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    Instead of Shane, it is Ilya who suffers a concussion during the Boston-Montreal game in April 2017. Dazed and agitated, Ilya briefly starts speaking and responding only in Russian and the medics can’t calm him down. Luckily, Shane started studying Russian after Ilya spoke to him in Russian on the phone from Moscow. For no particular reason. Certainly not because he’s fallen in love with Ilya Rozanov.

    In Montreal with lingering concussion symptoms, Ilya is advised not to fly home for a few days, and the hospital won’t release him without assurances that he has someone to stay with him until his symptoms improve. Luckily, Shane conveniently has a condo in Montreal no one knows about and a few days before he has to travel again.

    But Ilya’s symptoms don’t resolve after a few days. Which is okay; Shane can handle it. He can take care of Ilya, study Russian, lead his team into the playoffs, and keep Ilya’s continued presence in Montreal a secret. He can do everything, no problem. He is Shane Hollander after all.

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    A whump fanfiction that is secretly a fix-it.

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    01 Jan 2026

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    Ilya crumpled against Shane. Outside, the lake was black glass. A bat cut across the moon again, quick and gone.

    “She would like this place,” Ilya murmured softly, sniffling and failing to smile. “Quiet. No shouting. No boots.” His voice dropped. “She would love you.”

    Shane pressed his mouth to Ilya’s hair, careful, reverent. “You are so beautiful, Ilya. So perfect. Your mother was right. I know she loved you so much because I can see her in you.” Ilya whimpered softly, eyes closing and lashes fluttering against his cheeks.

    (They make it to the cottage but Ilya's got a lot of unresolved trauma and wakes Shane up in the throes of a nightmare. In the quiet of their cottage they work through some of it).

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    “You’re my good boy, aren’t you, Ilya?” Shane’s voice was soft and deep. He loved watching how Ilya reacted-biting his own lip and closing his eyes, a tear spilling down as his thrusts became erratic. Ilya was a really emotional person and, deep down, wanted to be told he was good, even if he would deny himself it.

    “Please, please, please l-let me.” Ilya mumbled out, words heavily accented and wet as he gasped for air.

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    29 Dec 2025

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    "So you want to submit to me, da? Let me take good care of you, make you feel good and happy?" Ilya asked and heard Shane humming as a reply. He pulled away to look into his dark eyes, "Use words, Hollander."

    Shane looked down, Ilya's light eyes were dark and his posture was exuding control and determination. He wanted to give himself completely, wanted Ilya to tear him apart, piece by piece, and then wanted him to put him together again. Rinse and repeat. He knew he was already ruined, no one would ever be able to fill Rozanov's shoes, nor he wanted anyone to.

    Ilya was it for him. He wanted that man for forever.

    "Yes, I do."

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    OR The one where Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov explore the world of kink and BDSM during their last few days at the cottage.

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    28 Dec 2025

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    "You ever wonder," Ilya began, voice rougher than usual, like gravel dragged through snow, "how wrong people can be about you?"

    Shane smirked, leaning back into the couch, but the joke died in his throat when Ilya's gaze cut sideways, dark and unreadable. "Like what?" Shane prodded, swirling his whiskey. He expected another one of Ilya's teasing deflections, the kind that usually ended with them tangled in sheets, laughing. But Ilya exhaled hard through his nose, fingers flexing like he was gripping a stick before a face-off.

    "Like assuming things about me the first time I got fucked," Ilya said, the words abrupt, jagged.

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    Or Ilya finally decided to bottom for Shane

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    23 Dec 2025

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    Christmas had never really been a joyous time of year for Ilya Rozanov.

    This year is his first Christmas with the Hollander family and, despite his best efforts, he finds himself struggling. The Hollander's help in their own quiet way.

    or, on a frozen pond outside of the Hollander home, Ilya allows himself to be loved.

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    22 Dec 2025