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Every Boston Raider knows that although their captain has a girl in every port, he’s got a soft spot for the one in Montreal. Dr. Shane Hollander knows it’s better to have a semi-regular source of casual sex than try to make a relationship work during residency. Ilya Rozanov knows that the doctor he’s fucking in Montreal is unaware that he plays hockey, and in fact probably thinks he’s Bratva.
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28 Mar 2026
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Check, Mate by phoenixortheflame
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Dec 2025
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Inherited traits, inherited trauma, and family heirlooms.
A move-for-move story about two chess players and one pair of slutty glasses.
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This takes place vaguely during The Long Game and includes implied thematic spoilers.
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27 Mar 2026
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“I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”
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or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.
Ilya has open hands.
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17 Mar 2026
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Ilya: He should buy lottery tickets because he is the luckiest man on earth
Ilya: He should get on his knees and thank god everyday that he got to fuck you
Shane: Oh my God stop
Ilya: What? I do thatOr: The man who topped Shane in Mexico posts about his experience, Ilya contemplates murder, and the other queer NHL players get caught in the crossfire.
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- Part 7 of the secret society of stick handlers
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14 Mar 2026
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winged cupid painted blind by attackofthezee (noxlunate)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Feb 2026
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"So, an inside date?"
"Yes. I googled."
"You googled?" Shane sounds skeptical, even though Ilya knows that Shane knows how much Ilya loves a good google search.
"Yes. I searched 'HELP how to plan romantic Valentine's Day with secret arch rival hockey player boyfriend when we can't leave his home and also he is very boring.'"
"You did not."
"Okay," Ilya admits, kissing the curve of Shane's shoulder, "That was not my exact search."
Or: Valentine's Day 2018, in an apartment somewhere in Montreal.
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04 Mar 2026
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Small Serendipity by the_hemlocked
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Feb 2026
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When he was seven years old, Shane Hollander was briefly lost at an airport. Luckily, the kindness of a stranger ensured he made it back to his parents safely, putting an end to a terrifying three hours for the Hollanders. It takes twenty years (and one heated rivalry) for Shane to learn the name of his rescuer. It takes twenty years for Ilya to learn his wish had already come true.
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25 Feb 2026
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i want you to need me (i need to want somethin' more) by FlowerCitti
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
14 Feb 2026
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“What did I,” his throat clicks, swallowing harshly around the tears that he has refused to allow and fall. “What did I do wrong?”
Mortification feels like fingers wrapped tightly around his throat, tucking himself closely against the wall and too afraid to even look Rozanov in the eye. There’s a long beat of silence where Shane can practically feel his heart climb into his mouth, his chest aching with a relentless thud.
“Hollander.” He can’t read Rozanov’s tone even on his better days, quiet and short of breath.
Shane wishes that he could dissolve into the floorboards, eyes squeezed shut and a spike of shuddering cold working its way through him.
Or, Shane drops hard and fast after their hook-up in Vegas. Ilya takes care of him.
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- Part 3 of Nettles (Hollanov Fics)
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23 Feb 2026
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a drag path, etched in the surface by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Jan 2026
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It kind of looks like junk, at first. Just a random collection of items, like the lost property box at the arena for things the cleaners find after games. But Shane quickly realises that the collection isn’t random at all.
No, this is a box of memories.
Ilya’s memories of Shane.
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13 Feb 2026
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your love moves me forward by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Jan 2026
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“It’s not new,” Shane admits.
“The gay part or the relationship part?”
“Both?”
Hayden’s jaw slowly drops until he’s wearing such a goofy expression that Shane can’t help but laugh again.
(Or, Shane gets to come out on his own terms for once.)
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13 Feb 2026
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He’s already in the room, shutting the door behind himself as quietly as he can before he realises that not only is there someone other than Shane in the room, but there are three someones other than Shane.
And, as if he hasn’t already fucked up spectacularly, the someones happen to be the Hollanders and Hayden fucking Pike.
// or; Ilya visits Shane in the hospital and meets his parents. He's traumatized and grieving, everything hurts, and Shane takes after his mother.
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27 Jan 2026
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“Did you… Did you get a whole roll of wrapping paper for it?”
“Yes. And ribbon.”
“You’re cute.”
“Shut up.”
// shane’s birthday is next week. ilya has gifts for him.
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23 Jan 2026
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“You lie to yourself, Hollander. Not to me.”
“What, because you know me so well?”
“Yes. I do. Don’t I?”
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23 Jan 2026
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Timeline Debates by Honeybees_n_flowers
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
01 Jan 2026
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A few months after Shane and Ilya’s relationship is revealed, Twitter begins to speculate about the timeline of it all. Ilya fans the flames.
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- Part 3 of Bee's Heated Rivalry Fics
- Part 2 of HR Socmed Fics
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15 Jan 2026
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Robby can’t quite read her, has to take her at her word. She wants to talk about Jack while she fucks him. It would be insulting if he didn’t find it so completely hot. He’s pathetic, but he knows that, which maybe makes it okay.
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- Part 2 of i can no longer live by thinking
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01 Sep 2025
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Vinny doesn’t expect much—just a quiet roommate, a stretch of borrowed time, the kind of temporary arrangement hockey’s full of. But Stuart moves through the apartment like he’s always been there, folding into the space with the ease of routine and the silence of someone used to holding his breath. Days pass. Things soften. Lines blur. And by the time Vinny starts to realize what’s changed, the end is already on its way.
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- Part 1 of Something in the Orange.
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10 Jun 2025
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"Oh, man, you're actually letting me in your house?" Aaron asked, voice thick with mock surprise. His smile widened when Sasha just rolled his eyes. "Oh, captain, how can I ever thank you...?"
He cut off with a yelp as Sasha grabbed him by the front of his t-shirt and dragged him into the house. "Shut up. How anyone ever actually believes you."
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21 Mar 2025
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17 Nov 2024
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"Do you think I did it on purpose?”
Matt wants to know the answer, maybe more than anything else he’s here to do. It doesn’t change anything about the past. He still wants to know.
Leon sighs just loudly enough that Matt can hear it across the space between them. “Welcome to Berlin, Matt.”
Or: Matt ships himself over to Germany at the end of a cupless career with the Flames and winds up with his ex as his coach. They both figure out how to handle it.
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09 Jun 2024
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Jack calls him Hanny, sometimes.
Most times.
Like when they’re riding the T because Noah wants to go to yet another museum, and Jack is leaning into him, weight shifting as she tries to fuck with her phone one handed. “Hanny.” He sighs and turns his head, pressing his nose to her cheek.Bookmarked by Jenars
02 May 2024
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But Brady had laughed like it was a joke, and then Brady’d said, no you’re not. C’mon, you’ve never been like that, and then Brady’d gotten upset and said but wouldn’t it be easier if—
And then Brady hadn’t talked to him for five months.—
After Matthew loses in the Stanley Cup Final, Brady takes him to a cabin for a weekend. They have a lot they’re not talking about.
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03 Mar 2024
