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    Good riddance, he thinks. Or maybe feels obligated to think. He’s not sure. It feels like a natural thing to think about a brother who hit you and insulted you and extorted you for most of your short, miserable time together. He’s thought about it before, Alexei dying. The life he lived had not been conductive to longevity.

    I am the last Rozanov, he thinks, and that is an emotion he can parse, finally: closure. Like setting the last piece down in a puzzle.

    It’s only after the first puff of smoke escapes his lips that Ilya remembers Alexei’s daughter.

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    Two years after he gets married, Ilya Rozanov receives the news that his older brother has died.

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    So good!!

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    Who knew saying someone's name could lead to so much heartbreak?

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    They then ask Shane to move his fingers and lift his arms. He does both no problem and the medics tell him good job. The medic takes off Shane’s skates. They ask him to wiggle his toes.

    Nothing happens.

     

    A play on a line from Heated Rivalry following Shane's injury “Oh god what if I’m not ok? What if I never walk again." A story of loss, growth, and love.

    (Disclaimer: This is my first fic, I'm not a doctor, I don't speak Russian, and I don't know anything about hockey. Don't think too hard.)

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    19 May 2026

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    “What happened to your hands?”

    Ilya pulled his hand gingerly out of Shane’s grip, planning to tuck them both under his thighs where Shane couldn’t see, but Shane caught him again despite his disorientation, as if drawn to Ilya’s skin by a magnet. He blinked his huge, dark, bottomless eyes at Ilya as a heavy silence filled the space, and Ilya felt like he was standing on the edge of a cliff, being pulled forward over the precipice with nothing to grab onto.

    “It looks like you hit someone.”

    Alternate ending for the club scene from episode 4.

    What if Shane had stayed to drink away his feelings and talk to a new friend instead of leaving with Rose? What if Ilya was the only one who could protect him from the fallout?

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    Shane had lived his whole life in a drab, desaturated world. He'd heard over and over how exhilarating that first flash of colour is supposed to be, how it would feel like finding a second half of himself. It had always seemed terribly dramatic to him, but now he understood what they'd been saying. He'd only held that feeling for a few seconds, and already he was desperate for more of it.

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    Shane and Ilya find out that they are soulmates, and things get a bit messy.

    (an au where all colours appear super desaturated and borderline grey until you meet your soulmate)

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