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something you can build by some1_around
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Jan 2026
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Six months ago, Shane’s intimate conversation and break-up with Rose Landry was recorded and leaked. In those six months, his life had completely upended and everything had changed, for better or for worse. Except for Ilya. He still has Ilya, and he’s beginning to understand that he always will.
It’s 2018. Shane Hollander has to figure out his new life, in a new city, on a new team, while being out to the world but not by his own choice. Ilya, along for the ride, also has to learn what it means to be connected to a place, to a person, and to his own inner truth.
(Sequel to “something you can fix,” set post-Heated Rivalry, pre-The Long Game)
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- Part 2 of something you can fix
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- English
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- 96,881
- Chapters:
- 13/13
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- 2
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- 7,624
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03 Mar 2026
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I Don't Need Drugs ('Cause I'm Already High Enough) by lipstickliterature
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
24 Dec 2025
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Shane has an emergency wisdom tooth extraction.
Ilya takes care of him.
- Language:
- English
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- 5,222
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- 1/1
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- 191
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Bookmarked by Monaimonai
01 Feb 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
Reading this felt similar to eat i imagine injecting heroine into my blood stream would feel like. Suddenly I'm at peace
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as high as i might (i can't get that high) by residentrookie for static_radio
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Jan 2026
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Hayden cuts himself off at the sound of something he hears so rarely, he’s almost sure he’s imagining it. He scans the room, looking for the source, and sure enough, his eyes land on his target.
There, nestled in between two of his teammates on the couch, is Shane Hollander.
Laughing. Out loud. Audibly.
Like, he’s actually fucking laughing, not the fake laughs he forces out to make other people more comfortable. In fact, he’s laughing so hard, he looks like he might cry, and Hayden would be delighted by the sight of it if he weren’t so fucking concerned. Shane Hollander doesn’t laugh at parties. Shane Hollander barely laughs when he’s actually happy, and he’s never happy at parties. So what gives?
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Shane Hollander accidentally gets very high. That's it, that's the fic.
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- Part 1 of high on loving you
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 10,673
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 706
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Bookmarked by Monaimonai
08 Jan 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
Near and dear to me. I need more high Shane shenanigans
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“I like it,” he says weakly. “I like it, I like you holding me like this.”
“Like what?”
“Like you own me.”
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or; They're falling in love. They can't have it, even if they can have each other, just for a little while.Series
- Part 1 of Мой сладкий мальчик
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 10,495
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 780
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- 15,425
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Bookmarked by Monaimonai
08 Jan 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
This was the hottest thing I've ever read in my life. And yes, I did cry at the end.
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The Hows of Us by azraelriego
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Jan 2026
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“Papa, what’s your job?”
Ilya opens his mouth. Closes it. He looks at Shane, who is suddenly very interested in his coffee.
“My job,” Ilya says slowly, “is to take care of you.”
“That’s not a job,” Wyatt says matter-of-factly. “That’s just being a papa.”
“Yes,” Ilya agrees. “It is.”
In September 2030, Ilya Rozanov is newly retired, newly restless, and learning the hard way that staying home with their three-year-old son is more exhausting than any playoff run. Shane Hollander is back on the ice, chasing another season while missing things he can’t get back.
After more than a decade together, Ilya and Shane must relearn the hows of their relationship—what comes after happily ever after.
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- Part 4 of I love you over and over again
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 90,825
- Chapters:
- 9/9
- Comments:
- 681
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- 5,878
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05 Jan 2026
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Where you are wanted by GingerBaggins
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Dec 2025
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This was different. This wasn’t hockey, or a competition, or a well-honed skill. This was her chance to welcome Ilya to their family.
The five times Yuna Hollander opened her heart to Ilya, and the one time Ilya found a home within it.
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- Part 1 of Hollanov Oneshots
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 7,228
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 7
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- 670
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03 Jan 2026
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First cut is the deepest by GingerBaggins
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Dec 2025
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Ottawa face Montreal away from home ice, and for the first time in eleven years, Shane Hollander is not in red and blue.
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Ilya watches Shane battle his old teammates and fails to stay calm about it.
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- Part 2 of Hollanov Oneshots
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 5,266
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 5
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- 438
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Bookmarked by Monaimonai
03 Jan 2026
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Jungkook's herd has many rules and the bunnies are expected to obey and follow them blindly. But Jungkook allows himself one indulgence—spending quiet afternoons at the border of wolf territory where bunnies are forbidden to go. One day the bunny witnesses something he shouldn't when the pack of wolves shows up unexpectedly. Jungkook doesn't know it in the moment, but the chance encounter ends up changing his life completely and gives him the one thing he desires most of all.
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- English
- Words:
- 165,483
- Chapters:
- 11/13
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- 628
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Bookmarked by Monaimonai
02 Jan 2026
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During the 'easier' episodes Ilya can manage.
Usually he can gather enough strength to get out of bed, even if it's just to slouch around the cottage or outside. He'll eat whatever Shane puts in front of him. He'll put on a brave face when Yuna and Dave come over to visit. And then when the evening rolls around he's so exhausted he falls asleep around eight.
