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  1. Public Bookmark 11

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    Khun fixes him with a direct look. His next question is unexpected and blunt.

    “Do you want him?”

    Kim swallows. He doesn’t know how to answer that. It isn’t a matter of wanting Chay. It’s more the feeling that Kim will never be whole again without him.

    Khun looks at Kim over his sunglasses and nods decisively. “Then you know what you have to do.”

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    03 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 2

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    Trauma can cause the brain to forget events of the past, and those past events can be remembered in flashbacks or dreams. Only when those dreams show events that have never happened, is it just a dream or a reality long forgotten?

    After everything that had happened, between Kim and the resentment building in his bones from Porsche-his own brother-creating a chasm, Chay's dreams give him a sense of purpose that he grieves over. Then, those dreams are becoming his reality, what happens when the resentment becomes an understanding?

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    21 Dec 2025

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    Phayu's heart is perhaps a bit impatient, and maybe just a shade greedy, because now it feels like he wants even more than the wealth in love he already has. Because now…

    Because now, Prapai lingers after his races are over instead of hurrying off into the night, offering to help load the trucks back up and stripping down to his black t-shirt before putting his own hands on a bike, and Phayu remembers the past with just a touch more clarity.

    Because now, Sky’s eyes are also on Phayu every race night, watching his hands move and press along metal and rubber, and like Rain’s those eyes have all the lights in them, too.

    Because now, when Prapai gears up, Rain helps him, licking his lips while he lets his hands linger over the white and black leather, palms fanning over the material and the pressure indents under his fingertips visible even from where Phayu’s standing.

    Because now, Prapai is leaning towards Rain and talking to him with a low voice and half-lidded eyes and the same sort of desire in his face that Phayu is well-acquainted with, and that he knows Sky is as well.

    Now, Sky’s watching Phayu watch Rain watch Prapai swing his leather-clad thigh over his bike to climb on.

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    22 Oct 2025

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    Loved this 😭

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    AU where Prapai is the king of consent, Rain isn't dumb, Sky still rolls his eyes and scoffs at everyone, Phayu is still sexy and everything is the same but just different enough for it to be called an AU. And it's way more intense than the series. Also, everyone has trauma because I'm Oprah and everyone gets hit with that trauma stick.

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    19 Oct 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 61

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    Rain doesn’t know cars, at all. He knows he should, groans both from the stabbing ache in his leg and the memory of Phayu chiding him for his ignorance about the machine he was supposed to be handling. But at the very least, he’s pretty sure the steering wouldn’t suddenly give out, especially since Phayu had checked the engine and guaranteed Rain was safe to drive home.

    He can still hear the loud crunch of the van ramming into his back bumper, more terrifying than the thunder. Rain had tried to punch the gas and make a quick turn to lose the van, but when the wheel spun under his hands and the car kept moving straight as an arrow, Rain had panicked, hit the brakes instead. It might have been what allowed the van to pit maneuver him right into a deep ditch, glass flying and Rain’s head ricocheting off the door frame as the force of impact sent his limbs sprawling from around the seatbelt.

    He thinks he must have passed out, though the only indication of it is the fact that Rain blinks his eyes open slowly after nothing but blackness and the hissing of rain envelopes him.

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    18 Oct 2025

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