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    At seven years old, Shane and Ilya swapped bodies for fifteen minutes, just enough time to change everything. That first swap, and all the ones that followed, marked the beginning of the most epic love story the hockey world has ever seen.

     

    Or, they were soulmates, baby ;)

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    06 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander was an alpha. It was part instinct, part his own propensity for trouble, but Ilya loved crushing alphas the most.

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    27 Jan 2026

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    Ilya and Shane get outed via instagram live… as friends. The world reacts as their friendship becomes the most talked about thing in the hockey world.

    Being openly friends affords them more freedoms to be together, but all the more easy to lose it all.

    AKA

    Shane has a touch of Hudson Williams to him

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    12 Jan 2026

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    Shane's first mistake was going to talk to Ilya Rozanov before their game. His second was immediately, stupidly, meeting the eyes of Rozanov’s very much dead mother hovering at his side.

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    30 Dec 2025

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    "You're an awesome player to watch."

    "I watch you too…I like watching you."

    One line changes everything.
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    OR: Instead of turning him down, Ilya and Shane become fast friends at the Prospects Cup. Their relationship (and how they hide the truth) completely changes when the media poses them as best friends instead of rivals.
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    Reads as a series of connected oneshots within this AU. Now including prospects cup 2008, draft celebrations, rookie all-star weekend, and their first MLH awards.

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    29 Dec 2025

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    Shane Hollander arrives at Boston University believing he is closer to the dream he has always pursued: becoming a professional hockey player. Talented and disciplined, he soon realizes that things will not be easy.

    Ilya Rozanov dominates the rink with the same ease with which he instills fear. What begins as violence disguised as play soon turns into something deeper and more dangerous.

    Caught between his dream and the obsession of the man he cannot leave, Shane learns that some traps simply have no way out.

    Or:
    Ilya Rozanov is obsessed with Shane Hollander, and his way of showing it is through acts of violence.

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    28 Dec 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 73

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    “Hey Shane, there you are.” Yuna’s voice rang through the speaker, full of laughter, Shane also heard his dad chucking in the background too. “Your name is all over that app I heard. The brands are delighted with your little photo!” 

    Shane froze, has someone seen him and Ilya together? 

    “Wh-what photo mom?” Shane asked, resting his head on the couch, nerves suddenly prickling. 

    “The photo from that… bird app– what is it called again?” Yuna asked her husband. 

    “I think it's a Twitty app?” David said in the distance, trying to recall what app it was again. 

    “Does Twitty sound familiar? Anyway, it has a blue bird logo on it.” Yuna said, proudly. 

    A photo of Shane unexpectedly went viral over night. He is not sure what to do or what to feel.

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    28 Dec 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 94

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    A bad hit ended Shane Hollander’s hockey career at sixteen. It doesn't keep him from the League. Even if it takes him longer to get there, and even if he develops a bit of a fixation on the guy who took his place in the process.

    or: The Captain of the Boston Raiders propositions his pretty, new Associate Coach.

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    28 Dec 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 59

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    Ilya kills himself.

    Grieving, Shane makes a wish, drunk and crying.

    He wakes up in 2008, in Regina, Saskatchewan.

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    28 Dec 2025

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    Loving Shane Hollander had taught Ilya Rozanov how to slow down.

    They had a plan now. A life that made sense. Something quiet, stable, and boring. For once, Ilya believed peace might be something he could actually have, not just something he pretended not to want.

    Then Troy Barrett arrives from Toronto and starts looking at what Ilya has built like it’s something he might take. Like peace is something might need too.

    Ilya tells himself it’s nothing. A misunderstanding. He plays captain. He plays fair. He plays nice.

    But loathing has always come easier than love, and once everything starts to unravel, Ilya learns there are only so many times you can choose peace before you are forced to show how far you’ll go to keep Shane Hollander to yourself.

     

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    Troy Barrett wants Shane badly enough to burn with the ship. Ilya is determined to get rid of him before everything between him and his freckled love falls apart but what happens after it does?

    Ilya needs to figure it out fast, if he doesn’t want to lose everything.
     

    (Ilya’s POV of the series of unfortunate events best called ‘Troy Barrett’ and what comes after)

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    27 Dec 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 93

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    Ilya's knee jerk reaction after the incredulity was to feel offended. I'm not a fucking charity case, he thought, even though he literally was. I can take care of myself, I always have, even though he had no idea how he was going to do so once he turned eighteen. And accepting help was humiliating; the financial aid forms alone might as well have been written in hieroglyphics, which confirmed Ilya's decision that college wasn't for him anyway.

