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    "Dazai..." Chuuya's voice comes out too tight and small, unlikely to ever reach Dazai. His hand lifts shakily, in some dazed attempt to stop him. There is panic wild and fast in his chest, the beginnings of hyperventilation, his breaths shallow and quick.

     

    Something's wrong, something's wrong—

     

    This hurts too much, it's not supposed to be like this—

     

    His vision is blurring, and his head is taut and aching with the stress and anxiety and so much anguish that he can barely comprehend it.

    The last of Dazai's hazy form disappears, far in the distance.
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    Forced into a difficult situation, Dazai has to leave Chuuya behind post-Corruption without his usual thorough check-up. Only, he has no idea just what state Chuuya was in as he was walking away from him that night.

    Grief is a good teacher on how to value those you love. When he gets Chuuya back, Dazai uses his lessons well.

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    21 Dec 2025

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    Six years after Nakahara Chuuya disappears without a trace, three years after he's presumed dead, two hikers find him on the outskirts of a Russian town. Chuuya doesn't think anything could be as painful as the last years of his life. That is until he comes home and discovers that his boyfriend, the person who became his mate when they were eighteen, apparently has moved on with somebody else.

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    27 Oct 2025

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    Officially, black on white, Dazai Osamu is an alpha.
    That’s a fact nobody ever questioned, fom his presenting during his mafia days, until now, at the detective agency.
    And if everyone knows for sure that Dazai’s an alpha, everyone also knows that Nakahara Chuuya is an omega.
    Fiercy, strong, and deadly, but small and beautiful omega.

    This is the story of how the greatest lie of Soukoku’s life, blew up at the age of 23 years old for the two men.
    Rage, blood and chaos ensued seconds after.

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    11 Oct 2025

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    Chuuya opens the screen of his phone only to find messages from a dating app he’s pretty sure he deleted. He thinks he deleted it because everyone there looked like shit, assholes, or just weren’t his type. He liked what? Three people? He's genuinely surprised to find out the tall brunet he liked matched with him.

    [Dazai Osamu]: This is a pleasant surprise.
    [Dazai Osamu]: Didn’t think you’d find me attractive.
    [Dazai Osamu]: No wait! Of course you would!! I’m insanely handsome, after all.

    Chuuya stares at the messages for a moment. This Dazai guy sounds like a bastard, but Chuuya has to admit he is insanely handsome. He supposes it won’t hurt to reply.

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    Chuuya meets Dazai through a dating app which leads to them having mind-blowing sex together only for Chuuya to learn the next day that Dazai is, in fucking fact, the Executive of Mori Corporation who’s been overseas for the past three years. But what’s the problem? Well the problem is that Chuuya can’t look Dazai in the eyes. Not after all the things he said, thinking he’d never need to see Osamu again. Honestly, fuck him (Dazai did, multiple times) and his life.

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    05 Oct 2025

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    07 Jul 2025