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  1. Public Bookmark 74

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    The first two times, Hayden had only watched them from a respectable distance as he got himself off to the sight of Shane and Ilya together. There was enough plausible deniability in that he hadn’t been involved in any physical way, so what Ilya was suggesting would completely destroy any notion that Shane exclusively got off only by being watched by his best friend. But as Shane felt Ilya grind his hard length into his thigh, it seemed his husband was just as turned on by the idea of going further.

    And Shane…would Shane even want that? Hayden’s hands joining Ilya’s as they roamed over his body? Two mouths instead of one fighting for territory as they took turns kissing him? God, Shane was already growing hard in his designer slacks, giving him a pretty clear answer.

    “Don’t lie,” Ilya growled into his neck, nipping at Shane’s throat before continuing, “You’re already hard at the idea. You love being filled by one dick, imagine how sexy you would look taking two.”

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    or: after only watching shane and ilya the last two times, hayden pike might finally be getting what he's always wanted

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    31 Aug 2026

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    Shane and Ilya collide on the ice in 2008, and Shane's career is over before it begins.

    In 2014, when they meet each other in a club in Boston, Ilya wants to make it up to him.

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    31 Aug 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 61

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    based off the real-life Moscow club, the Hungry Duck, which was known for its male strippers who would fish out excited patrons from the crowd and coax them out of their clothes onstage.

    Hayden proposes a guys' trip to Moscow before the Sochi Olympics. Ilya works a second job to make ends meet. Shane makes some discoveries about himself during their visit to the Hungry Duck.

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    28 Aug 2026

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    When he releases his grip on Shane’s chin, drags his knuckles along Shane’s jaw, Shane follows the touch, chasing Ilya’s fingers with his mouth.

    Fuck. He is so fucking transparent. So clearly fucking vulnerable. A careless move could break him, and Ilya is not the sort of person who can be trusted with fragile things. People don’t trust him with much at all.

    [Or: five times Shane doesn't use a safeword, and one time Ilya does.]

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    27 Aug 2026

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    A sex tape of Ilya with a girl leaks. Shane reacts normally.

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    25 Aug 2026

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    He watches the tape again over dinner. Listens to Rozanov moan inside a girl's pussy while he eats. By the time he finishes his last bite, Rozanov's inside her, her nails raking down his back, her mouth twisted open in pleasure, and Shane's hard in his pants.

    So, Shane puts his plate in the sink and goes back to his room. Starts the video over.

    ———

    A sex tape of Ilya with a girl leaks. Shane reacts normally.

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    24 Aug 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov, celebrated hockey star, gets perilously lost in the wilderness.

    Shane Hollander, wilderness expert and #1 Rozanov hater, finds him.

    They're stuck in the woods. Completely alone. Together.

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    14 Aug 2026

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    In 2008, Shane Hollander lost to Ilya Rozanov. Fresh-faced, hungry. Like he’d been living off victory points that were scraps compared to the real thing, compared to beating Rozanov, the first man in the world to make him feel second-best. Back then, he’d thought that was the only thing he felt, too. That the electric pulse jostling between them in the gym some time later was a trick of the mind. It was like seeing sky above for the first time. See you at the draft. Life in that paper body.

    or: Ilya comes back. This is the crux of it.

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    29 Jul 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov wakes up from a medically induced coma, sixteen months into a mission to save the dying sun, and he can't remember a single one of his crewmates.

    He's immediately drawn to one of them, though. Too bad Hollander won't give him the time of day.

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    25 Jul 2026

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    Ilya hesitated, staring at the number. He was captain of Hollander’s new team. It would have been completely normal, if not expected, that he would reach out to him soon. But his hand had turned to lead, his finger hovering over the “Call” button. What would he even say?

    “Hey Hollander. Sorry your team dumped you out of nowhere after building them a dynasty and you’re being shipped back to your hometown to play on an historically shitty team, captained by me, the guy who you’ve been pitted against your whole career and built up a decade’s worth of resentment towards, not to mention the fact that we sucked each other’s dicks that one time years ago and then pretended that it never happened. Haha, yeah, good times. Anyways. See you at practice.”

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    In June 2010, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov hook up for the first and last time.

    In July 2021, Shane Hollander is abruptly traded to the Ottawa Centaurs.

