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The pieces left behind (I'll keep them close to my heart) by baina
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
03 Jun 2026
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In 2014, Shane Hollander walked away from hockey, from the spotlight, and from every dream he built since he was 8 years old.
In 2014, Ilya Rozanov felt like he was losing himself. So he pushed everything away, so no one would get hurt when he eventually cracked.
Years later, they reunite, Shane — with so many scars, a thousand secrets, and a heart that never learned how to let go.
Ilya Rozanov thought he knew what losing felt like.
He was wrong.Or: Sometimes, love doesn’t leave.
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I've come undone (but you make sense of who I am) by sweetshane
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Mar 2026
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Nothing feels right or good. Not the weight of his pads or the glide of his skates over fresh ice. Not the crispness of the rink air or the roar of a sold out Montreal crowd. Not his teammates’ triumphant shouts when he sinks a goal or cool water in his throat after a hard workout or well wishing texts from his parents before every game. It’s all just… faded.
Grey.
Empty.
Shane doesn’t know how to bring color back into his life. Not when he leeched it out himself with every step he took away from the only person who has ever truly, honestly seen him.
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After Shane walks away, his life falls apart one piece at a time.
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- Part 1 of finally yours
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the golden boy and my worst regret by Goldie020202
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Jul 2026
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In 2022, Ilya wakes up in a hospital in Ottawa with no memory of how he got there. He has hazy recollections of 2015, but he can't remember anything about the past seven years. He is shocked to learn he is now married to Shane Hollander, a fact that forces him to reconcile the decisions of his past self with the expectations he inherited from his father.
--“I have this for you.” Hollander reached into his pocket, pulling out something gold, glinting under the cold hospital lighting. Holding his fist out, Hollander unfurled his hand, and the bottom fell out of Ilya’s heart, cratering through his stomach and spilling onto the floor.
Shane Hollander stood before him, palm outstretched, cradling Irina Rozanova’s golden crucifix.
Ilya flinched back, like he had been burned. Hollander’s warmth had moved too close, too fast, morphing into a threat and a violation. Hollander should not have that cross.
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mating call by atfourtomic
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Feb 2026
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“I was not supposed to,” Rozanov murmurs, his thumb pressing harder into Shane’s sore gland, drawing a small involuntary squirm from him. “Go into rut here. Now.”
“But why-” Shane breathes, rubbing faintly against Rozanov’s chest, as if his body is trying to tuck itself closer on instinct alone. Rozanov lets out a rough sigh, his heartbeat stuttering loud enough for Shane to catch it.
“It’s you that should be in heat,” he says—no, states, heavy with frustration. “I think we… combined?”
“We synchronized,” Shane blurts, like the words arrange themselves for him, the one functioning corner of his brain lighting up in approval. “Fuck. That makes sense.”Or
Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov have a complicated relationship. That doesn't stop a very primitive part of their brains from deciding that they should mate for life. -
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Two negatives make a positive and six positives make Shane Hollander throw up in Ilya's specially imported Japanese toilet.
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Shane Hollander is 18 years old and a beta when he first competes at World Juniors in Saskatchewan. Shane's only expectation is to bring home gold. Instead, Shane unexpectedly presents as an omega during the gold medal game against Russia. Luckily, his rival Ilya Rozanov is there to help Shane, which is a good thing because Shane knows nothing about being an omega. Rozanov kindly offers to extend his stay to help Shane through his first heat.
Only months later, Shane discovers that he came home with a whole lot more than a silver medal and an unwanted new designation. Somehow he's carrying the baby of a man who lives on the other side of the world. A man who never offered his phone number and doesn't have any social media to speak of.
Somehow Shane is going to have to find a way to explain why he's suddenly pulling out of the 2009 draft, come to terms with giving up hockey and caring for a baby completely alone. All while desperately wishing he could share the joys of first smiles and the stress of sleepless nights with the alpha he's never quite been able to forget.
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Shane gets pregnant the first time they meet, but doesn't find out until Ilya is back in Russia with no way to contact him.
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Public Bookmark 7751
Mystery Work
Part of AZRAELRIEGO
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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so it's gonna be forever by Lila_Mac
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
31 Mar 2026
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Ilya is plummeting to his death when he closes his eyes, heart full of regret.
When he opens them in what feels like just a second later, he is standing outside a rink in Regina, Saskatchewan. There’s a banner on the building across the street:
World Junior Hockey Championship 2009.
What?
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Shane swallowed hard. “This is such a bad idea.”
“It is,” Ilya said.
His hand came up, thumb settling beneath Shane’s jaw and tilting his face upward. The touch alone sent a shiver through him.
“You are too young,” Ilya murmured. “You are going to get me into trouble.”
Shane barely had time to breathe before Ilya leaned in.
Shane Hollander has made a lot of mistakes in his life. Getting pregnant by a married Russian man twice his age is easily the worst one.
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“I’m pregnant.”
“Pardon?”
“I’m pregnant.”
“Yeah, I heard you the first time. I was giving you the option to take it back.”
“Take it back? Why would I do that?”
“You’re not funny. Shane, genuinely please tell me what’s going on. Stop fucking around with me.”
“Hayden, there’s a bun in my oven. I’m going to be eating for two. I’ll be out of commission for nine months. What other ways can I say this? I’m not fucking around with you. This isn’t a joke. I took four tests. I’m pregnant.” Shane said without a smile on his face. There was no laughter between his words. Hayden fell silent for a minute staring wide-eyed at Shane like he had seen a ghost.
“Holy fucking shit.”
