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    Nearly two years after being saved from the fire, Till runs into someone on a rebel mission with the same face of the person who has done nothing but haunt him.

    For the life of him, he can't let himself believe that Ivan is alive. Not while he's still hallucinating a version of him that keeps him from being able to speak.

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    22 Nov 2025

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    WAAAA THEY'RE SO CUTE OH MY GODDDDDD😭😭😭😭 MUTE TILLY AND SOFT IVAN MY BELOVED AAAAA I'M CRYING OH MY GOD THE MISCOMMUNICATION IS JUST SO AHHHHFJSKFNKJFN

    this is ***LITERALLY*** canon. Vivimeng told me

  2. Rec 38

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    Abi is drawing when Emma finds her--and drawing Emma, at that. After she sees it, Emma insists on Abi letting her try her hand at drawing her. It... doesn't work out. But it DOES lead to other, better things. Things Abi has been fantasizing about since camp started.

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    24 Oct 2025

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    " “He couldn’t have waited like… ten more minutes?” Emma asked as they walked, following the trail that had become familiar to them.

    “What would have happened in ten more minutes?” Abi asked.

    Emma flashed her a wicked grin. “Wouldn’t you like to know?”

    Abi’s throat felt tight. Emma laughed and squeezed Abi’s hand, pulling her in so that she could kiss her again. This time, she kissed her on the jaw. And this time, before she pulled away, she let her teeth scrape the skin in a playful nip. A jolt of something hot and electric shot through Abi and she stumbled over her own feet. " UUUAAAAADJSBSKHSJKAH THEY'RE MY EVERYTHING!!!!!

    There's so many cute scenes and dialogue in this. The dad jokes, Emma's horrendous (but cute) portrait drawing, the vulnerable moments of reassurance, the "I'd like to show you off to my parents" talk, the kissing,,,, EEEEKKKKK it's so soft and intimate (╥﹏╥). It really captures just how sweet their dynamic can be hehe🤭🤭

  3. Rec 6

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    "Ricky had only called Ben ‘pretty boy’ as a way to tease him, but it came to him that he really was beautiful."

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    "He had never seen Ricky the way he saw him now. At least, he hadn’t noticed it as much the other times."

    - Modern Ben and Ricky’s separate POV’s of them falling in love with each other.

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    02 Sep 2025

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    The type of fic you know is made with love, like back when you were a little kid coming home from a long day of school, only to be welcomed by the delicious smell of your mom boiling your favorite soup, if that makes sense. Very sweet :(((((( <3

  4. Public Bookmark 7

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    Stuart groaned, dragging a hand down his face. “We kissed! Don’t you remember?”

    Bobbie leaned back on one heel, folding his arms with a lazy, mocking smirk. “We did?”

    “Yes!” Stuart nearly shouted, stamping his foot like a child throwing a tantrum. “Twice!"

    Bobbie whistled low under his breath, tilting his head like the news was brand new. “Damn. Can’t say I recall. Was it any good?”

    Bobbie stepped in again, this time slow and deliberate, until there was barely any air left between them. His voice dropped lower, a whisper against the heat of Stuart’s cheek. “Guess you’ll have to remind me.”

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    27 Aug 2025

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    Holy wow. Wowowowow. We need more of angry Stuart in our lives

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    Miya loves ghost stories more than anything in the world. But he never thought he would meet an overly excited one by the apricot tree next to the park near their school. Nor would he have expected to be dragged around to find a man with beautiful eyes and hair as soft as snow just because the boy ghost sparks a curiosity in him that distracted him from his own loneliness.

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    10 Aug 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    This was my first ever AO3 fic.

    I remember it so vividly, sitting in the bus on my way to my 7th grade class, putting in my email into the website’s database all in the hopes of somehow storing this fic somewhere and not losing it, as it took me a couple of days to finish and I had a bad habit of accidentally deleting my tabs. I also had zero clue how to use AO3, so I freaked out every time I came back to read, and my progress wouldn't save.

    Anyways, when I did end up finishing reading it, I sobbed so hard I nearly threw up (which is 100% a compliment). I am not exaggerating when I say it altered my brain chemistry. I cried and cried and reread it and cried again until my cheeks were splotchy red and my pillowcase was submerged in a concerning amount of wet tears. I thought about this fic forever. At school, at home, at the hair salon I went to on my 13th birthday, where the lady fucked up and accidentally gave me a bowlcut (I cried for 2 reasons that day)...you get the point. But eventually, I moved on from the sk8 fandom—and as a result, moved on from this fic as well.

    Now, here I am at 17 once again rereading this fic and crying as I type this (albeit not on the brink of throwing up, so at least that’s an improvement). It truly did stand the test of time and is still just as gut-wrenching as ever. The star-crossed lovers trope will never *not* get me. I love the way all the characters are beautifully woven into this, as well as the dynamic between Reki and Langa, and who can forget about the slow build-up reveal as to what actually happened that day to get Reki to end up where he is now. It’s tragic in every way, yet still manages to have some semblance of humor and solace. Truly a beautiful and bittersweet read.