The 'heavy' episodes are harder.
Ilya will spend most of the day sleeping. He will eat small bites of whatever Shane gives him, sometimes nothing at all. Showering is out of the question. If it's a particular bad episode, he won't even leave the bed.
Shane is scared to leave Ilya alone during the 'heavy' episodes.
He knows Ilya wouldn't hurt himself on purpose. But he also knows that depression is very complex and sneaks up on their victims when they're most vulnerable.
Or, Ilya experiences a bad depression episode. Shane is there to catch him when he falls.
Bookmarked by Monaimonai
29 Dec 2025
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The Whole Game by azraelriego
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Dec 2025
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Their baby Wyatt is finally here and Shane Hollander thought he can handle pressure. He's captained a franchise. He's won battles on ice.
But nothing trains you for the way your heart lives outside your body once you have a kid.
Luckily, Ilya Rozanov is built for protecting what's his
—especially when "his" is a sleepy baby and a husband who can't stop checking the monitor.Series
- Part 2 of I love you over and over again
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25 Dec 2025
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palms and fingerprints are stained all red by sapphosfreckles
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
05 Dec 2025
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“I always knew you were…”
“What?”
“Magic.”
Jesus. Now it was Will’s turn to blush.
There are snowballs, and then there’s… that.
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After the fight at the MAC-Z, Will cleans the wound on Mike's cheek in the radio station bathroom.
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08 Dec 2025
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Jeon Jeongguk had one plan: survive college while quietly pining after his friend Namjoon like the tragic side character he apparently is—while Namjoon pines just as hopelessly after their other friend, Hoseok.
Then Kim Taehyung, Hoseok’s childhood best friend, shows up—ridiculously hot, effortlessly charming, and instantly glued to Hoseok’s side.
One night, at a party, after catching Namjoon’s miserable expression while watching Hoseok and Taehyung being playful and far too close to each other, Jeongguk snaps, tries to tell Taehyung off, and somehow makes him cry instead. Panicked, Jeongguk does the dumbest thing possible: he kisses him. The problem? Everyone saw.
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30 Sep 2025
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Namjoon’s ex is getting married.
His plus one to the ceremony? The groom’s annoyingly hot younger brother.
They hate each other. It’s going great.Bookmarked by Monaimonai
18 Sep 2025
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28 Aug 2025
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Jungkook has a reputation on campus for being the star soccer player with a bad fucking attitude. Straight rich kid with a penchant for mouthing off at anyone and everyone.
Taehyung fucks him anyway.
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i'm not a predator (make me your prey) by alphabusan for jiminsfw
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
12 Feb 2020
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Jimin and Taehyung love fucking other alphas, especially hot tatted ones dressed like Jungkook.
Jungkook is, apparently, not another alpha.
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- English
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- 6,715
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- 1/1
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- 111
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22 Jul 2025
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Namjoon hasn’t had a natural heat in five years.
He made peace with the silence, until it began to speak again.
(Or: What to expect when you stopped expecting.)
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01 Jul 2025
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There’s something bugging Taehyung, like a heavy blot on the corner of his vision. The blot shifts, takes a drink, and Taehyung looks over and realizes with a jolt that it’s Jeon Jungkook. He’s standing there at the end of the swing, looking down, and maybe it’s weird to think of someone as alone at a party like this, but it somehow seems like he is.
“You guys remember Jungkook?” Hoseok asks sweetly. And Taehyung just blinks at him, because that’s like asking if he remembers the moon, or the existence of fireworks, or the Bengal tiger.
“We sure do,” Jimin says, not sweetly. Jungkook nods at them, but he only briefly makes eye contact. Taehyung registers that he looks older, his jawline sharper.
“How’s your summer?” Taehyung asks him uncertainly.
“Fine,” Jungkook says.
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It's summer in the suburbs. Taehyung and Jimin are back in town after graduating, and they run into an old friend.
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- Part 1 of Living in the Sprawl
- Language:
- English
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- 145,015
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- 20/20
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26 Jun 2025
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Kim Taehyung, a third-year law student who’s highly disciplined, extremely neat, and living just off-campus, puts up a roommate listing to split rent. He expects another law student.
Instead, he gets Jeon Jungkook a second-year chaotic, tattooed, omega-male-energy frat boy who’s majoring in Kinesiology, known for parties, bad texting etiquette, and unreal biceps.
They are opposites. They are roommates.
And slowly… they become something else.
Bookmarked by Monaimonai
26 Jun 2025
Bookmarker's Notes
Reading this felt like I was being hugged and wrapped in a blanket on a cold night. My new comfort fic.
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For decades dragons have been hunted and used by the military as the ultimate weapons, controlled by the Riders who dictate their every move. Rookie dragon rider Jeon Jungkook enters the Rider's Corps hoping to be different from the rest.
But when he meets the defiant and volatile new capture Taehyung more than just sparks fly. It's an inferno.
(previously posted and completed on twitter, now 'remastered' on AO3)
Series
- Part 1 of The Dyadic Series
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 220,639
- Chapters:
- 36/36
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- 815
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Bookmarked by Monaimonai
09 Jun 2025