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    “Shane,” Rose says gently. “I don’t think Eva is good for you.”

    Shane sighs into his water glass. This again. You get one shoe thrown at you during an argument, and suddenly everyone thinks you’re being abused.

    Or: Shane ends up dating Rose’s co-star rather than her, and soon finds himself in an abusive relationship. Ilya and Shane's friends need to put aside their differences in order to keep him safe.

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    25 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 7

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    After yet another messy trade, Ilya lands in Ottawa, which he nor the Centaurs are thrilled about.

    or Ilya gets traded a lot and Shane, as the captain, is stuck babysitting him.

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    20 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander doesn't fight.

    Doesn't, however, does not mean can't.

    Too mad no one told Tanner Gagnon that.

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    2/2
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    20 Jan 2026

  4. This has been deleted, sorry!

    19 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 69

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    Shane finds his first love in the form of his coach's son when he is 15 years old. Their love is young and naive. Shane never thought he would be outed, but after poor attempts at concealing their "relationship" Shane is faced with a reality he never even fathomed.

    Not one to let his NHL dreams go to waste, Shane strives to be the first openly gay NHL player, even if it kills him.

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    4/10
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    16 Jan 2026

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    When the unsentimental financial imperative of the NHL sees Shane traded to the Boston Raiders, he and Ilya are thrown into closer extended proximity than ever before. As they adjust to life as teammates, they are forced to contend with the nature of their relationship -and must answer for themselves: is it even a relationship at all?
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    Sliding down the wall, Shane hunched over his untied sneakers, shoved on hastily when Coach had called him in for a meeting after morning skate.

    “Boston wanted you specifically. I’ve already spoken to their GM. You’re flying this evening or tomorrow morning: I’ll confirm once the paperwork clears.”

    “Mom,” Shane managed.

    “Oh sweetie. I know, okay. Those fuckers, how dare they do this! Two fucking cups! Now all of a sudden they decide they want a reset and you’re going to fund it.”

    Shane put his head between his knees and tried to breathe. God, Boston. They hated him there; it was so far away; he was fucking their captain.

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    28/50
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    15 Jan 2026

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    “This is my fucking nightmare,” Shane says again, quieter now, like if he lowers his voice the thing itself might shrink into something he can get his hands around. “This is my actual fucking nightmare.”

    “Okay,” Ilya says, voice gentle but firm. “Then maybe, it’s time to wake up?”

    Shane inhales. The breath stutters halfway in, catches, then forces its way through anyway. He lets it out and back in slowly. Then he does it again, and again and two more times.

    When Ilya speaks again his words come slower.

    “The girl,” He says gently. “That was… your sister?”
    ***
    AU where Shane had a daughter w/ a comp-het fueled hookup before he met Ilya -- and there’s more than one secret that comes out in the wash at the cottage.

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    14 Jan 2026

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    “Of course you’d defend the traitor fag-“

    There was a distinct thud as Captain Hayden Pike’s fist connected with the underside of the chin of one of his own players.

    Everything descended into chaos.

    -

    Pike and Hollander have been ride or die since day one, no amount of decade long secrets or team transfers could change that.
    That is an unfortunate fact for the Montreal Voyageurs.

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    10 Jan 2026

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    When Ilya and Shane decide that they want to start a family, the universe seems to listen.

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    5/?
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    07 Jan 2026

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    “Ilya?”

    “I-I need to go back. To Russia.”

    “What?!” Shane reared back, taking away the comforting warmth of his hands on Ilya’s cheeks.

    “No, lyubimiy. Not for always. Just for… I don’t know. Maybe couple weeks?”

    “Why, what’s going on?”

    “Alexei… he’s….”

    “Alexei? I thought you said you weren’t helping him anymore. What did he do this time?”

    “He… he died.”

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    06 Jan 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 21

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    The better he gets, the more he’ll get to play and the more he gets to play, the more HOLLANDER he’ll become. His classmates at school call him Shane, sure, but there’ll be a shift at some point. He’s already Hollander on the ice and that’s where he wants to stay for the rest of his life. The rink is home, the ice his world.

    He doesn’t ever want to lose that. He doesn’t care what he’ll have to give up for it. He’ll do anything, lose everything else if he has to.

     

    or: five games Shane Hollander plays with his name on the back of his jersey, and the one game he doesn’t.

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    06 Jan 2026

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    After coming out to Rose, Shane decides he doesn't want to lie anymore, even if he isn't sure coming out will mean he gets happily ever after with Ilya. When coming out to the Voyageurs leaves him wondering what his future in Montreal might look like, he lets himself be a little selfish, he lets himself wonder if there might be somewhere else he might be happy. If Montreal wants to get rid of a generational player, he's not about to stop them, especially if it means he can get a little closer to joy.

