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  1. Public Bookmark 11

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    A mission triggers some of Dazai's memories of his childhood, memories he would rather stay buried.

    This is based on the sexual trauma Oba Yuzo has in No Longer Human - Nothing is explicit, only implied, regardless please be aware that this could be triggering, and don't read it if you think it will put you in a bad head space.

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    16 Aug 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 12

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    After another one of Mori's assaults, Dazai comes to Chuuya seeking help. And help he gets.

    BSD Dead Dove Week 2026 | Day 5 | "...didn't know where else to go..." + dub-con/non-con

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    16 Aug 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 40

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    The first time he channeled Corruption, it almost killed him. Gravitational wings had ripped gaping holes into his back. He bled from every orifice. Pain announced itself in silent screams, his body contorting and folding in on itself to try and find some sort of relief.

    The experiments detailed by N had been true, after all, but how much was intended and how much was a mutation past the point of no return? Only time would tell from then on—a mere few months later when Chuuya activated Corruption during the Dragon’s Head Conflict and told Dazai to get back and not to interfere whatsoever, that he needed to do this, and the result was still as taxing on his body and caused him to pass out shortly after, head on lap and a hand in his hair as Dazai wondered if it would happen again and if Chuuya would almost kill him this time.

    Or, Dazai grapples with the responsibility of looking after Chuuya after Shibusawa's global threat forces Corruption and triggers a deadly rut that could kill Chuuya, unless, of course, Dazai has a final trick up his sleeve.

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    19 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 19

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    “Good boy,” Chuuya whispers and straightens out. He thrusts his hips. Easily, he slides on Dazai’s torso, revelling in how lube and come dripping out of his ass make a squelching noise as he moves; he takes another deep drag, releasing smoke up and watching it swirl in the air heavy with sex.

    When he looks at Dazai again, he jerks and opens his mouth wider. There is a delicious mix of apprehension and curiosity in his eyes as he watches Chuuya’s hand travel to his mouth. 

    “Here you go,” Chuuya murmurs and taps his cigarette.

    Dazai moans and bucks his hips when a speck of ash falls on his tongue. He squeezes his eyes shut at the momentary pain, but he does not dare to close his mouth; on the contrary, he strains to open it wider, taking the ash from Chuuya’s cigarette with the fervour only the most loyal dog has. 

    “It’s rare,” Chuuya muses, bringing the cigarette to his lips again. “One more thing that you are good for. Brings it to the total of two.”

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    A glimpse into Chuuya and Dazai’s night taking a new turn. 

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    14 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 16

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    Dazai asks for something demeaning and humiliating, and Chuuya gives it to him.

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    13 Jul 2026