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    When two foreigners ask the armed detective agency to collect something in the ruins of the military base near Suribachigai, Fukuzawa sends Yosano and Kunikida to investigate. Dazai, the agency’s newest recruit, asks to come along.

    Alternately: Yosano accidentally makes a study out of Dazai, Kunikida is too tired for the both of them, and sometimes all it takes to open up is one too many drinks.

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    11 Nov 2025

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    “What do I think?” He asks lightly.

    “Yeah,” Dazai leans back a bit and presses a socked foot into Chuuya’s hip. “Don’t you wanna fuck me, Chuuya?” It’s asked innocently. It feels like jabbing a finger into an open wound.

    Chuuya blows his smoke to the ceiling despite Dazai tilting forward and opening his mouth. Dazai makes a little tcht sound at him.

    “You want to fuck me?” Chuuya asks.

    Dazai doesn’t drop his eyes. “I trust you.” He repeats.

    Chuuya had asked Dazai once how many times he thought you could break a person before they stopped trying to put themselves back together, stopped trying to pick up the pieces and left themselves shattered.

    Depends how cruel you are, Dazai had answered after a long moment, you can still break pieces.

    Chuuya is pieces and his edges are sharp.

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    09 Nov 2025

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    “I need you to hit me as hard as you can.” Dazai says without any preamble, walking right up to them.

    “What?” Atsushi sounds aghast. “Why would I?”

    “Dazai-san—” Akutagawa begins.

    “Bet.” Chuuya says, and punches him square in the face.

    Shockingly, this is actually the better of the two interactions Chuuya has had with Dazai.

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    08 Nov 2025

  4. Rec 72

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    Dazai wants to throw himself against the wall. He wants to jump out of this too tall building, land hard enough that it won’t only be his body that breaks but his soul too. He wants to let whatever he is at his root spill out, viscous and bile, until there’s nothing left at all.

    “I’d jump with you,” Chuuya says, “I’d hold you the whole way down.”

    “Wouldn’t work.” Dazai reminds him idly, watching the shadow and light play on Chuuya’s ceiling.

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    07 Nov 2025

  5. Rec 26

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    Dazai was his partner, his lover, his damn other half, and screw anyone who thought he was being too corny. It wasn’t him who’d called them “indelibly fated” in a prison in ruins. And yet, no matter how fated they were—sometimes a tragedy, sometimes a salvation—he still wasn’t sure Dazai felt the same way.

    Or skk being vulnerable in the safety of their home.

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    25 Oct 2025

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    The facts are this: Chuuya is a compassionate person. He cares too much and too fiercely. He gets attached easily and is undyingly loyal to the people around him. He also happens to be the strongest ability user this side of Japan since the turn of the century.

    At age 16, Chuuya defects from the Port Mafia and drags his partner with him not so much kicking and screaming as silently begrudging, and the rest follow suit in time.

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    24 Oct 2025

  7. Rec *

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    Nakahara Chuuya has his reasons for not wanting to fall in love again anytime soon, especially during his au pair year in Yokohama. His host brother, Dazai Osamu, plans to change that.

    Translation into Russian available on Ficbook

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    22 Oct 2025

  8. Rec *

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    Reasons why Nakahara Chuuya is the scariest, most badass motherfucker in the whole of Yokohama—and not solely because of Arahabaki or his exemplary work as a mafioso.

    He’s the only one capable of making Dazai willingly volunteer to do chores. WILLINGLY, because it cannot be stressed enough.

    (Alternately: you know you’ve hit the relationship jackpot when you actually enjoy doing chores with your partner.)

    (Take two: 5 chores Dazai willingly did and did well + the 1 chore that Chuuya would rather die than let Dazai do)

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    18 Oct 2025

  9. Public Bookmark *

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    "I said, what's your name?"

    Dazai snaps to attention to see that Chuuya is staring right at him, and suddenly his mouth feels like sandpaper.

    Jesus. Who has eyes like that?!

    “Ozai—"

    “Huh?”

    “Dazoo—"

    “I’m sorry, what?”

    “Dazai Osamu.”

    Sometimes--the worst introductions can last a lifetime.

    (High school AU, slice of life, growing up together.)

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    Chapters:
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    15 Oct 2025

  10. Rec *

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    dazai discovers, explores, comes to terms with, and celebrates their gender identity (served with a side of one unfailingly supportive and loving nakahara chuuya)

    6/6 posted
    made of 2 pre canon fics, 1 post canon fic, and 3 bridges in between

    finally complete :)

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    12 Oct 2025

  11. Rec *

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    A sixteen-year old Chuuya finds himself falling for the new twenty-five year old executive at a vulnerable time in his life. The relationship slowly reveals itself to be controlling and bad.

    Dazai, seeing it for what it is, tries to help sabotage, but things keep getting worse.

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    "Chuuya should not date him." Dazai glares up at him stubbornly.

    "I don't get it. What the hell's your problem?"

    "Chuuya is my dog! He should not go to another person!"

    Chuuya's face crumples in rage and he bongs Dazai hard on the head. "I'm not a fucking dog!"

    Dazai winces and yelps, rubbing his head. "Chuuya hit me too hard."

    Somehow the conversation ends up going back to Chuuya speaking with his eyes far and fond about Takumi. Dazai drops his chin to Chuuya's chest and just watches him yap on and on about him, his smile and bright eyes. He looks beautiful like this; he almost looks as beautiful as he does when Dazai makes him angry, flushed pink and neat brows furrowed tightly, eyes ablaze.

    Dazai only does not like what is causing this happiness.

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    10 Oct 2025

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    At eighteen, Chuuya doesn't know how to kiss.

