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    what it means to be evil by

    Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Iron Man (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe  

    30 Jan 2026

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    He'd screamed back at Ben only once, mourning sharp and fresh on both their breaths against each others faces only inches from each other, desperate for him to understand that Peter wished it had been himself on that pavement divinely punished for an argument he could hardly even remember but would gladly die for if it meant May would have walked and how he still wished he were dead day after day because to see her empty shoes untouched upon the doorstep was worse than dying and he'd kill himself a thousand times to bring her back but how dare he suggest that Peter would be happier any other way than with them both.

    And Ben had slapped him, then—and Peter thinks for the first time that perhaps he had lost them both after all.
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    Aunt May goes after Peter that night, and neither Peter nor Ben were quite the same after that. Good and evil are just words. Monster. Martyr. Mortal. Other nouns and adjectives that don't really mean anything at all. Peter is like a definition. Ben is a passing thought. Tony Stark is an exclamation point.

    And life is one big, glaring question mark.

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    30 Jul 2025

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    The Haunting of Stark Mansion by

    Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Iron Man (Movies), Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Movies)  

    28 Jul 2025

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    When Tony is forced to return to his family home, investigating mysterious readings coming from the mansion, he elects to bring Peter with him. What starts as an attempt to spend more time with his favorite teenager, especially after what happened to Peter last year, quickly turns... strange. The Stark mansion isn't nearly as unoccupied as it should be- and strange things keep happening.

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    29 Jul 2025

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    Family by

    Fandoms: Marvel, Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)  

    14 Jun 2025

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    Following the events of WandaVision, Peter and Bucky are enjoying their time together when an unexpected remnant of Wanda's magic resurfaces within Peter. Responding to their unspoken desire to start a family of their own, the magic turns Peter into an omega and Bucky into an alpha, leading to an unforeseen pregnancy. Now, as they prepare for parenthood, Peter and Bucky must navigate the joys and challenges of this new chapter in their lives.

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    05 May 2025

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    Monachopsis by

    Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Iron Man (Movies), Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types  

    16 Nov 2024

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    Peter's life was looking up, especially when he got into the same highschool as Ned. Peter's regular scans had turned less 'regular' and he didn't have to take a crazy amount of pills. His scars from past surgeries weren't making him queasy to look at anymore, only a reminder of what he survived. Until he woke up one day screaming.

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    Peter's childhood cancer relapses.

     

    (No major character death)

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    22 Nov 2024

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    Peter cancer

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    Starkian Time Games: Guardian of Infinity by

    Fandoms: Iron Man (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Thor (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe  

    28 Jan 2023

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    Tony didn't know that the Stones were aware and watching as he snapped reality closer to fixed. He wasn't aware of how much strain the fabric of reality was under. So when it came time to snap in the Endgame battle he hesitated only long enough to brace himself against the pain of holding all of the stones.

    "This one, this one is ours," the Infinity Stones whispered silently to themselves. "We will let him try again."

    Tony snapped and woke up after surgery in a cave.

    The Guardian of Infinity had been born.

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    01 Feb 2024