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Shane and Ilya go grocery shopping and spend a soft, slow Sunday together
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I wanted to write soft domestic Hollanov
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19 Jan 2026
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Ilya sees pictures of Shane with another man after not responding for 6 months while in Russia and loses his mind.
Featuring: Jealous Ilya, confident Shane, and raw freaky nasty sex.
Chapter title from Where's Your Head At? by Basement Jaxx
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17 Jan 2026
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My Boy by CaNiTOuCHyoUrMaNgoEs
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Jan 2026
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Shane calls Yuna on his way to propose. Ilya’s alive, he gets a second chance at living and Shane’s not going to waste it. Yuna is so happy for them, she calls first thing in the morning to ask how it went. Very quickly she realizes things didn’t go to plan.
Shane never made it to Ottawa.
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Or, A reimagining of the plane tragedy, except Ilya’s not the one in a fatal accident. Told from Yuna’s perspective.
Trigger warning for depression, suicide, and death
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17 Jan 2026
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Off of the Ice by EmeraldBunny
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Jan 2026
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Shane says he’s fine. He always does.
Ilya doesn’t believe him.
When the early signs of pregnancy start showing up — the nausea, the fatigue, the little tremors Shane refuses to acknowledge — Ilya notices everything. He notices the way Shane pushes through practice, brushes off concern, and insists he doesn’t need help. And he refuses to let him do it alone.
Between ice rinks, drives home, and quiet evenings in their apartment, they learn to navigate this unexpected pregnancy together. Ilya takes care of Shane with careful hands and steady insistence, and Shane, despite himself, starts to realize maybe he doesn’t have to handle everything on his own.
Hockey doesn’t stop. Life doesn’t pause. But slowly, stubbornly, the two of them adjust — learning to balance routine, responsibility, and each other, one small, intimate moment at a time.
Because some things — like care, trust, and each other — aren’t optional.
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- Part 1 of Holding the Line
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16 Jan 2026
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After their engagement, Ilya and Shane return to Russia under the cover of the Irina Foundation, knowing it may be the last time Ilya ever sets foot there. What waits for him is not closure, but grief, memory, and a past he learned to survive by becoming quiet and hard.
It isn’t about going back to the life he escaped.
It’s about one final goodbye—to the place that shaped him, and to the mother he never stopped missing.With Shane beside him—steady, patient, and fiercely careful—Ilya faces grief he’s spent years surviving, old fear that still lives in his bones, and the quiet truth he’s been avoiding:
some doors don’t close cleanly… but you can still choose how to leave them.This is a story about grief, survival, and choosing a future where home is no longer a place, but a person.
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17 Jan 2026