19 Works by MissFenixx
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"Oh, hold me like a baby
That will not fall asleep
Curl me up inside you
And let me hear you through the heat"
-Suzanne Vega, "Gypsy"“This moment will just be another story someday.”
-Stephen Chbosky, "The Perks of Being a Windflower"* * *
This is a somewhat long ABO fic that'll go through John's first pregnancy in 1964 to their settlement as a "big happy family" in the 70s, passing through a shitload of the canon drama and angst of the late 60s adapted to fit the story. TW: I went off rails with the amount of angst, but I swear it was necessary in order to really address the therapy they needed before settling as a happy marriage. I'm now officially a psychologist so please believe me.
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There was nothing much linking them together. All seven of them were as different as they could be (quite literally), and their paths would have never crossed had Namjoon been an organized person.
But no, he had to go and lose his Regal Weapon, thus losing his status as a mercenary, and get stained by the magic of the sword in such a way that he became able to turn magical creatures, animals and even some sentient objects into humans. Magical creatures, animals and objects (only one) which apparently had their reasons to want to be turned into humans and, moreover, join him in his quest to find his sword.They had nothing at all in common and, yet, now that Namjoon led his colorful caravan of eccentric friends across the empire, he can’t imagine not having met.
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the many sides of the moon.
(a study on jin.)A series of drafts on Seokjin.
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Seungmin thinks he smells great; no biggie, really. It's only reasonable: Bang Chan is their pack alpha, he's bound to smell like home to them all.
On the other hand, turns out that feeling deeply depressed the moment he spends longer than a month without being scented isn't something they all go through. Huh.Or the one in which Seungmin realizes he is very much in love with Bang Chan after all.
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- Part 6 of Camera Roll (CVs verse)
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The Reveries of Southern Lights [Thoughts on Sokka] by MissFenixx
Fandoms: Avatar: The Last Airbender
23 Dec 2022
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Reverie.
[Archaic] A fanciful or impractical idea or theory.Sokka remembered the southern lights every now and then, when they were older. It would be during certain moments in which he couldn’t help thinking about the past, remembering, that he was drawn back into its peace. Into its despair.
He felt like the southern lights, in those moments.
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A character study, if you will, composed by a collection of memories; pieces and moments that made Sokka who he is. Thoughts he avoided and that caught up with him, leading him to face who he is, who he was and who he wants to be. -
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Pre-debut era Bang Chan could be described as many things. Gloomy, scary, strict, dark, depressed, probably.
The Golden Trainee, too; a living legend, yada yada. Changbin wasn't swallowing it.Not when he actually saw the man snog a pup for a full second before the pup presented as an omega in front of the whole party.
So what if the pup had trapped the man down? He should've resisted. And so what if the pup defended him? He was brainwashed, obviously.On the other hand, Bang Chan has been a trainee for many years, and an alpha for a good amount of time. He can control himself perfectly, especially regarding Jisung's security, so that alpha that followed the caravan transporting Han's writhing body to his dorm, as if making sure Chan wouldn't jump Jisung's bones? Absolutely ridiculous. Offensive, too.
Jisung was his pup.
Were as it was, they both agreed on something. Jisung better be safe.Series
- Part 5 of Camera Roll (CVs verse)
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A fever would be more understandable. Why, pray God, they had decided it would be a good idea for Stray Kids to do a stage so close to Chan's rut, it was a mystery.
It wasn't any rut, either, and Chan had to wonder if that had anything to do with the decision. They had decided to let him have this rut in pack, if only because he'd had a horrible time his last rut and had asked for company.
Still, the stage made no sense. Did they want to capture the heated look, the dripping sweat and dilated pupils on a camera to attract stays? Did they want the tension, the obvious way they were trying to hold it together, the indecency of it? Did they want stays to feel the heat of their performance through the screen? Bang Chan couldn't wait to get home and lock the fucking door.I'll walk out that door to see everything I wanted
I can hear the music playing on the other side of the door
I shout my lungs out, I don't have time to hesitateSeries
- Part 2 of Camera Roll (CVs verse)
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[Alternatively, 4 times Han cried +1 time Lee Know (and Han) cried]
Han cries a lot, which in itself isn't bad: he generally can count on Lee Know to be there to comfort him through it.