    --

    Or: Shane Hollander leaves Montreal in search of something better.

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    Chapters:
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    05 Jan 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 39

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    Finally there are no secrets, no hidden nights, and no running away.

    Shane Hollander has made the official move to Ottawa Centaurs, leaving behind the Montreal Voyageurs for good. And his husband Ilya Rozanov couldn’t be happier to be playing on the same team.

    Things are finally beginning to settle down for the two of them, something neither had expected to ever have.

    However they both quickly realize that perhaps a calm, settled life may not be possible for them.

    When Ilya’s brother unexpectedly passes away from a drug overdose, he leaves behind Ilya’s niece with no other family to take her in. Although Ilya and Shane know what they want, it is not easy getting custody of her as two homoesexual men. Nor is it easy helping her to adjust with the move from Russia to Canada.

    Thankfully, Ilya and Shane have each other's support as they move to another stage of their relationship, one that they didn’t think they’d reach for another few years.

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    Chapters:
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    05 Jan 2026

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    The pain in his calves started out subtle, only occurring at the tail end of runs or games. Shane’s a hockey player, he knows how to work through pain. This is nothing compared to when he played with bruised ribs after being slammed into the boards a little too hard by Rozanov. Now that is what Shane considered real pain to be, not this dull ache in his calves.
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    Or Shane Hollander gets diagnosed with a painful and chronic myofascial condition

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    10/?
    Comments:
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    12,512

    29 Dec 2025

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    Shane Hollander wakes up in a hospital room convinced it’s 2016 — and that Ilya Rozanov is still his biggest rival, someone he’s supposed to hate.
    But the world has changed. It’s 2025. They play for the same team, live in the same house, and Ilya Rozanov is wearing a wedding ring.
    Now Shane has to relive nine lost years, learn to trust his ‘enemy,’ and find out whether he can fall in love with his own husband all over again.

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    Chapters:
    24/24
    Comments:
    2,220
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    24,039
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    666,728

    27 Dec 2025

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    Starting over was never easy, but Ilya Rozanov wanted to try.

    One year in hell. Then—Canada: a foreign country and a fresh start.

    He had to find himself again. His pride was shattered, his confidence gone. Almost nothing remained of the person he used to be. Still, he had to keep living, even if it was the hardest thing he'd ever done.

    Shane Hollander had never felt so far from Yuna.

    Once, she had been the closest person in his life—then she wasn’t.

    He had spent years being angry at her. There was nothing left between them. Things with his girlfriend weren’t going much better, either. Maybe he just needed something new—a distraction.

    Shane knew he’d be meeting his biggest rival in Saskatchewan. People said he was weird. Brilliant, too.

    Rozanov, right?

    ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

    OR: Reverse AU!

    Language:
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    2,550
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    162,246

    25 Dec 2025

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    24 Dec 2025

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    21 Dec 2025

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    ”Shut up you both, I’m thinking.” Cliff interrupted. “It needs to be embarrassing. You were definitely making me do something embarrassing.”

    Ilya caught his chest dramatically. “I would never. I’d make you drink more vodka. And buy me some more vodka. All of us. We should drink some more right now, I think.” There was a round of agreement around the table, and Ilya registered someone leaving to order more drinks. He nodded with approval at that.

    “I have an idea.” Marlow threw his arm around Ilya's shoulders. “You, my friend, will go to one of Hollander’s games, wearing Hollander’s jersey, and you will cheer for him like the biggest fan that you apparently are.“ Cliff’s smile, Ilya thought, was a little evil.

    Drunk Ilya loses a bet, and he's challenged to wear Hollander's jersey to his game.

    He's not entirely unhappy with the idea.

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    Comments:
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    27,494

    20 Dec 2025

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    The summer after the 2018-2019 season, a crew asks Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander if they can follow their journey through one season, showcasing the truth behind their rivalry. Ilya, who just turned captain of the Ottowa Centaurs and Shane Hollander, the seasoned captain of the Montreal Voyageurs accept. The crew follows them through the 2019-2020 season, a season highlighted by a shock trade, shocking revelations within the league, fights that are beyond brutal, and a Stanley cup at the end of it. The crew almost can't believe the timing and their luck that they decided on this season.

    Or:
    A documentary following Shane and Ilya throughout a season. (They will not be out in this season.)

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    Chapters:
    7/7
    Comments:
    52
    Kudos:
    477
    Bookmarks:
    126
    Hits:
    11,041

    19 Dec 2025

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