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    Shane Hollander has built his NHL career on control—of his body, his instincts, and his secrets. As an omega in a league that demands perfection, mistakes are not an option.
    So when he wakes up sick with a nausea he doesn’t recognize, panic is the last thing he allows himself to feel.

    Until the test says otherwise.

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    31 May 2026

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  2. Public Bookmark 12

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    肖恩和伊利亚灵魂互换了。

    “我操!?”
    “什么鬼!?”
    “伊利亚!穿上衣服!”
    “你为什么不告诉我马洛在这!?”
    “罗兹?”
    “我们得好好谈谈了,肖恩·霍兰德!”
    “赶紧穿上衣服!”
    “我可不着急,被马洛看光裸体的又不是我!”
    “我早就看过你的了,罗兹。”
    “那你别穿了!正好让克里夫欣赏欣赏我的身材!”
    “你想得美,霍兰德!”
    “我不喜欢男人。”
    “给你十秒钟,罗扎诺夫!”
    “我偏不听你的!”
    “你他妈...”

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    30 May 2026

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    At least, that was the picture he painted. Underneath, he was far more of a threat than anyone knew. Trained since he could walk to handle a gun and launch a knife at blinding speed, sweet Canadian boy Shane Hollander was the secret weapon for his family’s empire.
    Russia was his ticket. Once Shane proved himself in this godforsaken tundra, he would begin shouldering more responsibilities. He would become the heir his mother dreamed of.
    His mission was actually quite simple. He had to bring back an item to his mother. A necklace.
    The only problem was the necklace’s home was around the neck of the Russian mafia heir, Ilya Rozanov.

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    Shane Hollander knew his future. He just had one last task to do before it was truly his.
    A trip to Russia changed the course of his life in a way he never could have imagine. Had he known stealing Ilya Rozanov's necklace would trigger the end of his future, he may have not done it.
    Once the Russian heir set his sights, there was nowhere Shane could hide.

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    21 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander is six years old when he first sees writing on the inside of his left wrist. He can’t make out the words, if that’s even what they are.

    He studies the crisp lines that almost look like letters. He’s just started reading, one of the better kids in his grade, but his brow crinkles in frustration at the fact that he can’t actually make out much, outside of the letters ‘M’ and ‘A’.

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    soulmate au where you get your soulmate's nicknames from their loved ones on the inside of your wrist. the nicknames fade with disuse and new ones are as black as a tattoo. shane is six when he gets his first, and ilya is 13 when he gets his.

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    21 May 2026

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  5. Public Bookmark 73

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    “Did you hear there’s going to be a Concord Ceremony soon?”
    “Oh, really?” Ilya glanced sideways at the man on the horse next to him. Those ceremonies were practically a holy tradition in the kingdom, and always a very big deal. Not like Ilya really cared about such things.
    “Yeah. Some couple from Ashenford or something, my father said. They’re quite young, apparently, so that’s even more special.”
    “I’ve never been to one.”
    “What?!” Shane’s head snapped towards him. “You’ve never been to the ceremony? Are you kidding me?”
    Ilya was a little amused by Shane’s outrage. Of course, he would react like that. Ilya assumed that it was probably very high on Shane’s priority list to find his soulmate. “No, never. Not a clue what goes on there.”
    “Oh my god”, Shane said, exasperated. “Well, so first of all, the Concord Ceremony obviously is a ritual to create a fixed bond between two soulmates. You know that much, right?”
    Ilya smirked a little at Shane’s exasperated tone. “Obviously.”
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    Or: Ilya is the son of a blacksmith and falls for Shane, the crown prince. Panic ensues.

    Royalty/Fantasy/Soulmate AU

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    21 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander is tired of wanting someone he cannot have, and he’s dying as he waits for someone who will not stay. Someone who doesn’t want to stay, not when there are so many others waiting for him. Fun of another variety, Shane left a treat amongst many.

    It’s humiliating. It’s distracting. And it feels like shit.

    He wishes he could erase his feelings, move on as easily. In an effort to gain back control over the ‘situation’ that has become his romantic attraction to a notorious player, Shane attempts at imitating Ilya Rozanov’s methods until he perfects them and becomes as good as keeping it light and casual as his rival.