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    22 Jul 2026

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    EXECUTIVE SUMMARY
    On the night of 14–15 December 1984, four senior officers of the Soviet ballistic missile submarine K-219, designation Krasnyy Oktyabr', arrived on United States soil. Their defection is assessed as voluntary, premeditated, and of EXCEPTIONAL intelligence value. This event is to be treated as a TIER ONE defection. Unauthorized disclosure will be prosecuted under Executive Order 12333.

    SECTION I — DEFECTING PERSONNEL
    1. Captain First Rank ILYA ROZANOV, 30 years old. Commanding Officer, K-219. Ten years service, Soviet Northern Fleet. Graduate, Frunze Naval Academy, 1972. Rozanov is assessed as the primary architect of the defection. Motivation assessed as ideological disillusionment regarding the Soviet criminalization of homosexuality, compounded by a romantic relationship with [REDACTED].

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    17 Jul 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 77

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    Some weights are inherited. Some cages have no locks—only the memory of bars. These are the stories carried in the body, the ones that shape a person before they have words for them, and the slow, terrifying work of choosing who to become.

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    03 Jul 2026

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    Shane leaves that Vegas penthouse suite feeling wretched, and like an idiot, and like he never wants to see Ilya Rozanov again.

    Except, well. Then there are zombies.

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    28 Jun 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 20

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    Shane Hollander is a freshly graduated assistant for the Security Service in London with a dossier full of grisly crime scene photos, and a less-than-professional fascination with a case he’s not even supposed to be a part of.

    Ilya Rozanov is the hired gun for the shadowy figure that looms over his father's shoulder. An asset built for discretion, precision, and obedience, who keeps failing at the part where he has to forget about his own morality.

    They were not supposed to meet like this.

    And they were definitely not supposed to remember each other.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    “Shane, this is Ilya Rozanov.”

    For a world-ending moment, it felt like the ground was falling out from beneath him. The hand he’d been extending to greet the new bodyguard froze in midair, a stab of panic jolting through his entire body.

    Because it was the man from the night before. The man he’d slept with.

    (Shane Hollander is the son of the Canadian prime minister. He is also the captain of his college hockey team. This obscene balancing act is seemingly going just fine, until he accidentally hooks up with his new bodyguard one night at the bar.)

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    31 May 2026

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    A series of non-related Alpha/Beta/Omegaverse fics that all have a defining theme of alphas being assholes, and Ilya Rozanov being one of them.

    Please note that another defining theme is non-consent. When I say, "being assholes," I don't mean it in the cocky-sexy-asshole way (canon Ilya), I mean it in a real asshole way. Read at your own risk.

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    29 May 2026

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    As a straight man, Ilya Rozanov has never had a gay roommate before, but it’s going pretty well. Shane Hollander is kind, silly, and an even bigger hockey nut than Ilya.

    So when Shane starts bringing men over, and Ilya begins to want to bash their fucking heads in, Ilya comes to a startling conclusion: He must be homophobic.

    (He’s jealous.)

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    28 May 2026

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    “They need to return to a conference based system,” Svetlana said, slamming her hand against the table. “It was fucking fine the way it was, why are we handing out participation trophies to shitty divisions?”

    Ilya raised his eyebrows from where he hovered in the kitchen, cracking open another Red Bull.

    “This is fun,” he said, deadpanned. “You guys should start a podcast or something. I would not listen, you are both terribly boring.”

    * * *

    Or, after an injury on the ice forces Shane into an early retirement, he and Svetlana start a podcast.

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    21 May 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 42

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    Rose saw that Svetlana had commented a bunch of fire- and hearteye-emojis on her post.

    Well, that was nice. But it probably didn’t mean anything.

    Rose didn’t really know why, but something inside her was desperately urging for Svetlana Vetrova to simply like her.

    Everything she had seen of the woman radiated this cool, indifferent and extremely beguiling energy. A mysterious, kind of sexy vibe that Rose had been trying to embody herself her whole career, but never quite managed to capture or maintain authentically.

    The reason why she felt so drawn to Svetlana, was probably because she was someone who had that exact vibe going for her and seemingly didn’t even have to try hard at all. Svetlana looked like a fucking movie star. Rose wanted to look like that and she was a fucking movie star, for god’s sake.

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    you're finally getting THE Roselana slow burn / bisexual awakening / yearning / girls kissing / "dont know if I want to BE her or if I WANT her" fanfic you've been waiting for!!

    This will be the slowest of slowburns everrrrrr, but once they get going there will be lots of smut (pinky promise)

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    14 May 2026

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    12 May 2026

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