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The first time they hooked up, Rozanov had kissed him before Shane got on his knees. They kissed when Scott Hunter was in the room next-door. And they kissed slowly and sweetly, on his apartment stairway, after Rozanov had taken his world apart and put him back together again. Hell, even in that bathroom, where he felt as if the Russian was trampling on his bared soul, Rozanov had kissed him.
So why was it different this time? What did he do wrong?
Shane aches with how much he wants—needs the other man. There is a hollow numbness in his chest every time he thinks about those golden curls and ocean eyes, and he hates himself for wishing he could have more.
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Wanting Hollander is dangerous, because Ilya is wanting more than he’s allowed to have. But Ilya keeps wanting more and more, because he is vain, selfish, undisciplined. He wants to have Hollander in his arms, sweet, warm, and gorgeous.
And he will always regret it later, in the quiet moments that come in the aftermath, in the small and lingering ache that follows him once they are apart.
Or: Shane spirals and avoids Ilya post-Vegas. Ilya chases after him, and they talk.
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- Part 1 of Woe like velvet, tears like jewels
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10 Jun 2026
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Shane sees an Instagram Reel on JJ's phone of Ilya and his women in every city. It sends him into a spiral that only Ilya can get him out of.
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A tiny bit AU where Tuna Melt Day doesn't end in a disaster and things go a little differently from there.
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“I want. I fucking want. Please don’t stop.” Shane begged, brushing a hand up the back of Ilya’s head. He caught hold of Ilya’s curls and tugged softly. Ilya moaned. “I just need…”
“Tell me, baby. Let me give you what you need.” The words were laced with Ilya’s plea. “Let me take care of my baby. Tell me.”
“Can I have the control now? Let me own you tonight the way you own me.”
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- Part 10 of Stolen Moments
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07 Jun 2026
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desperate measures (the 2021-2022 season) by LiarsandThieves22
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
07 Jun 2026
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05 Jun 2026
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slutty little menace (/affectionate) by casdoms (moffwithhishead)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Jan 2026
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“Well,” Ilya acquiesces after a beat, “You are an asshole.”
“Thank you!!” Shane yelps, throwing his hands up in frustration, “That’s all I fucking want! I contain multitudes! Nuance! Shades of grey!”
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- Part 3 of heated rivalry but shane is more audhd
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03 Jun 2026
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One Night by MeropeMerope for kosegruppie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Jan 2026
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Stick to your guns, Ilya thinks. Sex. With Hollander. That’s simple. Straightforward.
Except nothing about this night has been straightforward. The more time he spends with Hollander, the more he wants him - and not just the sex. He wants it all: the reading glasses, earnest ramblings, moral compulsions. The sweetness Hollander tries to hide. The way he holds back from almost everyone, even from himself, but never from Ilya.
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or: After Vegas, Ilya knows he should end it with Hollander. He likes trouble, yes. Doesn’t mean he likes feeling scraped raw by wanting impossible things. Then they are marooned together at an airport for a very long, very strange night during which Ilya begins to suspect – shakily, reluctantly – that they might be… something.NOW COMPLETE!
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03 Jun 2026
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one day they'll feel the same by orcamermaid
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Jan 2026
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“No,” Shane said. He shook his head once, sharply. “I don’t wanna hear it. You don’t get to talk to him like that.”
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A My Dinner With Hayden fix-it fic, or: Shane Hollander stands up for his boyfriend.
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03 Jun 2026
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"Wild and intoxicating." That was what the perfume campaign slogan said about Ilya Rozanov on every billboard in New York. But upon returning home to Boston, Ilya discovers that the true wildness isn't found in a photoshoot with a Russian model, but rather waiting for him in the center of his bed. With Shane in pre-heat, insecure, and territorial, Ilya is about to learn that his scent doesn't belong to a brand, and his body isn't for public consumption. He is the exclusive property of Shane Hollander, and the omega intends to collect every inch of that debt.
