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    The worst part about it, Simon thinks, is that when his skin starts to slough off, it’s replaced by a film of blood. And when that starts, the line of demarcation that separates what was strictly him and strictly other starts to fade. Even when his left arm detaches with an uneven rip and the voice in his head stops being his voice, he still hopes there’s a way to distill his real self from the sludge.

    Simon subscribes to the idea that people get what they deserve as a consequence of their actions. Something along the lines of karma. It brings a sense of closure, and he’ll take closure where he can get it. With that, Simon submits himself to the notion he’s getting exactly what he deserves. This is how it’s going to end - with him blindly slinging an axe in a battle for unsatisfying gulps of metallic air, fumbling around the dark for a line that used to exist.

    But he wakes up. And the first thing Simon’s traitorous brain thinks is that this man has the kindest eyes he’s ever seen.

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    16 Jul 2026

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    In which two deeply damaged people try, badly, to offer each other olive branches without mistaking them for weapons--or turning it into a sex thing.

    (It's definitely a sex thing.)

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    (Trans!Grace repeatedly gets the rug pulled out from under him. Simon continues to require several therapists. Unfortunately, there are still no therapists on Erid.)

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    10 Jul 2026

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    Aaaaaa!!!!!!

  3. Public Bookmark 99

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    The flesh had a will of its own, and right now, it wanted this. Simon hated it for its weakness.

    Forgive me, Father, for I have—

    Grace took him in his mouth.

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    Simon would like to stop thinking about Ryland Grace. He would also like to stop waking up hard every morning, stop reliving what happened on the beach, and stop making terrible decisions--like storming into Grace's cabin and demanding he get on his knees.

    None of those things are going particularly well.

    (Trans!Grace; both these men need therapy but especially Simon)

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    10 Jul 2026

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    Aaaaaaahhhhhhahhhhahaahahhhs

  4. Public Bookmark 12

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    Coffee Shop AU drabbles featuring your favorite daycare animatronics. Are you a regular? Well you soon will be. Mostly sfw but nsfw elements maybe.

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    17 Mar 2022

  5. Public Bookmark 33

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    You take on an extra night shift to cover for an employee who quit. The night is quiet, and both you and the Daycare Attendant are bored. You suggest a game, and find a new way to alleviate boredom during an 8 hour shift.

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    07 Mar 2022