this for a while until bursts of alcohol and body fluids eventually turn into empty convulsions. Steve's body slackens in his grasp.

    “You done here?” Javi’s words sound hollow and a bit too harsh with the growing fatigue that settles on him.

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    17 Sep 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 40

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    Beginning during Explosivos, Javier and Horacio (who, for the purposes of this fic, isn’t married) are sent on a mission to bring down Gacha, which leads to some unexpected confessions in the dark and sets in motion a string of spiralling events. As the two men attempt to navigate their relationship and history through a rapidly escalating war, can they make it out the other side?

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    31 Aug 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 85

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    Gavin is the third wheel on Connor and Hank's errand to retrieve a diplomat and escort him to the airport. Gavin's only going along because he wants to curry favor with Fowler, but he's about to get a lot more than he bargained for when he discovers the diplomat is being targeted by assassins.

    As if dealing with Hank and Connor's nauseating flirtation in close quarters wasn't enough, now Gavin has to cope with flying bullets while enduring snarky comments from the android he's charged with protecting.

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    13 Mar 2025