20 Bookmarks by LavenderCries

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  1. Public Bookmark 13

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    On the anniversary of his brother's death, Hanzo is spirited away by a demon with unknown intentions who claims to know Genji. Hanzo has no choice but to face purgatory for the chance to see his brother again.

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    06 Jul 2023

  2. Public Bookmark 13

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    A "what if" scenario for my story The Prisoner.

    Troubled by the demon's advances, Hanzo confronts it and passion and jealousy cause things to spin rapidly out of control.

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    9/?
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    47
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    06 Jul 2023

  3. Public Bookmark 39

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    Fill from Overwatch Kink Meme
    Original Prompt: Hanzo wakes up with his junk in someone's mouth.

    “Feels good, Anija? Let me - let me make you feel good. No one will have to know… just me and my big brother alone in our - in our room.” Genji hiccups, the effects of his drinking come to hunt him down to strip him of common sense and what little dignity he had left. “No one will know… I’ll be quiet...all for Anija...”

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    29 Jun 2023

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    Every year, a handful of children are born with the ability to command supernatural powers. Thousands of dollars and dozens of trained specialists are tasked with identifying, tracking down, and labeling each one as Deviant. Once identified, they have no rights other than those that are permitted to them, and disobedience is a crime punishable by death.

    Chuuya has never known a life outside of the routine he's forced to follow, but when the boss of Yokohama's Port Mafia offers him a chance of freedom, Chuuya is not prepared for the rebellion he's stumbling into.

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    108,592
    Chapters:
    18/18
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    4
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    301
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    03 Aug 2019

  5. Public Bookmark 57

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    Jhin is in a rut. Nothing satisfies him. None of his art brings him joy. Then he finds Rakan.

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    17/?
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    27 Jul 2019

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    08 Jul 2019

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    Everything was still hazy, and nearly indistinguishable from the darkness that had fallen since sunset when he’d first come to the harbor. There were two things he noticed however, before passing out again on the shore.

    The first, a pair of jewel-bright blue eyes peered down at him, the rest of this person’s face hidden by the backlighting of a nearby street lamp.

    The second, Dazai registered with muted alarm as the stranger retreated back into the water, was the smash of a large tail against the waves.

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    07 Jul 2019

  8. Public Bookmark 73

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    A relationship between a student and professor is only acceptable when the professor is of the same age and just an annoying, self-important genius, right? In which Chuuya Nakahara suffers his years in college with one man, Osamu Dazai.

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    21/?
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    23 Jun 2019

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    Due to Arahabaki's effect on Chuuya's body, Chuuya’s days are numbered. Instead of letting everyone watch him die a slow death, Chuuya decides to just cut the plug. Dazai steps up and confesses that he’s in love with Chuuya, in an effort to give him a reason to live.

    “You can’t die, because I’m in love with you.”

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    1/1
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    36
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    25 May 2019

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I actually cried so much

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    Due to Arahabaki's effect on Chuuya's body, Chuuya’s days are numbered. Instead of letting everyone watch him die a slow death, Chuuya decides to just cut the plug. Dazai steps up and confesses that he’s in love with Chuuya, in an effort to give him a reason to live.

    “You can’t die, because I’m in love with you.”

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    1/1
    Comments:
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    25 May 2019

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I actually cried so much

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    In the past, he never truly understood that darkness growing behind Dazai’s eyes.
    Yet lately, Chuuya thinks, when he stares back into the black of his own, encircled by those pale-blue skies…

    He’s starting to catch glimpses of it.

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    28 Apr 2019

  12. Public Bookmark 86

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    He could almost remember them.

    The 18,263 days repeating the same death, the same agony over and over again. They return to him slowly like falling leaves, as he spends his ticking time beside the one ensnared in his heart and memories.

    By the time he recalls the last day, it is already too late. He is already gone, and this ceaseless cycle begins once again.

    Through this cruel game, he has but one desire.

    To take back a world where they could be together again.

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    A continuation of Retrace

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    Comments:
    218
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    12,308

    27 Apr 2019

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    Chapters:
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    26 Apr 2019

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    The boy was scared.

