18 Bookmarks by PoeticallyBeautiful
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Yesterday One More Time by chie_natsumi, mmm_sonotlikethat (chie_natsumi)
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
02 Jan 2026
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Months after the funeral, Tommy was injured working as a ground crew and lost 2 years of memory. He doesn’t remember the lab explosion, he doesn’t remember landing a helicopter on a capsized cruise.
In fact, he doesn’t remember Buck at all.
Buck didn't notice at first. The styled curly hair, the tall, broad shoulder, and. Well. The ass. It's the back of an attractive man, but LA was always full of those. Living in a large city like this, you don't meet people unless you're actively sorting them out. And Buck had stopped– actively avoided, in fact– sorting out for a certain someone for months now.
It didn't occur to him that he had been to this grocery store multiple times when everything was good and perfect. Nor did it occur to him that he was standing in an aisle full of fancy beer with names he could hardly pronounce. It wasn’t until he strolled a little closer and a whiff of teakwood and tobacco snuck under his nostrils that, like a key, it unlocked the memories he had tried to bury for all those months — and only then did he notice the man was studying the same brand of beer he used to drink when he was still happy and safe and complete.
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10 Jan 2026
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After six months of radio silence, Buck finally reaches for the phone, ready to patch things up. Tommy, though? He's done waiting for Buck to decide when he wants to show up.
Tommy's heart still carries the bruise, but he's moving forward anyway. Then Cody Abrams arrives, a sharp, steady paramedic from New York on a six-month exchange at Harbor Station, and suddenly there's something warm and real flickering between them.
Both men are still haunted: Tommy by the man he can't quite let go of, Cody by the ghosts he's carried across the country. One reckless night with Buck later, Tommy wakes up certain of two things: some doors should stay closed, and clinging to ashes only burns you twice.
At the station, Cody watches Tommy carry the weight of yesterday and quietly decides: maybe this man is worth the risk. Maybe love deserves a second chance, even when the past keeps trying to haunt the room, especially since Tommy is showing interest in more than Cody's paramedic skills. Can Tommy and Cody learn to leave yesterday behind and find their way to a shared tomorrow?
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- Part 12 of 911- Warzone and Paradise
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28 Dec 2025
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There’s nothing more sacred than a man’s reputation… and his Netflix algorithm.
On his first night off in weeks, Buck logs into Netflix expecting gritty crime dramas and moody thrillers. What he gets instead? A parade of rom-coms: When Harry Met Sally, 10 Things I Hate About You, Always Be My Maybe. Each suggestion sappier than the last.
Is it a glitch? Or is someone messing with him?
A phone call with his sister sets off a chain of events that leads Buck to the front door of someone he never expected to see again.
Could this be a second—no, third—chance at romance? Or will Buck be left Netflix-and-chillin’ solo?
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28 Nov 2025
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Post season 9 episode 5- Tommy defends.
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17 Nov 2025
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“Please…”, he hears himself whine in a tone that he’s never heard before. What is wrong with him?
“Please, what, baby? Tell me what you want.” Evan says, almost mockingly as continues to slowly stroke, squeezing every few strokes to do nothing more than make Tommy lose his mind.
“Please…more. I, fuck, Evan, need more”, he says breathily, barely able to get out the words. Evan’s light touches drive him more and more out of his mind with arousal.
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Buck has always had complicated relationships. He knows this one will be just as complicated, if not more than others, but he also knows it will be worth every bit. Thinking about the past leads into the future and he realizes he's excited about what has yet to come.
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17 Nov 2025
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Tommy hated how shocking it was to see him like that. Joyful. The last images he had of Evan were of a man hollowed out by pain with the sharp angles of his face, the dark circles under his eyes, and the constant exhaustion. He didn’t remember that smile.
Tommy sat across the table, silent more often than he wanted to be, pretending to follow the conversation. Every once in a while, Evan’s gaze would brush past his, unreadable, before moving on as if nothing had ever existed between them.
Tommy felt as if he were in hell.
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Or, Tommy strikes up a friendship with Eddie, which draws him unexpectedly back into Evan Buckley’s orbit - his former and only love whose relationship with him ended in a painful breakup. Now, Tommy must navigate the pull of his lingering feelings against Evan’s apparent coldness.