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02 Jun 2026
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better frequently in error [than never in doubt] by Potrix
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
28 Jan 2026
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Cen(s)turion Warrior Princess 🦄🏒 @hohohollanov
uhm. why is no one talking about this? hello????[A series of three pictures. 1: A grainy shot taken from across a street. It shows a heavily pregnant woman and a man with sunglasses and a reverse snapback exiting a fertility clinic. The man’s arm is around the woman’s waist. 2: The same woman and man, the photo taken from much closer. They’re both smiling as they’re looking at something the woman’s holding. 3: The woman and the man are hugging, both clearly happy. The man is kissing the woman’s forehead. It is now obvious that the woman is holding sonogram pictures.]
↪The Tammy Whammy @rozanova
ilya whyyyyy 😭↪ Matt Davies @mattdavies
Finally. It’s about time he realized he’s better off with a woman. #goodriddance↪ censgirlie @censgirlie
Okay, but. Are we even sure that’s Ilya Rozanov?↪ Frankie Hockey @hockeyfrankie
whatever happened to respecting people’s privacy↪ katie @katiemills
@hockeyfrankie: whatever happened to respecting your wedding vows????Series
- Part 2 of heartache and safety
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28 May 2026
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love and lust (wanna be yours) by blankjournals
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Feb 2026
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“You really wouldn’t mind if I had sex with someone else?”
Ilya does mind. Hearing it said back to him, almost makes him flinch, a sudden and brittle sound right next to his ear that he fails to recoil from in time. But he swallows back the bitter truth and replies, “Of course not. If that is what you want.”
He waits, sitting on his living room couch, phone pressed painfully against his ear, his other hand gripping his knees till his knuckles blanched. He could feel his own heart rattling behind his ribs, pulse rockingloudly. His mind was an echo of alarm, demanding of him: Why isn't Shane saying anything?
It was the loudest silence he’s ever lived through, until Shane finally said, “Okay.”
OR: inspired by the fight in TLG where Ilya tells Shane he can sleep with other men. But this time, Shane actually takes the offer.
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- Part 1 of missing scenes from TLG 📖
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28 May 2026
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in a crowd of thousands, i'd find you again by cougarlips
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Jan 2026
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“You scared me,” the voice said, but it was… wrong, somehow, to Hayden. Too soft. Too vulnerable. His accent felt thicker than Hayden had heard it in a long time, emotion blurring the line between English and Russian.
No AI 🙅 Fuck AI 🖕
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25 May 2026
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The first picture could almost be construed as innocent. Maybe.
Shane makes the rookie mistake of opening his texts from “Lily” before his game against Buffalo.
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Or: Ilya teases Shane before games. He pays the price.
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- Part 2 of be cruel to me
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23 May 2026
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“Guess you were not pretty enough for either of us, huh?” Ilya said, Shane had expected his words to sting, but this shattered; it dug into every insecurity Shane had ever had, especially being pretty enough for Ilya.
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After the whole mess with Rose, Shane doesn't know who he's meant for, but he knows it will probably never be Ilya Rozanov. This doesn't stop them from meeting again and from Ilya throwing a cruel comment out on the ice. Shane has never enjoyed being just "pretty", not to anyone, but after Ilya implies that Shane wasn't pretty enough for him to stay, Shane is determined to show Ilya just how pretty he can be.
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23 May 2026
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He changed the angle.
Just a subtle shift of his wrist—tilting the dildo upward so the curved head kissed Shane’s prostate dead-on with every thrust.
The effect was immediate.
Shane’s back bowed violently. A high, girlish squeak bursted out of him—cute, almost shocked, the kind of sound he’d deny making forever. Then his mouth fell open in a silent scream. No noise at all for several long heartbeats. Just the obscene, wet squelch-squelch-squelch of the toy plunging in and out, lube foaming at the base, cream gathering in sticky white rings around his stretched rim.
