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Letting Go by Galwaygal99
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
14 Aug 2026
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Shane has spent years forcing every tic, movement, and sound back into his body. But after joining the Centaurs that suppression becomes increasingly painful. As Ilya begins helping him through the moments he can no longer hide, Shane slowly realizes that sometimes the hardest thing isn't losing control. It's allowing someone to stay when he does.
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15 Aug 2026
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anything that's bad for me (you're killing me) by paris_is_not_burning
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Jul 2026
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What starts as a post-loss ritual spirals into an all-consuming sickness that Shane was sure he had buried with his 17 year old self. Shane nonetheless believes that he can hide his ugly secret from the world- until Ilya uncovers all of the instabilities that even Shane himself would rather run from.
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Shane's anorexia relapses during his eighth season with the Metros, and Ilya is determined to help him (and not only because he's maybe in love with him).TW: Eating Disorders and explicit mentions of calories, weight, restrictive eating, relapses, and more. Please do not read this if you are not in a stable enough state to do so. Recovery is possible and necessary. Stay safe <3
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“What is it that you eat then, Shane?” Rozanov whispered miserably.
Silence.
And after several moments, with a rush of cold, Shane realized he had given his answer.
He fed off of silence and isolation. Loneliness and desperation.
All sides of the same coin.
His soul.
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Shane has always had unhealthy coping mechanisms, focusing on food is one of them.
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What if Shane’s eating habits weren't just habits?
What if Shane started to hate his body?
What if his ‘clean’ eating was something more?
What if Shane’s need for control became dangerous?
What if Shane really did have an eating disorder?
What if Ilya started to notice.
Set at the beginning of 'The Long Game', Shane's eating and exercise regime begin to pierce deeper than people realise, and his 'clean' eating habits are turning dangerous. Ilya slowly uncovers the truth piece by piece when he realises the toll it's taking, and he's not the only one who notices. It's heart breaking, but it's a story of recovery—yes, it ends happily—proving that with the right love and support around you, recovery is always possible.
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i'd settle for the ghost of you by ilovebl0125
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
20 Aug 2026
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sometimes grief doesn't let you say goodbye. sometimes it builds a world where you don't have to.
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shane's dead. but ilya doesn't know that.
why does everyone keep looking at Ilya like they’re afraid to tell him something?Series
- Part 2 of a's hollanov obsession