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17 Nov 2025
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Eddie Diaz was coming home. He'd spent months in Texas trying to repair things with Chris and finally the two of them were on their way back to LA. With Chris's only two demands being 1. Eddie gives him total honesty moving forward and 2. Eddie doesn't explore whatever Chris witnessed between him and Buck while they were all in Texas. And Eddie had every intention of following his son's requirements for returning home... but intentions and actions aren't always the same thing. Buck is there and helpful and kind in a way Eddie can't ignore. He can't deny what he'd finally let himself feel down in Texas. But he can't break his son's trust either.
Buck is busy trying to build a life Eddie and Chris will be happy to be a part of in LA. He's ready and willing to move on from his traumatic year and wants to open himself up to the possibility of what might be developing right in front of him.
Part Two of a three-part series where Eddie must leave everything behind, fight to find his way back, and discover if true joy is even possible—or if it’s already too late.
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- Part 2 of Change a Thing
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17 Nov 2025
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When his grandmother passes away, Tommy is faced with the opportunity to reforge relationships with his estranged family.
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20 Oct 2025
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So this takes place after Tommy and Buck have sex. But basically it’s just about Tommy and Buck coming to a realization that they belong together.
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19 Oct 2025
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Buck believed escaping his past meant leaving everyone behind. Relocating over a thousand miles away to start anew seemed like the perfect plan... until fate intervened. When Tommy, now his ex-boyfriend, is assigned as a trainee to a nearby Air Force base, their worlds collide once more. Determined to keep things strictly platonic, they try to bury the embers of their past romance. But as old sparks flicker, how long can they resist the pull of what once was?
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- Part 7 of BUCK/TOMMY AU
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18 Oct 2025
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The first time Oliver saw Lou was during the filming of season two. Back then, they only caught glimpses of each other for a few seconds at a time. Neither of them spoke—just exchanged a few looks here and there.
But Oliver was mesmerized. The first moment his eyes landed on the older man, he couldn’t look away until Lou disappeared from sight.
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15 Oct 2025
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In the aftermath of Bobby, everything is in shambles and Buck has to claw his way back to himself.
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10 Oct 2025
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Actions has consequences.
What if Eddie didn’t just kick Buck out of his house, he also removed his guardianship over Christopher because how can he trust someone who let Bobby die to protect his son?
(He doesn't realized how his actions would have long term consequences to everyone involved.)
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09 Oct 2025
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Ever since he was fired from, and thankfully rehired to, the 118, Buck’s sworn off casual hookups. He's trying to brute force a cure for his (self-diagnosed) sex addiction by quitting cold turkey. It's going pretty well, except for one thing. No matter how much he jerks off, Buck still feels crazy horny. Unfulfilled. Left wanting.
Thankfully, Buck's favourite coworker, Tommy, has a solution for that: What if Buck didn't jerk off alone? It's not gay if you're just jerking off next to your bro, right?
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- Part 1 of platonic 'verse
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07 Oct 2025
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His heart began to race as the doors swung open and out. No light shined in, letting Tommy know it was still night.
Then, a heavy step started down the staircase.
Thud, thud, thud.
Fifteen steps. Tommy counted each one.
And suddenly, he wasn't alone anymore.
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04 Oct 2025
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The Times Buck Learned Tommy was Different + The Times he knew by OcAuthor
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
11 Aug 2024
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It's no secret that Evan "Buck" Buckley has trauma from his relationships of the past, and it's no secret that Tommy is different. How does Buck end up learning these differences?
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30 Sep 2025
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Buck and Eddie's relationship through the eyes of Tommy Kinard.
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22 Sep 2025
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“I didn't even know my dad died. Talk to my fiance and my colleagues, I didn't do this. I've barely been alone at all the last week.” Tommy insisted.
“Here's the problem Thomas,” Detective Adams started. “The nature of the way your father was killed suggests the crime was personal, not random. Now your father's neighbors heard you fighting with your dad and leaving his house in a hurry the night he was murdered. Your fiance can't confirm if you were on-time coming home or not, and he said when you got home you immediately put your clothes in the wash and got in the shower. Do you see why that's a problem?”
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When Tommy is wrongfully imprisoned for the murder of his father, Buck fights to clear Tommy's name, while Tommy fights to survive prison as memories of his worst days in the army are brought back to the surface. With systems working against them at every turn, Buck and Tommy face an uphill battle in the fight to return everything back to normal, if that's even possible
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13 Mar 2025