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    Joel considers the Trolley Problem while figuring out how to be a parent to a teenage girl again. He's slowly getting the hang of it, for the most part.

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    To Ellie, Joel is so unbelievably special. And she wants to level the new territory they’ve found themselves in: Joel calling her every sugarcoated name of endearment under the sun with a voice full of that something neither of them has been able to say.

    But Ellie…well.

    Ellie doesn’t know what the fuck to call him.

    Or: Ellie is one second away from going on a teenage girl rampage because names are hard and thinking of a name for Joel is harder, especially if nothing fucking fits.

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  3. Public Bookmark 66

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    28 Nov 2023

  4. Public Bookmark 6

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    "Of course Nicholas was going to think there was something more to this dinner. Hell, even Joel was subconsciously treating it like something special as well. Is it possible that maybe he was planning a date the whole time? Well – maybe. Alright, it was about damn time Joel admit he did find himself attracted to the other man, whatever the hell that meant for him."

    Or: Joel and Nick spend some time together. Joel finally thinks about his own feelings, for once.

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    28 Nov 2023

  5. Public Bookmark 15

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    Ellie has spent time creating a music collection in their home in Jackson and now Joel is determined to teach her a thing or two about good music - because if he has to listen to Alanis tell him that he oughta know one more time, he and Ellie are gonna have words. What Ellie discovers in an old record store leaves her wondering just how many lives Joel led before the world fell apart.
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    Joel told Ellie that he changed his mind about the sheep farm and that he wanted to be a singer. But, what if, in some past life - long before the world fell apart, long before he was a father - Joel had a taste of what he'd wished for.

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    28 Nov 2023

  6. Public Bookmark 14

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    She stormed up to him to give him a piece of her mind. Irately, she started loudly as she was halfway from the stage, “Joel, I’ve really got to—“

    Just as the words left her mouth, two other people walked onto the stage, and the crowd burst into applause. She had been completely drowned out.

    Her anger turned to embarrassment as she saw Joel standing up there. What was he doing? He was interrupting the band.

    But when she saw the drummer stand from his seat to hand Joel his guitar, she realized he was the band.

    Joel was the band. Holy shit, was this actually happening?

    (Joel's been disappearing on Wednesday nights. After snooping, Ellie thinks it's because Joel's been seeing Esther, the librarian. But she doesn't know that he's actually been at band practice for the fall dance.)

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    28 Nov 2023

  7. Public Bookmark 33

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    Joel can't undo what happened, but he can help her heal.

    When he suggests they head back to Jackson, she agrees.

    The cycle repeats ten times. Her silence. His rambling. More silence, when he runs out of things to say and his stitches rub his skin raw. Encouraging her to eat food she can't even look at. Sleeping within arm's reach. Waking up a few hours later to screams caused by a nightmare she won't breathe a word about.

    He doesn't tell her he's getting weaker. He blames his stumbles on invisible branches and his pained grunts on his aching knees and the snow.

    He stops asking why she's so quiet, and she never mentions his side. They return to the same stilted, one-sided conversations from when they first met, their roles reversed.

    When he hears the hooves five miles outside Jackson, he nearly collapses on the spot.

    By some miracle, he makes it all the way to the fence before he does.

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    Making it back to Jackson doesn't promise Joel and Ellie safety. But it does offer them one thing the open road didn't: a home.

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    28 Nov 2023

  8. Public Bookmark 13

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    Tommy wants to learn how to braid hair so he goes to the one man he knows who can help him, his big brother.

    IE: Joel teaches Tommy how to braid SJ's hair and Joel opens up to Ellie about what braiding Sarah's hair meant to him.

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  9. Public Bookmark 53

    Mystery Work

    Part of privated fics
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    28 Nov 2023

  10. Public Bookmark 12

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    Tommy takes Joel to a strip club.

