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    “You’ve slept with other couples?” It came out so, so squeaky. Shane immediately cleared his throat.

    “Uh-huh!” Fabian gave him a big smile, which contained just a hint of knowing.

    “H-how was… how was that?” Shane stuttered. Under the table, Ilya squeezed his thigh reassuringly.

    Fabian laughed, a hot little sound low in his throat.
    “Why, are you interested?”

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    12 Feb 2026

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    See! All of that was normal. Expected. Unremarkable in the day in the life of two best friends whose favorite kid in the whole wide world was coming back!

    Except Eddie was still smiling at his phone dazedly like the Cheshire Cat, so lost in joy, Joy, JOY, that the next thing Buck knew, Eddie was leaning in to kiss him briskly on the lips with an, "Alright, baby. Just lock up."

    Buck froze. Dumbstruck as he stared after Eddie, who was distractedly rushing out the door.

    "I'm sure Frank will set me straight. I'll be sure to let you know if I have any big revelations."

    Or, Eddie has no idea he's shown his cards and Buck makes it his mission to get Eddie to allow himself to be happy.

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    22 Aug 2025

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    Soulmates can feel each other's pain, they get physical marks of each other's injuries. Every bruise, scratch, and broken bone gets plastered in bright red against your soulmate's skin.

    Eddie knew his soulmate was somewhere out there, constantly hurt. He'd had red marks all over his body for as long as he could remember. He hadn't meant to get tied up with Shannon, hadn't meant for her to start leaving her own marks on him, but it happened before he could stop it.

    His soulmate saw his hickey and raised him scratches, so he hit back with a bite mark.

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    Buck hadn't meant to start this bad habit, but when he saw that his soulmate had no intentions of waiting for him, he snapped. Sleeping with some random girl so she would leave physical evidence on his body wasn't his original plan.

    But when his soulmate let someone bite them, he was done. He'd lost every round of his life, his parents, his sister, but he wasn't losing this game. If his soulmate wanted to play, he'd win. He'd prove he didn't need them. With every mark someone else left on him, he was winning.

    At least that was what he kept telling himself.

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    22 Aug 2025

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    When Eddie moves to Los Angeles, it’s for three reasons: to be closer to the ocean (and further from his parents), because he’s gotten a divorce and full custody of his son, and because he’s come out. LA feels like the perfect place for him and Christopher to start over—and that’s exactly what they do.

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    Probie Eddie meets his Captain’s son, Buck who’s a teacher at his son’s school and the story goes from there.

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    22 Jul 2025

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    Watching Buck writhe in pleasure was one of Eddie's favorite things in the whole world. Lust blown blue eyes, lips bitten red... it was exquisite to watch Buck like that.

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    10 Jul 2025

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    And it doesn’t feel like he’s lost Buck to Tommy. It’s just. It’s different.

    Because sometimes Buck will show up at Eddie’s house still adjusting his belt, a little messy-haired and swollen-lipped, and Eddie will give him a questioning look before Buck shrugs and explains like it’s the most simple thing in the world, “Tommy dropped me off.”

    Because occasionally Buck will say stuff like “Did you know Tommy can pick me up during sex? Like fully just hoist me up by my thighs and fuck me against the wall. He’s so fucking strong.”

    Because it’s one thing to know your best friend is having sex. And it’s another thing to know exactly when and how your best friend gets fucked.

     

    OR; buck dishes to eddie about his sex life which is torture for eddie's gay little brain. and eddie just has to act how best friends like them always do, because that's all that's allowed, right?

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    07 Feb 2025

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    Eddie shifts his weight a few times. “What does that mean?”

    This could go a lot of ways. If this is Buckley, and Eddie’s pretty sure it is, it could lead to him hanging this over his head, trying to get sex out of it, and honestly – Eddie’s slept with people for less. And Eddie could do, has done, a lot worse.

    He would hate being strong-armed into sex, but he’s been strong-armed into it before, and this guy, well, it’s not like he hasn’t thought about it.

    “Um,” is all the answer Eddie gets.

    And then there’s this meandering, endless pause, where the guy stands there and just… stares at him. Eddie can’t decide if it’s awkward or if they are slipping back into creepy. “What’s with the staring?”

    “Sorry!” Sleeves immediately jerks his eyes away, then scratches the back of his head before he looks back at Eddie and snaps away again. “It’s just – uh, it’s weird, seeing you, um, without the…”

    Eddie raises an eyebrow. “Handcuffs?”

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    Eddie works at a strip club, and Buck's a very frequent customer.

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    07 Feb 2025

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    So Buck broke up with Tommy and was undeniably horny, but he decided to keep it in his pants.
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    He eye-fucked his best friend's sweet ass and got all caught up in it.

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    07 Feb 2025

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    'I've never seen you before.' Buck absent-mindedly said aloud without realising.

    'I'm sorry?' The man spoke in a buttery tone, smiled, tilted his head with a cocked eyebrow at the blonde.

    His response startled Buck, he sat up, 'I- Uh- I just meant... are you new here? I've never seen you around.'

    'Oh yeah?' He squints, before relaxing and letting out a chuckle, 'I am - new here, moved from Texas not long ago, finally starting to settle so I'm looking to meet more locals before I start my new job.'

    Buck's cheeks are already flushed from being inebriated, which doesn't help his case as he gazes intently into the man's eyes, 'Oh, well, I'm a local. Evan - but everyone just calls me Buck.' He offers his hand out with a small smile, he took it with a firm grip, Buck's first thought being that his hands were larger than his own.

    'Well, Buck, I'm Eddie,' Eddie's touch lingered for a moment too long, Buck tried not to read into it.

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    What if Buck encountered Eddie the night before his first shift at the firehouse?