    Ilya was nothing if not self preserving though; he had to be to have made it this far. Plus, living with the Hollanders, even if it was for the last few months of his underage status, meant he could still play hockey a little while longer.

    It was only when, after waving off David's offer of driving him home, but agreeing to freaking live with him, that a realization struck Ilya so suddenly that he actually paused in the middle of walking. He'd have to live with Shane too.

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    or, Ilya is a foster kid about to age out of the system, and is in need of a new home. The Hollanders, who run the renowned Skating Club of Boston, take him in.

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    24 Dec 2025

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    Ilya knew his husband was beautiful, ethereal, a mystic being who probably appeared once in a century to tempt weak mortal men like him. People may call him whipped or lovesick, and they would be right, but it wasn't without reason; after all, it's not paranoia if they're really out to get you.

    And Ilya never backed down from a fight, even if the fight involved half of the internet.

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    23 Dec 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 5

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    What happens when Grigori Rozanov brings home his secret child? Can the new step-brothers learn to co-exist? Is anything capable of bringing them closer?

    This is my first fic ever, so it’s just to practice. Feedback welcome.

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    21 Dec 2025

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    Rozanov cocked his head. “You speak Russian? Or just the curse words?”

    “Yes, I speak Russian,” he snapped, defensive and angry. He knew that it had been a mistake to even try to be friendly with Rozanov. “Why? Do I not look Russian to you?” He scoffed.

    “No, not really,” Rozanov said. Some of his teammates laughed, although they mostly looked surprised that Shane was speaking to them at all. Rozanov didn’t laugh, though. “Are you Russian?”

    “Go fuck yourself.”

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    Despite an inauspicious start, when Russia’s Ilya Rozanov learns that Canada’s Shane Hollander is fluent in Russian at their first World Junior Championships tournament, it changes everything and sets them on a different course. Instead of being branded as rivals from the very beginning, Ilya and Shane start off as friends.

    And, after all, a little friendly rivalry never hurt anyone, did it?

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    20 Dec 2025

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    Hindsight often brought things into perspective. Shane believed that if he were ever handed the keys to a time machine, he wouldn’t change anything about his life. But now that he was metaphorically sitting in the driver’s seat, keys in the ignition, he realized that was a fucking lie.

    or

    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov find themselves back in 2017.

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    19 Dec 2025

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    Alphas aren't supposed to want other Alphas.

    For Shane Hollander, that unspoken societal rule doesn't ring true. It's fine, though. He has everything under control, and the people around him are none the wiser.

    Unfortunately, he never counted on Ilya Rozanov seeing right through him.

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    13 Dec 2025

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    Four times Ilya Rozanov reminded everyone exactly who the fuck they were dealing with (spoiler: still an asshole, still elite, still not going anywhere), and one time he didn’t have to be anything except soft.

    Or being out didn’t make him nicer. Being married didn’t make him softer. Being older didn’t make him weaker. And being a father? Well. That’t when things get complicated.

    (He’s really good at that last part. Don’t tell anyone.)

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    5/5
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    12 Dec 2025

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    Ilya is plummeting to his death when he closes his eyes, heart full of regret.

    When he opens them in what feels like just a second later, he is standing outside a rink in Regina, Saskatchewan. There’s a banner on the building across the street:

    World Junior Hockey Championship 2009.

    What?

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    09 Dec 2025

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    “Well, you are getting something from me. Two things actually: Life-changing sex skills and an opportunity to fuck me—”

    “—Oh, give me a break—”

    “—But,” Ilya says. “What am I getting out of this?”

    “The opportunity to f-fuck me,” Hollander snaps, and yeah, a pretty fair point.

    ilya is failing a class, shane is failing at exploring his sexuality. despite their seven-year-long animosity on the ice, they turn to each other for guidance. a deal is struck.

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    09 Dec 2025

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    Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”

    “Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.

    He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.

    Nobody knows why Shane Hollander dropped out of the 2009 draft at the last second, and a year later it stuns the whole hockey world when he's signed by the Boston Raiders. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston - but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.

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    334,805

    07 Dec 2025

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