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Buck gets diagnosed with cancer just before Hen's speech at Athena's house. Not wanting it to be Act 98, he doesn't tell the 118.
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06 Mar 2026
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A week into the lawsuit, Buck realises what a mistake he's making. But when he tries to back out, Mackey responds with blackmail. Confronted with evidence of the years Buck spent as a sex worker to survive, Buck takes it to the police. One hush hush sting operation later, Buck can head back to work. Everything will be fine.
It won't matter that no one knows about the blackmail...
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More lawsuit angst, because I simply can't help myself.Bookmarked by Lene
27 Feb 2026
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Following Bobby’s death and the Season 8 finale, Buck starts to develop some worsening pain in his bad leg. He ignores it, at first, the pain always comes and goes after all.
Though when he finally gets to the doctor and gets diagnosed with cancer, his situation really hits him. He really doesn’t have anyone right now and is going through it.
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27 Feb 2026
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Post-lawsuit, Buck fights to reclaim his place at the 118. But the team he came back for doesn’t quite feel like home anymore, and the distance between him and Eddie keeps widening.
Buck feels himself slowly disappearing - first from the team, then from himself.
He's always been good at saving other people.
He's never been good at saving himself.
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A Buck and Eddie post-lawsuit fic.
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Please heed the tags! This fic explores alcohol and substance abuse and may be triggering for some readers. If these themes are difficult for you, please put yourself first.
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23 Feb 2026
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A young man wearing nothing but bright pink sparkly boy shorts is kneeling over their patient with a finger pressed under his chin monitoring his pulse.
“63 year old male, experienced a transient cardiac event. He was unconscious for about a minute before CPR brought him back. Probably an arrhythmia triggered by adrenaline.”
Eddie nods and goes to move around the man to address the patient directly, when Ravi throws him completely out of step with a single word.
“Buck?!”
What? What?!
“Ah, fuck.” Buck curses, “Of course they sent the 118.”
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Eddie is working a rare rotation on B-shift and heard that A-shift had a rough week in his absence. He's looking forward to having Buck over later to make sure he's okay after a few bad losses on the job. He wasn't planning on running into him half naked, surrounded by terrifying kinky equipment, triaging someone who played a little too hard at one of LA's BDSM sex clubs. Eddie's about to go through a whole bunch of self-discoveries, not all of them kink related.
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06 Feb 2026
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POST LAWSUIT
Buck attempts suicide after the grocery store incident.
It has lasting effects.
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05 Feb 2026
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"So should we start blocking off time in our calendar for dance lessons with Coach Diaz?"
Eddie knows Karen means it as a joke, but the combination of the wine in his system and the joy in his gut make it feel serious, "Yes."
"Wait, really?" Hen asks.
"If she wants to dance, I'll teach her to dance. We had fun today," Eddie finishes his glass and notices he's probably at the point where he's drunk enough to talk about the Buck thing.
"You don't have to do that Eddie. I'm sure we could pay for lessons somewhere," Karen offers.
"Or we could pay you," Hen offers.
"I have an idea for that actually," alright, Eddie, be brave, "I give Mara dance lessons and you both give me gay lessons."
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When Mara becomes obsessed with ballroom dance Eddie becomes her teacher. Along the way he realizes he's in love with Buck, starts receiving "gay lessons" from Hen and Karen, and forms a ragtag dance academy. What could possibly go wrong?
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02 Feb 2026
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Running to the frontlines from a childhood he never had. Taking a bat to the wall with his son in the next room. Having an affair with the spitting image of his dead wife.
Eddie knows he’s never been good at grieving, knows he’s never been good at losing what little he allows for himself in the first place. This is why he also knows his coping mechanisms can’t possibly get any worse.
Buck, as he so often does, makes him reevaluate his assumptions.
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Evan Buckley dies behind a wall of glass. It’s a shame that when he’s revived not three minutes later, no one is informed.- Language:
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31 Jan 2026
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Evan Buckley is larger than life. He is the face seen on every blockbuster movie poster, the lead actor of every big TV drama of the past 10 years. Fans adore him due to his bubbly personality, deep commitment to philanthropic enterprises, and… you know… he’s a bit of a sight for sore eyes.
Buck doesn’t know how he got here, really. It all started when he was 18, playing the titular role of Hamlet in a travelling theatre troupe. Apparently, an agent was in the audience, attempting to scout for untapped talent. After several rounds of auditions and a boatload of networking, he was soon considered the Next Big Thing.
Suddenly, his face was everywhere, and he couldn’t leave the house without dozens of adoring fans flocking to his side. Autographs, selfies, kissing babies. These all became regular occurrences for Evan ‘Buck’ Buckley.
To be clear, Buck loves his fans. He loves the messages he receives from them, those who truly resonate with his work. He’s never been adored in his life.
But… he’s 28 now. And he’s never felt lonelier.
