12 Bookmarks by Kitten_baker
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You Can't Hide From Your Gayness, Jeremy by H0n3yK1tt3n
Fandoms: Be More Chill - Iconis/Tracz
29 Apr 2024
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((WARNING: THIS SHIT IS REALLY OLD AND I HATE MOST OF IT NOW))
It was a case of Jeremy’s emotions being a little too intense one day and acting on impulse. Call it hormones or something. Call it Christine being in the same place as Jeremy at the right time. Call it Rich being in the same place as Jeremy at the wrong time. Call it Jeremy being desperate enough to go to such drastic measures. Call it an ever-present, underlying need to be popular that’d been there since seventh grade at latest. Call it whatever you will, it was and will continue to be the stupidest thing that Jeremy’s ever done.
(Or, if you want to go by the original summary that is grossly uninteresting:)
More or less the same events of the musical, except that Jeremy doesn't want to get with Christine out of any desire to be with her. Nah, he's liked Michael since forever. He's a pining gay boy and he doesn't know what to do.
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13 Apr 2026
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Evan goes for a late-night walk to clear his head, but his hopes for quiet in the park are dashed with the appearance of none other than Connor Murphy. The guy who shoved him and stole his therapy letter on the first day of school. The same guy he's terrified to talk to, but not for reasons anyone would assume.
When given the chance to run, he does what any sane person would do — he stays. Which changes everything.
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12 Apr 2026
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Boys Like Us by Rainwater_Apothecary for buttercupsanddandelions, RaspberryRaven
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
31 Oct 2023
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Boys like Connor aren't meant to be happy. Boys like Evan aren't supposed to make friends.
Boys like us will find out that there is more to life than what boys like us expect.
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25 Mar 2026
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jared has been living in new york, working for a company up there, and comes down to new jersey for a month to spend time with his parents. instead, he ends up spending more time with his old family friend, who he hadn't seen in years. the two reconnect, and end up falling for each other in the process.
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21 Mar 2026
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After seven years of no contact, Jared runs into Evan while he's at a very low point. He doesn't expect to stick around but as it turns out, having a friend in times of crisis is pretty nice.
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21 Mar 2026
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Connor had been doing well: a stable job, long lasting relationship, doing well at university, going to therapy, taking his medication, he was happy, life was going well.
Until during a particularly bad depressive episode the only thing that seemed like a good idea to Connor was to disappear, to take his own life.
He failed, luckily.
But he is now left to pick up the pieces of his life, which would forever be altered after that night.Bookmarked by Kitten_baker
11 Mar 2026
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I see you (And I'm still gonna stay) by Sincerely_Connor_Murphy
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
25 Mar 2026
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The room is dim, tinted with early morning gray-blue. His brain is foggy, but his body’s too wired to sink back under. Typical.
For a few seconds, he just lies there. Blinking slowly. Staring at the ceiling like it personally offended him. Over the leaf blower, Connor can hear noise coming from downstairs. Muted voices. The coffee grinder. The sound of a pan being tossed into the sink. It’s all too familiar. Things he thought he wouldn’t have to hear again.But no, Trust him to screw up something as simple as dying. Couldn’t even do that right.
Or: What if Connor survived? What if Evan decided to reach out to the only person who might understand him?
What if what they found in each other, was much more than either of them could've imagined.Bookmarked by Kitten_baker
11 Mar 2026
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Two Player Ga(y)me by Shh_Im_not_allowed_to_be_here for Kitten_baker
Fandoms: Be More Chill - Iconis/Tracz
21 May 2026
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Basically two idiots in love. I don't fucking know how to summarize. 😭
Also birthday present for a friend. You know who you are.
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06 Mar 2026
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She Looks Like Trouble (And Yet I Want Her Anyway) by THE_BANG_MASTER
Fandoms: Heathers: The Musical - Murphy & O'Keefe, Heathers (1988)
19 Feb 2026
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Veronica wasn’t dumb – she knew who the Heathers were, knew all about them. She knew about the chaos that follows them around. She tries to stay away, she sees what happens to others when they get in the trio's way… she sees the tears streaming down other teenagers faces, but she can’t help but want to stroke that fiery red hair, look into her piercing blue eyes, hold her soft manicured hand,
Too bad all those desires are wrapped up with Heather Chandler.
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05 Mar 2026
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They made you blind, messed up your mind by Until_Intrepid
Fandoms: Heathers (1988), Heathers: The Musical - Murphy & O'Keefe
26 Mar 2026
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The bomb does not go off in the way Jason Dean intended, instead giving him amnesia.
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04 Mar 2026
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Would anybody even notice by secret170193
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
05 Jan 2026
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An incredibly unstable and pissed off Connor Murphy still had his original letter, plus the means and incentive to distribute it to the whole school and completely ruin Evan’s life. Potential life. It was one of the few things that could actually make his life worse than it already was.
He has to get that letter back.
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Evan decides the only way to prevent his life being destroyed by Connor is to sneak into Connor’s room and steal back his letter. Only he doesn't count on catching Connor mid-suicide attempt. Or on saving him.
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04 Mar 2026
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A Step from the Edge *ON HIATUS* by Sincerely_Connor_Murphy
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
27 Feb 2026
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Evan’s the kid with no friends. The kid who stutters constantly, has sweaty hands, and’s hidden in the shadows for years. The kid with anxiety that makes him decide to jump from a 40 foot tree.
Connor’s always been aggressive, impulsive, and a whole shitload of other issues. The kind of issues that’ve made your parents drag you from one miracle cure to the next since age 12. The kind of issues that make you slash your wrists before senior year.
Jared’s not sure when he stopped being the too-clingy, too-nerdy kid and became the asshole who laughs at people and kind of hates himself for it. He’s not sure when he started enjoying his parents liquor a bit too much. Not sure why it nearly led him off a roof.
Alana’s the kind of person you’d expect to see making valedictorian then becoming a top doctor. She’s not the kind of person who gets depressed when her grandmother dies. Not the kind of person who does drugs to numb it. Not the kind of person who wants to die. Except she is.
Four kids, all seeming like polar opposites. Kids who in another world may never have crossed paths. But all it takes is a small dose of fate for them to realize that they may be more alike than they seem.
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- Part 2 of A Step from the Edge
Bookmarked by Kitten_baker
03 Mar 2026