NikaPDX1K
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TRIGGER WARNING!!!
This story has strong depictions of mental health issues, anxiety, and panic attacks. It also deals with sensory overload. Please be safe and careful when reading.This story was written over a year ago for a library contest with the theme "Everyday Fears" and has evolved into much more. Over time it took a turn to advocate for mental health as well as make others more aware of what can go on internally when dealing with things like panic attacks and sensory overload. Please be cautious and sensitive when reading this, as it could be a trigger. s
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Patton is under a lot of stress and his mental health is fluctuating. Somehow this causes him to regress both physically and mentally to the age of about 5-6 years old. So now the other traits have to take care of him.
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- Part 1 of Child of Mine
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Sherlock makes mistakes and has to apologise.
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Cakotay and Tom make sweet love.
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- Part 3 of An Unexpected Turn
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Chakotay learns of the news.
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- Part 2 of An Unexpected Turn
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The Space She Left, Made Room for Us. by BttmIlyaTruther
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 May 2026
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Hayden has loved Shane Hollander for years, not romantically, not in ways that crossed lines, but in the steady, unshakeable way best friends do. Shane was there for the life Hayden built with Jackie, there when everything fell apart, and there afterward, when grief made even breathing feel like work.
Ilya Rozanov has always been part of that orbit too: Shane’s husband, sharp-tongued and observant, loving in ways that are louder and fiercer than Hayden ever expected to need. Where Shane offers quiet constancy, Ilya offers insistence, on joy, on honesty, on not disappearing into loss.
What begins as shared responsibility, school pickups, late nights, standing in kitchens that still remember Jackie, becomes something more fragile and more deliberate. No one is trying to replace what Hayden lost. Jackie’s love remains woven into their lives, into the children they are raising together. But grief shifts, and the space it leaves behind makes room for something new.
Together, Shane, Ilya, and Hayden learn that love can expand without erasing the past. That family can be chosen, reshaped, and rebuilt. And that sometimes the deepest connections are the ones that have been there all along waiting to be named.
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- Part 1 of Room for Us
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05 Mar 2026
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I it’s not actually burns but I think this makes it funnier
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back and forth from new york by alphalupi
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Apr 2026
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After coming out to Rose, Shane decides he doesn't want to lie anymore, even if he isn't sure coming out will mean he gets happily ever after with Ilya. When coming out to the Voyageurs leaves him wondering what his future in Montreal might look like, he lets himself be a little selfish, he lets himself wonder if there might be somewhere else he might be happy. If Montreal wants to get rid of a generational player, he's not about to stop them, especially if it means he can get a little closer to joy.
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Or: Shane Hollander leaves Montreal in search of something better.
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- Part 1 of back and forth from new york
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20 Feb 2026
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This is where I am putting all my Abbot/Whitaker/Robby brainrot. Goes in chronological order, and exists in a world where most of The Pitt characters engage in some strange workplace poly relationship and flirting.
(Edit: 10/2025. So grateful to see how this series has blown up recently. For the uninitiated, please note that you cannot come to my tumblr or comments and leave hateful/meanspirited/entitled comments about my writing or future writing for this series and not have there be an impact. If too many people are rude or disrespectful of my work, I will remove this entire series. Do better, be better, and get better. Thank you to those that have been supportive and respectful!! <3)All titles, including the series name come from the song 'Take a Slice' by Glass Animals.
Feel free to come yell at me on my tumblr about it!- Words:
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07 Jan 2026
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Dennis was a little. He didn’t have a good relationship with his family, he spent a couple weeks living on the eighth floor of the hospital, and intended to do it again with this new rotation, but that was found out instantly. At least it had been the mean girl that wanted to be his big sister, and not one of the caregivers who would freak out and lock him in a nursery to never see the light of day again.
Oh well. At least she was smart and could help him figure some stuff out.
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06 Jan 2026
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As an aspiring actress you take whatever parts you can get even if it means you have to work with Jensen Ackles on Supernatural. You haven't seen him for 5 years since you met on the Dark Angel set, and things ended badly. Will you get a second chance, or will it end the same way?
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- Part 2 of Second or Third Chances
Bookmarked by NikaPDX1K
11 Sep 2023