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in for a penny, in for a pounding by elsie (the_technorats)
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
05 Sep 2025
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The word slut is in red. It’s all he sees when he sees Nancy again, when she slaps him, when Jonathan inches up behind her to drag her away. When he sees her leave with him, he sees the words he says in red. Queer. Screw-up. Father.
When he gets punched in the face, he feels them in red too. They feel bright, even when he runs, even when his guilt remains like a message in blood at the crime scene, dripping in Tommy’s cruel handwriting. Byers. Perv.
Or, the one where Steve's life was miserable and complicated even before Jonathan Byers was ever a part of it.
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14 Dec 2025
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The bottle directly in the middle shattered into a million little pieces, glittering against the rusty hood of the car, and Steve finally lowered the revolver, letting it hang dejectedly at his side.
"I guess this is just, like, the one thing she can't teach me, huh? Even though she's probably the only person who could." Steve rubbed a hand over his jaw.
"Doesn't Robin hate guns?" Jonathan asked, baffled, and Steve barked out another laugh.
"Oh, well isn't that ironic." Steve said, his mouth crooked like he was making a joke that Jonathan didn't quite understand.
Or: Jonathan teaches Steve to shoot and realizes there might be more to him than what he originally thought.
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- Part 2 of Stranger Things Oneshots
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14 Dec 2025
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numerical precision in falling for him by dragons-dice (winter_travels)
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
18 Oct 2025
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Jonathan develops a crush on Steve while sniping at each other at the Byers Family Farm’s market stand, but he refuses to let it grow into something. (Until it does.)
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14 Dec 2025
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That was the way their conversations usually went, into the bitterness of the night, just to reignite again in the just-as-bitter daytime. The sky was dark and shrouded, the clouds always bore foreboding doom. It wasn't as if they tried to make it miserable, Hawkins just.. was. Jonathan would argue that it always had been, but Steve knew better. Steve knew his Hawkins.
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Steve, Robin, Nancy & Jonathan try their best to get through the long quaratine together, laughing, drinking and talking long into the cold nights.. and somewhere, somehow, down the line, some feelings Steve didn't know existed inside him start to bubble. And somehow.. they're for Jonathan?!
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14 Dec 2025
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Jonathan Alonzo Byers is going to kill himself on Saturday, November 12th, 1983. Or he might if he doesn’t spend the night in a jail cell. Because on top of everything else—his brother disappearing and turning up dead, his mother losing her god damn mind, Nancy convincing him his mother might have a point, some fucking portal in the woods opening up to another fucking dimension, Steve fucking Harrington calling him a screw up and a queer, at least two of his fingers feeling broken, and the handcuffs digging into his wrists during the uncomfortable ride in the backseat of a police car—he’s got a fucking boner.
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5 times Jonathan thought about killing himself and 1 time Steve thought about killing Jonathan.
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14 Dec 2025
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It's when Flambae feels halfway to insanity that Robert puts him on his hands and knees.
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12 Dec 2025
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Fire ecology is the study of fire as an ecosystem process. Many global ecosystems have evolved with fire as an essential process that creates and renews habitats. In fire-prone ecosystems, native plants and animals have evolved with fire influencing not only habitat conditions but key aspects of their life history.
- via The Association for Fire Ecology
Or; An exploration of Flambae and Robert through domination, submission, wildfires, and regrowth.
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11 Dec 2025
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That was the way Flambae usually liked it. He likes mouthing off and being shown his place, he likes being given consequences for his actions, he likes fucking around and finding out.
It makes no sense that Robert put him down without so much as a fight. That Flambae went down for the man who he thought ruined submission for him.
But when Robert told him to listen, what else was Flambae supposed to do?
Or; Flambae would rather set it ablaze with his own two hands than be caught unawares by a stray spark. Robert's steady hands are perfect for striking a match.
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- Part 1 of Fire Ecology
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11 Dec 2025
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Months after Starcourt, Billy is struggling to keep it together. Trying to balance recovery with his job, while covering for Susan as she's descending deeper into her alcoholism, he is nearing his breaking point. When he unexpectedly crosses paths with Steve Harrington, Billy thinks it's just another obstacle for him to overcome – but it might just be what he needs to start to heal.
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08 Dec 2025
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Jack’s parental figures leave notes in his lunch box throughout the years.
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05 Dec 2025
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Jack doesn’t exactly understand that what a trans woman is, but he somehow knows Sam is not a man and gets confused as for why they are treating her as something she isn’t.
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Closeted Tgirl!Sammy and her son, Jack <3
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05 Dec 2025
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"Sometimes it feels better if you can hurt yourself, too, if you feel like you deserve it."
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05 Dec 2025
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After losing fourteen-year-old Jack in a custody battle, Sam is left despondent and empty. One night alone, when Dean is out, Sam hears a timid knock on the door.
Title inspired by song of the same name.
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05 Dec 2025
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That was the weird thing about them, though Jess would hate him using that word. Anyway, despite being together for so long they still hadn’t had sex. It’s not like they were saints and, though Jess would hate him saying this too, it was mostly his fault. It was too intimate, too… comfortable. When has he known comfort?
Jess teaches him. Sam is only mildly still scared afterwards.
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04 Dec 2025
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“Sam,” Cas said softly, voice blanked by the darkness of the room, “Is it okay if I touch you?”
Sam felt the breath leave his body. He hadn’t felt this vulnerable in a long time, and it wasn’t just because he wasn’t wearing six million layers, it was because he was on the precipice of either letting Cas help him or committing to figuring it out on his own. He’d been figuring things out on his own for so long, and he really was so so tired.
So he nodded.
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or I just think the samcas dynamic is neat and saw some art of cas using his grace to help sam sleep so *hair tuck*
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04 Dec 2025
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“Sam… I know you need me to promise you tomorrow.” Cas murmured, sadness in his eyes as he stared at Sam’s watery green ones. He slowly bent his knees, bringing them to the same height. “But I won’t lie to you. You deserve better than that.”
A pained smile found its way over Sam’s cheeks. He seemed to be set on keeping most of his tears in, even though his lips were trembling from the effort. Cas wished he felt safe enough to let them go.
“What I can promise you is right now.” Cas was never good with words, but he was trying. As much as he wanted to make Sam feel better, he wouldn’t go about it dishonestly. He held too much love and respect for him to do such a thing. “—Can I touch your shoulder?”
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Or the one where Cas hears Sam crying and realizes he’s been avoiding the youngest Winchester for much too long. Set somewhere in season 15.
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03 Dec 2025
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Your brother remembers things differently than you do.
(Or: two wounds, two siblings, and a lack of language).
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02 Dec 2025
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“So, what, are you like… a chick?” Dean asked, laughing a little too loudly, his tone a mix of casual teasing and genuine confusion. When Sam remained silent, Dean’s smile faltered. “You’re kidding, right?” he pressed, the words coming out slightly harsher than he'd intended. Sam shifted uncomfortably, and the air hung heavy with the question.
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S01 E01 rewritten with transfem Sam
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02 Dec 2025
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Five times Sam almost felt like himself and one time she did by superfan_99
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
23 Oct 2025
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What's on the tin!
Exploration of identity, gender and what it means for Sam.
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02 Dec 2025
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Dean's sick of working his ass off for crumbs, struggling to put his brother through school and keep his deadbeat dad alive he's not gonna turn his nose up at a couple of grand for being a warm mouth for some rich folks. It's easy and he's comfortable.
Then he meets Castiel, and all he can think about is blue eyes and running away.
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02 Dec 2025