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Shane is pregnant with Ilya’s baby. He proceeds to try to avoid Ilya while keeping the baby a secret. He’s not the best at avoiding Ilya though.
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fault lines (tremble underneath my glass house) by transshanehollander (cyrusbreeze)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Aug 2026
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Shane never got hurt during the game after Ilya’s father died and Ilya went through with breaking things off with Shane. Three months after their relationship fell apart, Shane found out that he was six months pregnant.
Five years later, Shane is balancing hockey and a major secret and Ilya moves to the Ottawa Centaurs after several unsuccessful seasons with Boston. Neither of them are ready for how much a chance encounter at a hockey rink is going to change everything.
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The Hollanov secret baby fic that no one asked for but I am legally obligated to provide
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- Part 1 of fault lines
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Award-winning actor and singer Keng Harit returns to the romantic genre he swore off after a painful past, only to be paired with rising star Namping Napatsakorn for a new series.
Now, despite his firm resolve to maintain professional distance, Keng must confront the terrifying possibility of falling for his co-star and risking the one thing he vowed never to lose control of again: his heart.
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Namping has always loved being on the sidelines.While he loved being with people, making them smile, and doing things for them, he never liked being the center of it all. He believed that being kind doesn't require attention, to be kind is to continuously choose on being kind, without the after thought of having people praise him for it. He was just that kind of person; the type to purposelessly fade in the background once he has done his best in helping people. And, for the longest time this belief has worked for him.
Until it, somehow, didn't.
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If KengNamping's haters were right about their stupid narrative that Keng hates namping.
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At twenty one, Khem finds himself being offered to the ancient naga god who dwelled in the depths of the forest.
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- Part 1 of bound by fate, kept by love
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The One I Waited For by starian_nightzz
Fandoms: เขมจิราต้องรอด | Khemjira (TV), เพราะรักนำทาง | Fourever You (TV)
17 May 2026
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After Rampheung succeeds in killing Khem in Episode 10, Peem’s grief fractures his soul. When he pleads before the Forest Lord for another chance, the deity takes pity and rewinds his life—not to change the curse’s origin, but to see whether love can rewrite fate without breaking balance.
Peem awakens as his sixteen-year-old self, just before Khem’s family first visits Grand Master Sek for help. His mother is gone. His father is abroad. He’s under Sek’s care, already burdened by loss and the loneliness of knowing too much.
The Forest Lord does not erase Peem’s memories. He remembers every smile, every word, every failure. But time around him flows as it once did.
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Keng never believed in luck—only in control, composure, and responsibility. So when circumstances tie him to one of his own students, he accepts it with the same quiet resignation he applies to everything else in life. He’ll stay polite. Detached. Professional. Nothing more.
But Namping makes that impossible.
Restless, outspoken, and impossibly alive, he moves through Keng’s carefully ordered world like sunlight through glass—uninvited, unavoidable, and quietly changing everything he touches.What was meant to be a simple arrangement, something practical—begins to feel far too human. Behind closed doors, silence turns heavy, glances linger too long, and the boundaries Keng swore to keep start to blur.
Namping never meant to fall for him, and Keng never meant to care. Yet somewhere between obligation and something that feels dangerously close to devotion, the two find themselves caught in a slow, aching tension that neither can name—and even less can escape.
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(Trust me—it’s worth the slow burn.)
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distance & memory by AlotikaWolf, RennieOnIceCream (Hitsugi_Zirkus)
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
27 Nov 2019
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The cultivation world is finally aware that the Yiling Patriarch has come back -- as an expecting omega with the esteemed Hanguang-Jun by his side, no less! With lives on the line and a target on his back, Wei Wuxian finds protection where he least expects it: within Lotus Pier.
Wei Wuxian took his hand, gently pressing it over his bump. “Lan Zhan, trust me.”
Ever since he felt the baby kicking that first time, Lan Wangji had become less hesitant to touch Wei Wuxian. Many nights now he rested his palms over Wei Wuxian’s belly and rubbed over it tenderly, both of them delighting when the pup would respond with little movements. It had been a little embarrassing for Wei Wuxian at first, but he now treasured such moments and looked forward to Lan Wangji’s strong, gentle touch that made his chest rumble pleasantly with purrs.
Lan Wangji’s thumb rubbed tenderly over the bump. He finally exhaled. “I trust Wei Ying.”
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- Part 4 of ever a part of me
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Kingfisher Feathers by Anonymous
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 魔道祖师 | Módào Zǔshī (Cartoon)
01 Apr 2024
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With an almost trance-like detachment, Wei Wuxian touched his own neck, his fingers skimming over the fresh mark. The bite wound had stopped bleeding, although he had no doubts it would open again if agitated.
Bonded.
He was bonded for life.
"Shit," he whispered. He looked over at the sleeping form of Lan Wangji—the Second Prince of Gusu and, until his brother was found, the sole heir to the throne. "Oh, shit. Lan Qiren is going to kill me."
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Lan Wangji goes into a fevered rut and accidentally bonds with Wei Wuxian. When they next meet, he remembers none of it, and Wei Wuxian is determined to keep the bond a secret—even when he's sent to the Cloud Recesses to be a consort in Lan Wangji's harem.
(tl;dr concubine!wwx is already married to emperor!lwj, who has no idea. drama ensues.)
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Seonghwa is pushed into an arranged marriage that he does not approve of for many reasons. But being an underworld's omega, Seonghwa has no say in choosing his long-life partner, and he has to obey his parents' wishes not to bring disgrace to his pack's name. So when he finds out that he is to be married off to the second son of the Kim Pack, he does not protest; he just takes whatever is being thrown his way, hoping that he will somehow survive.