16 Bookmarks by HowBigHowBLouHowBeautiful
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There's an ongoing and unspoken agreement between Johan and Judai that there's just kind of no chance for them being together. It's more than far-fetched. They're both pretty comfortable in the fact that it just wouldn't work out between them, for various reasons. There are clearly no unresolved feelings and nothing needs to be talked about.
Clearly.
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03 Sep 2026
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One glance up at Yaku Morisuke, and Nishinoya is bewitched by a wildcat. Two liberos who find freedom in different paths.
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07 Jul 2024
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got me looking so crazy right now
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LONG fic charting the marauders' time at Hogwarts (and beyond) from Remus' PoV - diversion from canon in that Remus's father died and he was raised in a children's home, and is a bit rough around the edges. Otherwise canon-compliant.
1971 - 1995This IS a wolfstar fic, but incredibly slow burn. Literally years. Long build up but worth it I promise!
PLEASE DO NOT COPY TO WATTPAD. SERIOUSLY, WHY??
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https://open.spotify.com/user/htl2006/playlist/3z2NbLq2IVGG0NICBqsN2D?si=Liyl_JKJSx2RUqks3p50kg(Compiled by amazing reader, JustAnotherPerson)
DISCLAIMER: I do not support JK Rowling's disgusting transphobic views.
NOTE: I AM NO LONGER READING OR REPLYING TO COMMENTS ON THIS FIC
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- Part 1 of All the Young Dudes
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- English
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- 526,969
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- 188/188
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24 Sep 2023
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All the Young Dudes - Sirius's Perspective by Rollercoasterwords
Fandoms: All the Young Dudes - Fandom, Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
24 Apr 2022
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this is an ATYD fanfic first!!! and a harry potter fanfic only by necessity. this is literally just me rewriting each chapter of atyd but from Sirius's perspective bc i love this story so much and can't get enough of it. all credit for the original work goes to MsKingBean89 and if for some reason you've stumbled upon this without reading the original ATYD first, please go do that!!
Read the original here
8/24/23
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- Part 1 of ATYD - Another Perspective
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- English
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- 188/188
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- 12
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24 Sep 2023
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kiyoomi and atsumu, throughout the years: together. apart. together.
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14 Aug 2023
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Hoshiumi Kourai has never been in a relationship or had his first kiss. After being made fun of by his older teammates on the Schweiden Adlers for his lack of dating experience, Hoshiumi turns to his experienced best friend Hirugami Sachirou to teach him his ways. However, these lessons with Sachirou stir up old feelings from the past that Hoshiumi never knew existed. Matters get complicated as Hirugami’s longtime crush on Hoshiumi starts to cloud his judgment.
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12 Apr 2022
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for when you're running towards something you feel like is getting further and further away. for when someone tells you that they love you without saying it aloud. for walking exclusively on sidewalk curbs in sneakers well past their expiration date, and most importantly of all— for suga.
when eighteen-year-old sawamura daichi wakes up with the mental picture of a life that feels too real to consider a dream, he finds himself working to avoid a series of events that he's near positive will come to pass in the months leading to his high school graduation. daichi finds himself working to avoid the untimely death of his best friend. if only it was as easy as it seemed.
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11 Feb 2022
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Reki is insecure about his lack of kissing experience. Langa just wants to help him feel like he's good enough, even if teaching Reki to kiss means breaking his own heart.
(yet another practice kissing au)
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- 19/19
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11 Feb 2022
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“I’m going to die soon.”
Daichi looked up from his reading at Suga’s sudden words.
“What?”
“I said I’m going to die soon,” he repeated calmly.
The setter, who was lying on his back on the bed, rolled over onto his side and looked down at where Daichi was sitting on the floor. Daichi set down his book beside him. Suga gave him a small smile. Daichi frowned.
“Don’t say that.”
“Why not? Because it’s true?” When Daichi didn’t reply, Suga reached out and tousled his hair. “I’m sorry. I know it’s hard for you to hear me say things like that. But it helps me come to terms with it. Do you understand?”
Daichi closed his eyes and sighed. “I do.”
When Suga is diagnosed with cancer, it takes everything in Daichi's power to accept that within the year his best friend would no longer be alive. So when he is presented with Suga's bucket list, Daichi does everything in his power to make Suga's last six request come true.Now available to read in multiple languages (see Chapter 2 for links)
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11 Feb 2022
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The thing is, Atsumu and Osamu were like that. Somehow always connected, always aware.
For every fight, they’d share a victory. For every disagreement, they’d celebrate a triumph. For years, they’d be in each other’s throats, but they’d always have each other’s backs. Always. No matter what.
Until Kita Shinsuke. Shinsuke, whom Atsumu loved. Shinsuke, who was Atsumu’s boyfriend for over a year.
Shinsuke, who Atsumu caught naked and willing in Osamu’s bed, his very own twin on top of him.
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This is a messy story of betrayal, and forgiveness, and healing, and love. And maybe finding a place to belong in the process.
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- Part 1 of Four Years
- Language:
- English
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- 21,422
- Chapters:
- 10/10
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- 23
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11 Feb 2022
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“Sakusa Kiyoomi,” Grunts Sakusa. He still hasn’t shaken Atsumu’s hand. Someone sniggers from his back, and Atsumu doesn’t need to turn around to recognize that it’s Osamu. Well, fine. He started with the whole being an asshole thing, now he has an excuse. He relents and lets his hand drop.
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Atsumu already has a lot on his plate, like killing people, beating up people, the same ol' drill. The last thing he needs is to be partnered with a germaphobe asshole who refuses to shake his hand. If he wasn't that hot even with his mask on, Atsumu would've shot him ages ago.Fucking Sakusa Kiyoomi.
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- Part 1 of And Crows will Cry
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- 18/18
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11 Feb 2022
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Volleyball players are known for a lot of things.
Intense plays, long rallies, arm-breaking serves—those are just to name a few. But in Japan, the volleyball players (high school, college, and professionals alike) are infamous for something that no one really expected: their betting pool.
(or alternately, everyone finds out that one of the best spikers in Japan, Sakusa Kiyoomi, is dating someone and they try to figure out his identity while the person he’s dating remains clueless about it.)
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11 Feb 2022
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The snow is beginning to fall again, in slow drifts, and the flurries melt when they kiss the glass, and it’s magical in a way Reki never imagined anything could be. He glances over at Langa, whose face is close enough that Reki can see the faded scarring on his cheeks, his pale lips with the cupid’s bow in the center that Reki has wanted, for so long, to kiss.
Langa has always been beautiful, but he looks the most beautiful to Reki when he has that wonder in his eyes, usually at S, and occasionally in the dusky sunset at DopeSketch or on the half-pipe at the skatepark. The way he looks up at the mountains makes Reki’s throat go dry.
He wants Langa to look at him that way.
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the christmas-in-canada fic nobody asked for, complete with some awkward first kisses, matching pajama sets, too much cuddling by the fireplace, a little mistletoe, and of course, the beloved “there was only one bed” trope <3
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- English
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- 101,489
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- 11/11
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- 6
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- 1,096
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11 Feb 2022
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I wanted to send a letter to you that will never read or reply
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11 Feb 2022
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"What do you think happens when we die?"
"I know what happens..."
"What?"
"We become stars. I'll be the brightest star up there. So you'll always remember me."
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10 Feb 2022
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Third year college student Akaashi Keiji has never felt deserving of all the things his heart desires. He wants to write; he wants to love. Perhaps meeting Miya Osamu is exactly what he needs to give him the courage to chase his dreams.
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10 Feb 2022