     

    Or Shane tries to Hoe Phase himself into a self discovery journey to choke and kill his feelings for Ilya Rozanov. Ilya is not the only who suffers from it, but he sure feels like he’s being choked and killed.

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    Story ends after chapter 6 but I keep writing bonus because the hyper fixation doesn’t end.

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    21 May 2026

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  7. Public Bookmark 3

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    “还有——呃,”Hudson开口,声音微微一滞,哽得厉害。他不得不咽一下口水,拼命压下喉头翻涌的酸涩,“Connor。”

    Connor这才抬起头,略带惊讶地与Hudson对视,好像完全没想到Hudson会提及他,更不知道他会对着他说些什么。Hudson强作镇定,一字一句把话说完:“谢谢你。谢谢你为这部剧带来的一切——为每个场景、为我们所在的每个空间、为我的生活。你让所有的一切都变得更美好。”

    这番话发自肺腑,或许恳切过了头。他以后可能会在某剧组成员的Instagram视频里看到这一幕,然后尴尬地回味一番。可此时此刻,房间里的众人或醉意朦胧,或满怀雀跃,爱意充盈得让人无暇细究这份过分的真挚。更何况,他们对此早已习以为常。“Hudson太爱Connor了”,人们总是把这句话挂在嘴边,仿佛这理所当然。所以他说的这些,房间里的人都不会觉得突兀。或许只除了他自己。

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    21 May 2026

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    Seventeen year old Shane Hollander learns that the only way to play professional hockey is to give the MLH a baby.

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    20 May 2026

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    "I am saying, Моя любовь," Ilya said lowly, leaning into Shane's ear, "that I can go a week without smoking but you could never go a week without sex."

    Ilya comes to realize, however, that his husband is just as stubborn as he is disciplined.

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    20 May 2026

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  10. Public Bookmark 94

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    Shane turned to face Ilya. He wasn’t yelling anymore but he wasn’t lowering his gun, either. Something in Shane’s chest twisted when he noticed tears welling in Ilya’s eyes. He wanted to brush them away. Ilya saw Shane looking, they made eye contact briefly.

    God, he was beautiful! His curls, his chin, the slope of his shoulders. He was angelic and prideful and wrathful and for a split second Shane pictured him with wings and a flaming sword, falling from heaven because of his own vanity.

    “Lyubimyy,” Ilya whispered.

    “Mon coeur,” Shane answered.

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    The Rozanov Crime Syndicate exploded right around the time FBI-hopeful Shane Hollander was caught up on the periphery of a Russian mob hit. It's an opportunity for the FBI to get a man in deep cover. It's an opportunity for Shane to do something great, write history (like he was supposed to do in hockey). It's all perfect. But sometimes the stars don't align for the reasons you suspect, and loyalty looks a lot different when you're down in the trenches with the man you love.

    An undercover Shane/crime boss Ilya AU. There will be violence, there will be emotional pain, and there will be yearning!

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    19 May 2026

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  11. Public Bookmark 69

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    Everyone has two names on their wrist: one belongs to their soulmate, the other to their greatest enemy. The problem? There’s no way to tell which is which.

    Shane has always been certain about one thing: Ilya Rozanov is his enemy.

    Or at least… that’s what he thought.

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    19 May 2026

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    As his eyes adjusted to the gloom, Ilya understood why Shane had been so insistent on him coming over.

    He had been struck by the change. The one no one could understand. That science couldn’t explain and was still rarely spoken about out loud.

    Or: Ilya helps Shane through an unexpected predicament.

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    19 May 2026

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    Recently traded to the Ottawa Centaurs, Shane Hollander was having a pretty terrible year. A year that was made even worse when his biggest rival, Ilya Rozanov, unexpectedly joined the Centaurs at the same time. Unable to put their rivalry aside, tensions are high both on and off the ice. The team decides to take matters into their own hands and devises a plan to make them get along once and for all. They never expected it to go as far as it did...

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    19 May 2026

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  14. Public Bookmark 48

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    – was he just fangirling over Ilya Rozanov? Coworker Ilya Rozanov? Person he occasionally fucks, Ilya Rozanov? Guy who’s drinking water in front of him in an unfairly attractive way, Ilya Rozanov? – “It was beautiful. That’s what I was trying to say. Like there was electricity coming off your skin. I want to do that. We need to do that, together.” He’s rambling. Mom always says he rambles when he gets nervous, and yet again she’s proven right.