    Dazai teaches him how.

     

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    "I think you broke my nose," Dazai says faintly, finally letting Chuuya remove his hands. He frowns as Chuuya angles his head a bit to look at it. Dazai presses the back of a quick finger to the underside of his nose, blinking. "I'm bleeding, aren't I? I think I'm bleeding?"

    Chuuya rolls his eyes, letting him go. "Your nose is fine. It's not bleeding either, so stop bein' so dramatic about it."

    "Chuuya should kiss it better."

    "Hah!" Chuuya exclaims, "Shut the hell up, you! This doesn't give ya a free pass to say such bullshit just 'cuz I'm doing this with you!"

    Dazai is staring ahead, his eyes hazy. "Ugh, yeah. I'm pretty grossed out too now at what I just said. Where were we? Oh, right." He looks back at Chuuya, focused again. "So… this time… go slow, okay? I know you're excited to kiss my pretty face and all but - "

    "DAZAI!" Chuuya's voice is high and wild, bordering on a screech. He's starting to regret this already.

    "But you have to make sure you can actually see where my pretty face is instead of just banging into me."

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    09 Oct 2025

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    Loyalty is the foundation of the yakuza code, something that was drilled into Chuuya at an early age. However, his lessons did not cover how to manage a political marriage with his organization's oldest rival.

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    06 Oct 2025

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    “Chuuya.” Dazai says, in a way that makes Chuuya think Dazai has said his name once already.

    “Dazai.” He responds. When he looks up, he accidentally focuses on Dazai’s mouth, the deep raw color of the bruise growing on his cheek. Chuuya blinks, rocks on his feet, looks away.

    “I said did you kill them?” Dazai asks after a long pause. His voice is uncomfortably even.

    Chuuya looks at Dazai and the violence in his eyes shakes him to his core. His stomach floods with want. His toes curl in his shoes.

    Chuuya nods, a jerk of his head. His ribs ache. Dazai evaluates him.

    “We need to go.” Dazai says.

    I am afraid of the power you hold over me, Chuuya thinks and says—

    “Yeah.”

    Dazai steps on a body when they leave, eyes trained elsewhere. It makes a sound like ice cracking.

    Dazai doesn’t look down.

    The palms of Chuuya’s hands itch.

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    02 Oct 2025

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    Meet Nakahara Chuuya: executive, most skilled martial artist in the Port Mafia, and public face of Mori Corporation after the King of Assassins murdered the Flags.
    The movie star, the former King of the Sheep, the human experiment; the partner.

    The only man, rumor has it, Dazai Osamu will ever love.

    “Are you still mine?”

    “Of course,” Chuuya said. “You own me, Boss. You, and half of the world.”

    “And you have no idea how much that bothers me."

    #1 Kingdom of the Wild: Chuuya — actor, executive. Partner.
    #2 Tender is the Flesh: A love confession (or two).
    #3 Bones to Hungry Dogs: Meursault
    [Or: The Exes to Fuckbuddies to Lovers AU where Dazai is the boss of the Port Mafia, and Chuuya took over Lippmann's vacant spot as the public face of the Port Mafia after Stormbringer]

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    01 Oct 2025

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    "Don't go back to sleep," Dazai says, and there is a surprising hint of demand in his voice. Chuuya feels something at the end of the bed sag, signifying Dazai has finally sat down, for whatever reason he does anything.

    "Wasn't gonna," Chuuya grunts. His head is swimming, and he can't think. "But why?"

    He hears an intake of breath from Dazai's direction, and shifts to try and see his silhouette in the dark. "Chuuya," says Dazai, suddenly serious. "You were trying to activate Corruption in your sleep."
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    Chuuya starts having nightmares, dangerous ones. He needs to figure out why, and Dazai, for some reason, is determined to assist.

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    30 Sep 2025

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    Dazai doesn’t know math. Kunikida decides that’s bad. Cue an unlikely friendship between the seventeen-year-old mafia executive and the math teacher hopeful.

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    30 Sep 2025

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    "Dazai..." Chuuya's voice comes out too tight and small, unlikely to ever reach Dazai. His hand lifts shakily, in some dazed attempt to stop him. There is panic wild and fast in his chest, the beginnings of hyperventilation, his breaths shallow and quick.

     

    Something's wrong, something's wrong—

     

    This hurts too much, it's not supposed to be like this—

     

    His vision is blurring, and his head is taut and aching with the stress and anxiety and so much anguish that he can barely comprehend it.

    The last of Dazai's hazy form disappears, far in the distance.
    _______

     

    Forced into a difficult situation, Dazai has to leave Chuuya behind post-Corruption without his usual thorough check-up. Only, he has no idea just what state Chuuya was in as he was walking away from him that night.

    Grief is a good teacher on how to value those you love. When he gets Chuuya back, Dazai uses his lessons well.

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    30 Sep 2025

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    At nine o’clock on a random morning in April an alarm peals out on Dazai’s phone.

    And it will continue to, until he finds out why he is living this same unremarkable day again and again.

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    Chapters:
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    28 Sep 2025

  20. Public Bookmark *

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    30 kisses between Dazai and Chuuya, starting from their high school days, all the way to adulthood.
    It starts when Dazai steals Chuuya's first kiss and Chuuya convinces himself it's just how alien mackerels greet each other...

    [or: 30 short fics based on the prompts from the old 30kisses Livejournal]
    [ps: there is no real plot, just many kisses between thirsty dazai & in-denial chuuya]
    [NOW COMPLETE as of 1/11/22]
    [in Vietnamese!]

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    Chapters:
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    Collections:
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    Comments:
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    225
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    18,096

    28 Sep 2025

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