    This was nothing new. The boy cannot remember the last time he slept soundly without fear; the last time he felt love and affection; the last time he smelt clean air or felt the sun on his face.

    But this...this was a different kind of fear. The kind of fear that had the boy's blood running cold. The kind of fear that had his breath wheezing from his lungs in panicked pants.

    This was fear for his life.

    His legs are aching, they feel like they are about to collapse with exertion and yet he pushes on, willing himself to be faster as he flees through the dirty alleyways, zig-zagging this way and that with no comprehension of where he's going. This city is entirely new to him and he is flying blind.

    The footsteps behind him are drawing ever closer. The boy doesn't dare to look behind him, for fear of what he knows is looming in the darkness: the large hulking shapes, the glint of sharpened steel, the putrid scent of death.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    17 Apr 2019

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    Chuuya Nakahara was born as a mortal to two immortal beings whom he had never met. Then, he’d been cast onto the earth as if it was nothing.

    He was lucky to have the mercy of the Gods, and he was still very grateful to work at Elise’s temple in exchange for the means to keep living.

    His life was peaceful, until Fyodor Dostoyevsky, God of the sea, came around and wrecked it.

    How did you survive in a world that saw you as nothing but a monster?

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    Chapters:
    11/11
    Comments:
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    16 Apr 2019

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    There was a potted plant on Dazai Osamu’s windowsill.

    Atsushi had only been to the man’s apartment once, but the beautiful and well-looked after plant had immediately caught his attention in the otherwise empty space.

    For someone so obsessed with suicide, it almost seemed a little out of place to have something in their home that needed looking after.

    When confronted about it, Dazai only gave him a mischievous smile.

    ‘I just thought it was pretty.’

    For a camellia plant without any blooming flowers, Dazai sure loved it a lot.

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    16 Apr 2019

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    Loyalty is the foundation of the yakuza code, something that was drilled into Chuuya at an early age. However, his lessons did not cover how to manage a political marriage with his organization's oldest rival.

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    English
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    Chapters:
    20/20
    Collections:
    14
    Comments:
    905
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    12,217
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    2,986
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    399,161

    19 Mar 2019

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    For Senren, based on her wonderful yokai comic featuring Kitsune!Dazai and Tengu!Chuuya

    Art is by Shao, thank you very much for collaborating with me!

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    “I’ve never met a kitsune who ran a teahouse before.” A fiery eyebrow rose in challenge as he stared across the low table to the beautifully dressed okami before him.

    “I could say the same for you.” Dazai said mockingly, a wicked smile on painted lips. “Who knew that a tengu would lower their pride and fight for the humans too?”

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    Language:
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    Chapters:
    5/5
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    2
    Comments:
    145
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    1,561
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    466
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    29,816

    11 Mar 2019

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    Chuuya's phone is filled with messages from a partner who seems to want to get back in touch.

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    Chapters:
    30/30
    Comments:
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    47,089

    11 Mar 2019

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    ‘This is Chuuya Nakahara, your new caretaker.’ his mother stated. Dazai’s eyes only widened in shock.

    ‘A robot?’

    ‘Kind of a degrading term, but yes; a robot.’

    Dazai’s glaring only intensified. ‘I don’t need some pathetic excuse of a toy as a caretaker. No one can replace Odasaku anyway. Couldn't you have gotten me a pet instead?’

    Chuuya didn’t seem to be affected by Dazai’s insults, which only showed how very non-human he actually was.

    ‘Stop behaving like a spoiled brat! We could have sent you to a clinic the moment you decided to behave like this, but instead we spent a lot of money on getting you this expensive solution.’

    ‘You could have spent more money on getting protection for Odasaku.’

    (In which all 7 year-old Dazai really wants is to get back Odasaku, but gets Chuuya instead. Though in the end, perhaps the hatrack isn't all that terrible)

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    English
    Words:
    31,457
    Chapters:
    10/10
    Comments:
    329
    Kudos:
    2,353
    Bookmarks:
    336
    Hits:
    26,282

    11 Mar 2019

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