    “Well.” Ilya looks pleased. “I will teach you. First –”

    And they start.

    Shane Hollander, principal dancer of the Royal Ballet, and Ilya Rozanov, principal dancer of the New York City Ballet, have never stopped finding each other across cities, stages, and years.

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    18 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander is the best F1 driver the world has ever known. Mercedes’ golden boy.
    But Ilya Rozanov is Ferrari’s reckless kid. Also maybe the best driver in the world.

    They meet in F3, and make it all the way to F1’s podium without anyone ever knowing about them. About meetings in the paddocks before a GP. About Shane going crazy over a golden cross. About Ilya whispering his name like a prayer.

    But then Ilya crashes his car on a Sunday afternoon in Belgium.
    And, suddenly, nothing else matters to Shane at all.

     

    or

    The F1 alternate-universe nobody asked for

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    16 May 2026

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    Two Valentine’s Day days. One takes place before they admitted they were in love, the second one after.

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    16 May 2026

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    14th Feb, 2017.

    The card is plain white with just four words

    “Roses – your new favourite.”

     

    The first bouquet had arrived on 14th February 2011. It was stunning. Shane had stared at the lilies in complete bewilderment, convinced there had been some mistake, that they couldn’t possibly be meant for him. Who would even send him flowers? Flowers like this didn’t just show up for Shane. Maybe they were from a fan, he’d thought; they looked far too expensive, far too elegant.
    Then he saw the card. No name. Just three words.

    “Your favourite Lilies.”

     

    Shane stares at the roses like they’ve personally betrayed him. His phone is already in his hand before he realizes it.


    Jane: Lilies are still my favourite.

    (He deletes it immediately.)

     

    Jane: You are still my favourite Ilya.

    (His thumb hovers, trembling. And he slowly deletes every single letter.)

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    13 May 2026

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    “I have an offer.” Ilya Rozanov says, casually leaning against one of the lockers, hard enough for them to rattle. “For you. Us.”

    “I'm not accepting sponsorships right now.” Shane sighs and there is a beat of silence before he hears a soft chuckle.

    “Not that, Hollander—” The name sounds too rough, raspy, heavily coated in amusement, and a little too suiting.

    “What do you want?” Shane snaps, turning to the unfazed guy.

    “So angry.” Ilya tsks.
     
    “I want a night. With you.”

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    A russian mafia AU with way too much yearning, voilence, smut, featuring an obssesed Ilya Rozanov who thinks killing a man in a fist fight would be much easier to deal with than to leave Shane Hollander alone.

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    13 May 2026

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    One day, Shane will learn not to take the “you are scared.” bait from Ilya. 

    Today is not that day. 

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    From Jane: I’m just saying it doesn’t sound real. Sounds like exaggerated porn stuff. 

    From Lily: You don’t think I could make you cum with remote control vibrator in your ass.

    From Jane: Wearing one of those in public wouldn’t be a turn on, it would be too stressful. Can’t relax enough to get off if you’re worried about someone noticing or figuring it out or whatever. 

    From Lily: Only one way to find out.

    From Jane: What, you’re gonna buy one of those things and have me wear it in public and try to make me cum? 

    From Lily: Is okay. You are scared to try.

    From Jane: I’m not scared!

    From Lily: Prove it.

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    13 May 2026

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    Shane had never taken a nude before. You know, “once it’s out there, you never know who’ll see it!” That was a truism Shane’s mother had often thrown around when he was first starting with the Metros. But now, he was alone in his room—his real room, not a hotel room, for once—watching YouTube in bed. He was down another one of those rabbit holes he’d once told his parents about. Although he likely wouldn’t share the topic of this one with anyone…

    Shane finds videos meant for Ilya's fans. Interviews, workout routines... an underwear ad. One thing leads to another.

    Ilya put on the selfie cam and put a hand behind his head to flex his bicep. He snapped a shot, but found that his face was too weirdly neutral. He tried readjusting himself and taking another picture, but, same problem.

    “Blegh,” he said out loud. Stupid, he thought. I look like I’m trying not to sneeze.

    Then Ilya got distracted by a notification along the top of his screen. A new post from Shane Hollander Updates.

    Ilya attempts to curate his nudes, but gets distracted by a fan account he follows. A quick glance turns into something obsessive.

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    12 May 2026

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