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    Andrew met Neil in a park when they were five, hiding in a tunnel in the playground set and immediately the two became inseparable; causing chaos for the adults around them, growing closer and closer as the years trickle by even through trauma and abuse from caregivers and unstable mothers all until one day Neil's unstable mother snatches Neil away for eight years just as everything in Andrew's life shifts- from having a new adoptive mom, to finding his brother and doing everything he can to protect him, to gaining a family that he wants to share with Neil. And after eight years, after thinking that his best friend and only love was dead, Neil comes back into his life easily fitting himself by Andrew's side once again, leaving the two of them to navigate their new developing relationship together alongside their traumas and complex family relationships

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    31 Oct 2025

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    Neil Josten isn't anything. Not a real person, and not an alpha, beta, or omega, either.

    He's mostly just trying to stay alive.

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    28 Oct 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 2

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    Feeling stifled by the responsibilities of their positions in the Heinern Imperial Military, Luke decides that Theo needs a break, and that a little fight...and a bet...might be just what they need.

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    19 Oct 2025

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    “Are you okay?” It was a cruel question, he knew better than to ask yet the question hung in the air.

    The boy tensed once again, his nails digging into the book scrunching the paper but he didn’t even look back at him. His voice tense when he finally bit out, “Fuck off.”

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    Andrew meets Alex one summer when he’s 13 and makes his first deal which will alter the rest of his life. Including his relationship with his Cass, his brother and the criminal justice system.

    Abram meets a young boy on the run and finally makes a friend. Friends look out for each other so he made a deal with him. This alters the rest of his life and the choices he makes.

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    30 Sep 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 71

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    Of course Andrew wants Neil—he’s beautiful and infuriating and, even though Andrew refuses to acknowledge it, actually funny. Neil cares about Andrew, makes him feel seen in a way no one else has ever made him feel before. Neil likes being around Andrew, says it every chance he gets.

    There is no world in which Andrew Minyard is not head over heels in love with Neil Josten.

    And as much as he knows Neil cares for him, Andrew’s pretty sure there’s no world in which his feelings are reciprocated, either.

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    or: 5 times andrew and neil don't kiss + 1 time they actually do

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    Chapters:
    6/6
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    30 Sep 2025

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    Andrew stared at his twin. “Wipe that look off of my face.”

    “Fuck you!” Aaron spat back. Katelyn rubbed his arm. Her tactics were not working.

    Neil held a brownie up to Andrew’s lips. His tactics were working. Andrew chewed on it without changing his facial expression that time. Part of him wanted to discuss the merits of the taste of Neil’s brownies versus Neil’s teeth but he didn’t think the rest of the group deserved to know.
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    or:
    “Neil must be bad at something, maybe he’s a bad kisser”
    “No, he’s good at that too”
    “What”
    “What”

    Русский перевод: https://ficbook.net/readfic/12477491

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    30 Sep 2025

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    “The fuck are you trying to do, Josten?”

    “I’m trying to get you to fuck me.”

    Andrew’s face was close to his now, so close he could count his eyelashes, so close that he could feel his breath ghosting across his cheeks, slightly faster than normal.

    “Yes or no, Andrew?”

    There was a beat, a moment of decision. Neil watched Andrew’s face. He saw him make his choice.

    “Yes.”

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    13 Sep 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 4

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    Neil liked dressing up in Andrew's clothes

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    13 Sep 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 25

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    Neil was a fugitive in the most literal sense of the word. He'd been running for as long as he could remember — his few moments of courage during childhood to protect his siblings didn't change what he was. He ran away from absolutely everything.
    From his father.
    From his people.
    From his kingdom.
    From his family.
    From his Anam.
    From himself.
    But running away wouldn't be an option forever, not when his fate seemed to bring him to the door of the people he ran to protect.
    At some point, Neil was going to have to stop running and face up to what he was created to do. At some point, Neil would have to accept who and what he was.
    And apparently, this moment had finally arrived.

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    12 Sep 2025

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    Neil is touch-starved. Badly. He decides to say 'fuck it' and hookup with some random guy he barely knows because that's better than nothing, right?

    The problem comes when Neil isn't sure if he can make it past the foreplay before breaking into tears.

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    11 Sep 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 3

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    Ніл страждає через дотики. Погано. Він вирішує сказати «до біса» і зв’язатися з якимось випадковим хлопцем, якого ледь знає, тому що це краще, ніж нічого, чи не так?

    Проблема виникає, коли Ніл не впевнений, чи зможе він пройти повз прелюдії, перш ніж розплачеться.

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    11 Sep 2025

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    in which neil gets hurt, has a panic attack, and matt and katelyn become some sort of strange tag team

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    10 Sep 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 30

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    “Refuse if you want,” Dan teased, raising an eyebrow. “How many places have you and Andrew had sex?”

    Silence. The room seemed to hold its breath.

    “On the roof,” he said, and Allison was already grinning wide.
    “In Columbia.”
    “Locker room.”
    “In the bathroom. On the couch.”

    “In the Maserati,” Neil added, staring at Dan with a calm but defiant look.

    And then he took the shot.

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    06 Sep 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 20

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    Andrew doesn't like strangers, so along comes this kid from the cheerleaders, the first guy to become a cheerleader. Everything about him is either strange or it just caught Andrew's attention, the way this guy looked like a puzzle.

    Little does Andrew know that this kid has his eye on him too.

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    06 Sep 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 29

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    A man from Neil’s Spanish class approaches him on the dance floor and tells Andrew he’s looking to steal Neil away.
    Andrew is certain this is going to be very entertaining for him and encourages this man to try.

     

    Prompt from xhoneyghost on tumblr!

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    06 Sep 2025

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    He flips Neil’s phone open and scrolls through the call history. It’s not a long list; his own name is at the bottom, then there’s a call from Nicky one from Dan. There’s an outgoing call from Neil’s phone to Andrew’s – that day they went to Atlanta – and one to a number that isn’t saved but that Andrew recognises as Bee’s.

    And then there’s a call from an unknown number, no more than an hour ago.

    He wants to call it. He wants to call it and demand where Neil is, wants to find out whoever the number belongs to and bash their head into a wall, break every bone in their body until Neil is back with them.

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    06 Sep 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 32

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    When Nathaniel wakes up in a hospital room, he's surrounded by unfamiliar people calling him by an unfamiliar name, and Mary is nowhere to be seen. He's set on playing along, on being Neil until he can get away - but Andrew Minyard, a man he supposedly knows, sees right through him.

    He offers Nathaniel a deal: to help him run, to give him the truth and protection, if Nathaniel promises not to run from him.

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    06 Sep 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 24

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    The silence that went through the locker room as he pulled his shirt off over his head was broken by Andrew's locker door shutting extra hard.

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    06 Sep 2025

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    There’s a ring in the bag they give him, along with his soiled uniform.

    The blood doesn’t bother him, even if his stomach clenches as he remembers that it’s his-it's the ring on a chain that snags his attention and holds it.

    A wedding ring.

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    Fifteen years post-canon, an accident on the court wipes Neil and their life together from Andrew's memory. It takes a while for him to find his way back to it.

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    06 Sep 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 7

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    Neil Josten always avoided mirrors. His auburn hair and ice blue eyes were too much of his father for his own taste, For his mother's taste even worse, "you look exactly like him, Abram" she would say...

    What if when the butcher's case is released by the press the foxes realise Neil doesn't look exactly like his father, yes they have the hair and eye colour but besides that Neil looks like his own person?
    What if he has a different nose and curlier hair? What if Mary, so deep in her (justified) hate for Nathan, couldn't see her own features in Neil too?

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    1,041

    06 Sep 2025

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