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    28 Nov 2023

  11. Public Bookmark 26

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    Of all professions, construction workers are found most likely to use opioids and cocaine: Science Daily

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    "Joel doesn’t use, because he’s not a complete idiot....until he turns thirty and he can't get out of bed for the pain."

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    Joel is a single dad working long hours in a difficult, painful occupation. He does what he needs to do to keep going, or at least that's what he tells himself. After the outbreak, things...escalate.

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    28 Nov 2023

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    28 Nov 2023

  13. Public Bookmark 63

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    Joel looks up as Tommy steps back up to his side, the cuffs of his shirt wet with blood. Joel glances back to see Maria laid out on the bed, Isaiah’s baby blanket knotted tightly around her head. A dark patch of blood is already spreading on the light blue fabric.

    As Ellie reloads and aims out the window, her jaw clenched, Joel’s gaze meets his brother’s. Tommy’s dark eyes, normally so full of laughter, are grave, fear tracing itself across the tense line of his brow. They stare at each other for a long moment, grim resignation growing in the air between them.

    “You got any better ideas?” Joel asks. Tommy’s lips thin, but he shakes his head as he takes his rifle back from Joel.

    “None. Get them ready, I’ll cover us,” Tommy says, his voice curt as he turns back to the window and raises his weapon.

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  14. Public Bookmark 80

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  15. Public Bookmark 17

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    She worries too much for a kid her age. They both need a break. She deserves a break. Something better than a night out at a restaurant, or a day trip to Six Flags. He knows just the thing.

    Joel is taking Sarah to the goddamn beach.

    or, it’s sarah’s fourteenth birthday, and the millers finally leave texas to go on the beach vacation they all deserve.

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    28 Nov 2023

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    Now that Ellie’s alone, she just sits on her bed and looks at her book. She can’t call it reading anymore – by now she has read the thing front to back so many times that she could quote some paragraphs word for word.

    That’s why it’s weird that it took her so long to notice the message written on the front page.

    There, nestled just below the title, there’s one line of writing addressed to her. It doesn’t mention any names, but it is for her. It can’t be otherwise.
    It’s not Tommy’s handwriting, nor Maria's, nor Riley's.

    But it’s somebody’s. Somebody who knew she’d like to read about Moon landing, spaceships, and astronauts. Somebody who cared enough to take this book, fix the hardcover with some scotch tape, and give it to her. Somebody who wrote those words on the front page knowing that they would make her smile.

    Somebody who loved her.

    It’s late spring 2024 when Ellie wakes up in Jackson. She has a backpack full of books, a burn on her arm, and no memory of how she went from Boston QZ to Wyoming.

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    28 Nov 2023

  17. Public Bookmark 9

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    Joel is called for a meeting at Sarah's school and meets her new and beautiful teacher.

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    28 Nov 2023

  18. Public Bookmark 66

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    Joel Miller is the grumpy bartender and owner of your favorite bar near campus, where you attend trivia every Tuesday night. Thinking there’s no way Joel could return your feelings, your friend suggests trying out Tinder.

    But when you bring them to the bar for a date, they keep leaving mid date with no explanation.

    Maybe there’s something Joel isn’t telling you after all.

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    28 Nov 2023

  19. Public Bookmark *

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    For the first time in her life, Ellie gets to define what home means to her, and what the hell Joel's weird ass behavior has to do with it.

    (Or Joel is a proud, caring dad™ and it takes Ellie a second to catch on.)

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    27 Nov 2023

  20. Public Bookmark 85

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    Ellie notices that Joel never takes off the bracelet she made for him. Not once does it ever leave his wrist. He touches it a lot too. When he’s anxious or upset, and his hands are trembling, and his breath is shaky. When he’s happy and being too damn sentimental, and his eyes have gone all soft and warm. She catches him brushing calloused fingers along the braid and heaving a heavy old man sigh like something in the bracelet has resettled whatever had been out of whack.

     

    She has no idea why, but the sight always makes her kind of want to cry.

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    Comments:
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    5,064

    27 Nov 2023

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