He cries a lot, he's very sensitive and he's very close to Lee Know.And then, Han stumbles upon a revelation. He's probably (most likely) in love with Lee Know, and maybe that means he's queer, and in love with Lee Know, and also into men oh my god.
And who's to cry when words aren't enough to compell the guilt of loving another man? Who's to cry when words can't carry with enough force the shards of hope of being loved back?
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Some members of Mayfly go for a few drinks and decide to play Truth or Dare.
Memories are unveiled and made.Series
- Part 4 of Camera Roll (CVs verse)
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Felix is trying. He swears, he's trying.
But no matter what he does, it's just never good enough for him. -
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Bang Chan is used to being alone.
He's used to not having a pack, and not having anyone to scent or to scent him. Even now that he's been part of a successful pack for years, the members of which he knows love him, he can't breach the question.
After all, it still works, and old habits are hard to break.Series
- Part 3 of Camera Roll (CVs verse)
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«I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I’ve been dreaming of?
Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?
I’m getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you’re gonna let me in
I’m getting tired and I need somewhere to begin»
— “Somewhere only we know”, KeaneChan smelled rejected. Again. And Changbin was losing his mind about it.
He hadn’t spent so much time and effort conquering Chan as a leader for him to be this insecure.
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A retelling of their pre-debut days (including how everyone joined the pack) and the later developments, told from a Chan-centric perspective and focused on Chan's struggle to feel like somebody.Series
- Part 1 of Camera Roll (CVs verse)
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Smells like home [Dialogues about Sokka] by MissFenixx
Fandoms: Avatar: The Last Airbender
04 Nov 2021
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When he noticed a change within himself that he couldn't explain after joining the Gaang, Zuko talks to his new pack buddies and discovers the impact Sokka has had on them since they joined the group.
They all agree on something.
Sokka smells like home.(Lots of scenting in this fic, I couldn't help myself)
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"Don't feel bad for the suicidal cats. Gotta kill themselves nine times before they get it right" - Fall Out Boy.
Had it always been like this? There’d always been a fatalistic streak to Viktor.
He’d been running so desperately from the rising tide, jumping up and up the stairs so he would finally, finally get somewhere away from the water… And he’d found the top of the ladder. And there was nothing up there.Of course, a ladder is just a ladder. And what’s on top of it depends on what’s inside of us, everyone knows that.
Viktor? He was drowning on air. -
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Paul rides John for the first time. But as things are, he will not relinquish control, being the dominant freak he is, and John finds himself in a situation he will never regret. He basically gets fucked by Paul – because technicalities don’t apply when you sleep with a sex god.
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“And my brain is like an orchestra
Playing on, insane
Will you love me like you loved me in the January rain?”
-Big Thief, “Mary”«”What does it mean, then, to be soulmates?”
John stared at him for a minute, taken by surprise.
“Do you really need words?”
Funny thing to say, that, coming from the poet. Paul had always been the wordless one, melody freak. Then again, their joint hands did have something of a poem grasped between them. Maybe they were the poem. John would know.» -
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«…And now he was alone by choice, again, on the day of his birthday. It had been a lifetime since he’d had a birthday cake, but this time around he decided the number 80 deserved a special treat. One he’d been postponing long enough.
He was craving gunpowder.
How poetic.»In a world in which John lived and Paul died, John decides that 2020 will be his last year on Earth. He doesn't care to continue to live wishing he'd been the one to receive the bullet.
On a separate, alternative world, John has been dead for 40 years, while Paul still lives. In Paul's case, though, his death is not planned.Brenda, the worlds-watcher, knows it. But she's a fangirl. And she hates the ending of the story, so she decides to plan a happy ending for John. He'll just have to convince Paul to live another 40 years with him first.
[This work has been fully re-written as I'm not fond of this version, and can be found under the name of "Resurrection" in my works.]
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"I’ve got a pair of Gohills boots
But I got fading roots"
-Pink Floyd, 'Nobody Home'........................................................
This is an agsty short songfic of Paul, based on a 1963 interview the boys did with Ken Dodd in which they were asked about their parents and it got weird and sad. -
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Remember when Paul got really sick with some stomach virus that time in 1963?
Well, John takes care of him. And in doing so, Paul realizes for the first time that, maybe, friendship is not all John sees when he looks at him.[Changed title from "That Time Paul Got Sick"]