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OrActor Evan ‘Buck’ Buckley studies how to be a firefighter by shadowing the 118.
Temporary hiatus*****
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07 Jan 2026
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By the time his last class rolls around, Eddie is on the verge of tears. He fucked up. He never should’ve bothered with college, this clearly isn’t the right path for him. He’s rounding the corner, ready to get this last class over with and then call it a day when it’s like a wall materializes in front of him. He smacks into it, stumbling and nearly falling until two callused hands grip his upper arms, steadying him.
“W-whoa, sorry man. I did not see you there.”
Startled, Eddie glances up. He’s met with bright blue eyes, blinking at him sheepishly. Something in Eddie's face must show the close proximity he is to a breakdown because the look shifts to concern, and the man doesn't let go of him.
“Hey, you okay?”
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College AU because Eddie carrying around a baby Christopher is adorable to me
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04 Dec 2025
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“How did you get home from the hospital?”
“Took an uber.”
“Does Maddie know?” Silence. “Does anyone?” More silence. More of Buck refusing to meet his gaze, staring at the door like he thought he could entice Eddie to leave by the power of suggestion. Well, good fucking luck, Eddie thought. Wild horses, and all that. “Why didn’t you call anyone?” he demanded. “Why didn’t you call me?”
“I did!” Buck snarled. The momentum of his indignation carried him into a sitting position, and Eddie could see him flinch with the pain of it. His unnaturally stoic front was gone, and something raw and wrenching took its place; it occurred to Eddie that he’d never heard Buck raise his voice before. “I did call you, Eddie! As I was bleeding out on my kitchen floor. You. Didn’t. Answer.”
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The squatter in Buck's attic has a knife. Buck has a bit of a breakdown. Eddie has a plan to make everything right.
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28 Nov 2025
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“Yeah,” Chim said. “Yeah, Maddie’ll be glad to see you. Where’ve you been lately?”
“Yeah,” Eddie said. His tone was pointed. “Been wondering that myself.”
“Oh,” Buck said. “You know.”
“I don’t,” Eddie said. “Actually.”
“At my new place, mostly,” Buck said. Eddie raised his eyebrows.
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OR: in the months after bobby dies, buck gets a new apartment, starts volunteering at the NICU, and going for long walks in the middle of the night. he's dealing. he thinks. probably.
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26 Nov 2025
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You're My Baby, Say It To Me. (I Bet On Losing Dogs) by Roselover0, Unknown_Gays, Unknown_lesbian
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
29 Nov 2025
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After the firetruck incident that left Buck off work with a leg full of metal rods, Buck spent his days with nothing to do and no one to really see. With his friends all working and his day consisting of normal civilian activities, he was lonely. So why not try fostering a kid? This is the story of girl-dad Evan Buckley taking care of a girl who really needs someone. Enjoy!
The title is lyrics from "I Bet On Losing Dogs" by Mitski
Instagram Account is: https://www.instagram.com/unknown_theys/
Spotify Playlist for the fic: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6ktg7bEh1vv9WYH8IGzV69
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26 Nov 2025
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"Buck!" Eddies voice rang through the space, abruptly cut off by the deafening sound of crumpling concrete hitting the ground. Eddie stared at the rubble now blocking the way between himself and Buck. "Buck," Eddie whimpered as he dropped to his knees in front of the pile of rubble Buck was buried under.
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If episode 9x3 actually included the subway collapse from the promo, because I'm so mad about that.
Continuing the story using that as a plot point. It will be canon divergent from that point onward in season 9, episode 3.Bookmarked by Lene
26 Nov 2025
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“I’m just saying that I heard you’re a good guy, and I’m sorry you’re going through pain, but you don’t need to take it out on me or-or feel threatened by me. We’re on the same team.”
Buck wasn’t looking at Eddie’s face anymore; couldn’t meet his eyes. That sour note, as obscured as it was by the blockers, grew in intensity. “Abby didn’t leave me, okay. We’re not broken up.”
Then Eddie heard something truly unexpected. A whine, high and distressed and distinctly omegan, broke free from Buck’s lips.
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10 Nov 2025
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Tell me where your heart is, where you keep it, where it stays by my_little_pie
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
09 Nov 2025
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Buck calls Ravi after the events of 9x05 needing a shoulder to cry on. Because why wasn’t Buck mourning Abuela with Eddie and Chris.
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A story about grief, healing together and someone finally being there for Buck. Unfolding Buck’s past traumas, finding his new support system and finally getting his happiness back.
Told from a multiple perspectives.Bookmarked by Lene
09 Nov 2025
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During the fight in the grocery store, Buck finally gives in. Why is he fighting so hard to stay when it's so clear no one wants him to?
But if there's one thing Buck has always been bad at, it's dying.
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After a failed suicide attempt, Buck finally has to confront all the things that led him to the bridge. So does everyone else.
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07 Nov 2025