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    07 Feb 2025

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    What it says on the tin

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    Buck and Eddie moved in together about a month ago. They act like a married couple. The funny thing? They aren’t even dating. Join them on figuring out why they should be.

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    07 Feb 2025

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    Essentially the title.

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    07 Feb 2025

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    "Hear me out," Buck said. "Clearly, both of us are sick of dating other people. And we're a good fit, in pretty much every way that matters. So what if we're not in love? We don't need to be in love to be happy together."

    Eddie frowned. "So basically, we'd be boyfriends, without benefits?"

    "Yes!" Buck snapped his fingers. "Like platonic boyfriends! We'd get all the benefits of a relationship and none of the heartbreak."

    And maybe Eddie had finally lost his mind, or maybe it was from all the alcohol clouding his judgment, but the idea of it didn't sound half as crazy as it should have.

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    After Buck’s and Eddie’s dates both end with disasters – proving once again that maybe dating just wasn’t meant for them – they decide to simply settle for each other. If there was one person in the world they'd ever trust with their hearts, it was each other. And who was a better person to date other than your very own best friend?

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    07 Feb 2025

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    Eddie tilts his head. “Why are you being so weird, Buck?”

    It’s funny to Buck that Eddie has to ask; one finds out his ridiculously hot best friend is now also sleeping with men, one begins thinking about sleeping with said ridiculously hot best friend. It just makes sense, right? So it almost offends him, a little bit, that Eddie is the picture of cool right now. Has seeing Buck in such a deliberately sexual context not altered Eddie’s brain chemistry, too? Does Buck need to update his Grindr profile?

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    Buck catches Eddie on Grindr and now he can't stop thinking about it.

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    06 Feb 2025

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    So even though Buck was expecting it to happen any day now, saw it coming from a mile away if he was being completely honest, he was still taken aback when a few days before they were due to leave for their vacation, Eddie said over their early morning coffee, point blank, "I want you to fuck me."

    He stared Buck down as if he’d just issued him a challenge and was daring him to refuse, standing strong despite his obvious embarrassment. As if there was ever even the slightest possibility of Buck refusing him anything.

    OR, the one in which Buck is very well endowed and Eddie embraces his inner size queen

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    06 Feb 2025

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    On a night out with some of their friends, Eddie accidentally overhears a conversation between Buck and his sister. A conversation that makes his mind spin and leads to some realizations along the way.

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    “I’m worried about you.” Her voice is filled with concern and Eddie hesitates, not wanting to impose on something personal, but then Buck’s voice comes around the corner and he freezes up.

    “I’m fine, Maddie.” Eddie can tell his friend is frustrated, can see the way his eyebrows furrow in his mind, and he frowns himself, this time in confusion. The man hasn't mentioned anything about something being wrong, what could make Maddie so worried?

    “I don’t think you are. You can’t keep going on like this.” Maddie’s voice comes back again, this time a bit more sympathetic.

    “So what do you suggest I do?” Buck snaps irritated and Eddie’s eyebrows shoot up. He doesn’t think he ever heard the man talk like that to his sister.

    “Talk to him.” 

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    06 Feb 2025

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    Buck watches Tommy walk away and he feels… Huh. He’s not sure exactly how he feels, honestly.

    Happy? Relieved?

    His lips still tingle with the memory of it, the pressure left by Tommy’s kiss. He’s frozen on the spot, right where Tommy left him. He laughs, the quiet sound echoing through his empty apartment. He knows Tommy had to go, had to work, but Buck stands there, watching the spot where he’d just walked out, and he wishes he’d reached for him. Pulled him back in for another kiss, more than just a faint brush of lips, more than a question.

    He wants to wrap his arms around Tommy’s shoulders, pull him close, lick into his mouth.

    Shit, the things he wants to do.

    And it’s all new, it’s strange and different and wonderful, because when Tommy kissed him, he felt stubble scratch against his own, and Tommy’s fingers tilted his face up, not down, and even though Buck hadn’t quite managed to set his hand down, hovering it over Tommy’s shoulder in his surprise, he knows what he’d find there—broad shoulders, muscled back, so unlike anything Buck’s known before.

    But he’d wanted it.

    He wants it.

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    06 Feb 2025

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    Eddie shows up early and catches Buck engaging in a little self-care after they'd rested up from a 24 turned 36 hour shift. They were supposed to work out, but I guess this counts instead.

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    06 Feb 2025

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    After dinner, Buck wedges himself on the couch between Hen and Eddie. Maybe, if he’s squeezed between them, he won’t be able to feel that weird creeping sensation over his skin anymore.

    He drums his fingers on his knee, trying to focus on the TV. Eddie jolts next to him.

    “Sorry, did I bump you?” Buck asks.

    Eddie shakes his head. “Nah, sorry. Just..” He sighs, rubbing a hand over his face, and Buck feels it again—that pressure, running over his nose and his cheeks and—

    Eddie drops his hand and the feeling stops.

    Wait.

     

    Or, Buck and Eddie wake up one morning able to feel each other's touch. They make the most of it.

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    06 Feb 2025

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    Buck skidded to a halt, horror etched across his face. “Ed-Eddie,” he stammered. “Please, just… I’ll block his number, I’ll delete the thread, just… Stop scrolling and give me my phone. Please.”

    “Relax Buck,” Eddie retorted, rolling his eyes at him while still scrolling. “I may not be great with technology but I know how to block a conta—” and proceeded to choke on his own tongue.

    Suddenly, it all fell into place: why Buck was so adamant about getting his phone back, why he didn't want Eddie to keep scrolling.

    Because in Eddie Diaz’s hand was a picture of his best friend on his knees, dick in hand. His piercing blue eyes glancing up at the camera like they were looking right at him. 

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    06 Feb 2025

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