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    Neil’s been trying (and failing) to get his music career back on track after his father’s death. He knows he can’t say no when major music legend Andrew Minyard (or AJM, as he’s globally known) reaches out to collaborate. As he and Andrew work together, old memories resurface, and along with them, so do some long-buried feelings.

    Maybe remembering them isn’t such a bad thing after all.

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    Neil Josten was never supposed to become… this.

    He was never supposed to become his shadow, his knife, his backbone. Neil Josten was never supposed to be the person that Andrew looks for first when he enters the room, or the person he would take with him when he left. Neil was never supposed to be the first person who could block demons that Andrew never spoke of, he wasn’t supposed to be the person who touched him and made his soul settle instead of fight. He wasn’t supposed to become the person, for that the moment Andrew had lost him - no matter how short of time - that it felt like someone had come and taken his arm and lung. 

    Andrew fucking hated it. 

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    Or, Neil Josten surprises Andrew Minyard again, but this time, someone's nose gets broken in the process.

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    31 Dec 2023

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    Andrew has always been the one others look to for protection, for saving, for safety. He’s made his share of deals, wielded knives for others, fought battles that weren’t his to fight. Having someone else do the same for him, to want to do the same for him, is a disturbing and frightening prospect. But maybe, just maybe, it doesn’t have to be a bad thing. 

    Or: 5 times Andrew pushed away Neil’s protection + 1 time he asked for it

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    31 Dec 2023

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    They are still figuring this out.

    Intimacy is a difficult topic for both of them, but for Neil it’s just something unfamiliar that leaves him overwhelmed or with an unpleasant ache in his chest at its worst.

    For Andrew on the other hand, it’s a threatening concept, leaving him all vulnerable and helpless as it tears open old wounds and memories too horrible to remember.

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    Or: How Andrew is fighting with his demons but eventually allows Neil to help him through it.

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    30 Dec 2023

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    Five times the cats were part of something important, and one time they weren't.

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