His inner thighs shook harder—violent, uncontrollable tremors. His whole lower body vibrated. Tears welled in the corners of his eyes, not from pain, but from the sheer overwhelming intensity of it.
Then the air rushed back into his lungs.
A broken, keening whine tore out of him, followed by another, and another—loud, desperate, shameless. He thrashed weakly in Ilya’s hold, not trying to get away, just overwhelmed, body short-circuiting from pleasure.
Ilya was losing it.
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21 May 2026
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three boys would work if i wasn't so tethered to you. by SPRINGINGintoaction (sailingtheLarryship)
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
26 Jan 2026
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Ilya suggests to Shane that he would be okay with Shane sleeping with other men if he wanted.
Shane is not happy about it.
They argue, there's silence, and then the realization of just how far they’ve come.or: an expanded (imagined) scene inspired by a brief mention in The Long Game, when Ilya speaks to his therapist about his relationship with Shane and thinks back to this argument after she asks whether they’re in a monogamous relationship.
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18 May 2026
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“It’s my special night, Rozanov. I want you to watch me.” Ilya looks at Shane like he can’t believe what he’s hearing. “I want… I want you to sit there and watch me touching myself,” Shane’s cheeks flush, “and I want you to be good for me and stay put.”
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Vegas, 2021. Shane wins MVP and makes Ilya watch.
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15 May 2026
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Ilya and Shane think they've come out... but no one believes them. The more they try to make it clear, the more the internet doesn't believe them. Chaos reigns but Shane still has no regrets. He just wishes Ilya wouldn't respond to the trolls.
Lily: Wait. That’s it. Let’s video you on your knees. Lips around my handsome dick. Post that.
Jane: No.
Lily: But people are confused!
Jane: A guy on my feed says you have bottom energy.
Lily: Metro fans are not smart.
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15 May 2026
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And there it was, clear as day. Ilya shoving his tongue into Shane’s mouth in the reflection of a background of a fucking Hayden Pike fan video.
Shane was going to talk to the team about it that first practice after. But then management had pulled him into a meeting and from the game that night. He’d spent hours defending himself and his integrity as player, as a captain, and as a person.
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How the Montreal Metros get over themselves, and start backing their captain.
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13 May 2026
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Bell Ringer by fakinbrilliance
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Jan 2026
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“Shane?” Ilya asks again. “What happened?” His gloveless hand twitches and he lifts it a fraction of an inch towards Shane.
Shane tosses his own gloves to the ice and reaches forward, lacing their fingers together. “You took a bad hit,” he says, gritting his teeth against the fear clawing at his guts. “Flipped headfirst into the ice. Are you okay?”
Ilya groans in answer and squeezes his hand, though Shane can't tell if he meant to do that or not.
Suddenly, there are people all around them. Shane shifts protectively close before he realizes it’s the medical team.
“Hollander, get back to your bench,” someone says, but there’s no way Shane’s going. Even if he wanted to, Ilya’s gripping his hand like a lifeline, eyes finally locked on Shane’s face. Shane isn’t leaving him.
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13 May 2026
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Shane heard the blade coming down right by his ear. The schlick of it as it sliced through the ice, echoing in the arena, the place eerily silent in a way Shane had never witnessed before.
Then, a gasp.
Or, Shane Hollander takes a blade to the throat.
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11 May 2026
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My Happiness Hurts Like A Split Through The Lip by TuttleAsHimself
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Jan 2026
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In pro sports, getting injured is just a given. Especially when the playing field isn’t a field at all, but a slick shelf of ice on which twelve men strap blades to their feet and slap a solid disc of vulcanised rubber around with big-ass sticks.
So yes, Shane is hurt. Not bad, but kind of bad. Like...in the usual kind of hockey way. It's nothing to panic about but it would be nice if Ilya texted him back with a little more concern about it. Right?
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Shane gets hurt and then overthinks about everything. Ilya is a menace.
Bookmarked by Nuitdecoco
10 May 2026