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    Dear Santa,

    It’s been another long, busy year, hasn’t it? It’s better to be busy than idle, though, so you’ll hear no complaints from me. I plan to stay on your list of good little girls after all. I do my very best to not be naughty but sometimes I wish I could be…if I had someone special to call my own.

    Santa, I have a confession to make. I don’t really want anything for Christmas. I want it every day of the year, when I wake up in the mornings and when I fall asleep at night. But because you can’t give me a lumberjack with a large package of his own, nicely tied up with a bow and delivered directly to my bed, could I trouble you for a pair of thick woolen socks? If nothing else, at least I’ll be warm.

    I wish I knew what you wanted for Christmas. It doesn’t seem fair that you give so many gifts away and don’t get anything in return. I know that isn’t the point of being Santa, but all the same. I’d give you anything you wanted.

    Thank you for always watching over me.

    Love,
    Rey ❤️

     

    Ben read the letter through twice, his ears ringing. It was much worse than he imagined. And so much better.

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    06 Dec 2022

  2. Public Bookmark 72

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    “She had been unforgivably naïve and stupid to trust Kylo Ren. She now found it hard to imagine that any human decency or remorse remained inside that shell of a man. Kylo Ren had drawn her in and pretended to care. Even worse, he had made her care about him in return. And for that she hated him.”

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    “He thought the Force visions had stopped. He detested the fact that he was still connected to her – a lowly scavenger and a traitor. But instantaneously, like a subconscious counterstrike, he recalled her wide eyes, wet with unshed tears, boring into him. For a moment his anger wavered and he longed to see her again. And for that weakness he despised himself.”

    In the aftermath of the battle on Crait, the pitiful remains of the Resistance struggles to rebuild their forces while the First Order gains more power throughout the galaxy. But in the midst of the chaos, two enemies discover that their parts in the story are more entwined than ever.

    There is no light without darkness. There is no peace without balance.

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    05 Jul 2022

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    It will be nice to have that, a memory that won’t fade, because Kylo will leave. It will take some time, but they’ll fix his ship and he’ll fly away, leaving Rey behind. And that’s fine. He has his own life and Rey has hers. He’ll leave and she’ll manage. She always has.
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    Ben does not turn to the Dark Side after that fateful night at the Jedi temple. Instead, cut off from both the Force and his family, he changes his name to Kylo in an attempt to hide his identity and turns to bounty hunting and, eventually, smuggling to make ends meet.

    Rey is a scavenger struggling to survive in the Goazon Badlands of Jakku. She spends her days crawling through the decaying skeletons of the Galactic War and fending off trouble as best she can. Her nights are spent waiting for her family to finally return for her.

    Two lonely souls meet under a different sky and different stars.

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    06 May 2022

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    He leaves pieces of himself behind. Little parts of him that rest sticky and wet between her thighs. Drops of viscous pale fluid that leak out of her as she rolls onto her back to smile at him lazily, her face flushed and sweaty from her exertions. It's all he can give her, it seems, and she greedily takes every drop.

    Until he gives her more.

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    Ben Solo slowly but steadily fucks himself back to life. Because why not?

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    22 Mar 2022

  5. Public Bookmark 99

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    They meet entirely on accident.

    A sleepwalker, who learned how to open her front door the one week her roommate is out of town, and the nightwalker. A man who can't sleep, because he's too fucked in the head to get a good night rest anyways.

    Not like he deserves it.

    Not like he deserves her.

    She thinks otherwise.

    ~Z…z…z…~

    The problem with having chronic nightmares isn’t falling asleep. In fact, that never seems to be an issue for Ben Solo when he settles in for the night. He’s usually lights out within the first fifteen seconds of letting his head hit the pillow in his weird little black bedroom; pulling his blankets up to his chest and curling up on his side as everything fades to a satisfying and complete darkness around him.

    It is the staying asleep, the continuous and steady REM cycle needed for a full night's rest, that is hard to maintain.

    Which is quite difficult, when one wakes up gasping for air and sweat-soaked at least once a night. When one has to develop a routine for that particular moment, and the brain needs to catch up with what it has inflicted on itself.

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    13 Mar 2022