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   Soldier's Eyes by insomniamemoirs, RandomWordsAndStormyDays

   Fandom Call of Duty (Video Games)

   • Explicit, Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Rape/Non-Con
   • M/M, F/F
   • Series in Progress

   21 Jan 2025

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Rape/Non-Con
   • John "Soap" MacTavish/Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Gary "Roach" Sanderson/Keegan P. Russ
   • Keegan P. Russ/Gary "Roach" Sanderson
   • John "Soap" MacTavish/Gary "Roach" Sanderson
   • Keegan P. Russ/Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Keegan P. Russ/Simon “Ghost” Riley
   • Keegan P. Russ/John “Soap” MacTavish
   • Keegan P. Russ/Simon “Ghost” Riley/John “Soap” MacTavish
   • John Price (Call of Duty)
   • Kyle "Gaz" Garrick
   • Kate Laswell
   • Kate Laswell's Wife
   • Gary "Roach" Sanderson
   • Keegan P. Russ
   • John "Soap" MacTavish
   • Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Background Original Characters
   • Jacob Seed
   • background OC's
   • some oc's for flavor
   • Kate Laswell's Wife (mentioned)
   • SARAH IS BACK
   • John "Soap" MacTavish's Family
   • Nikolai (Call of Duty: Modern Warfare)
   • background characters
   • Original Character
   • Logan Walker
   • David "Hesh" Walker
   • Thomas A. Merrick
   • Kick (Call of Duty)
   • Ajax (Call of Duty)
   • Gabriel T. Rorke
   • Merrick's wife
   • Vladimir Makarov
   • Explicit Sexual Content
   • Angst
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Fluff
   • Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics
   • Non-Traditional Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics
   • Under-negotiated Kink
   • Self-Harm
   • self inflicted biting
   • Misunderstandings
   • Attempts at communication
   • Confessions
   • Getting Together
   • Found Family
   • Pack Dynamics
   • deep disrespect for the video game timeline
   • Not Canon Compliant
   • canon has been shot and burned to remove loose ends
   • Alpha!Soap
   • omega!ghost
   • omega!roach
   • alpha!keegan
   • Simon Riley and having your emotions in front of others 101
   • John MacTavish and the art of taming Ghosts
   • John Price adopts four grown men
   • Gaz bakes
   • very little in the way of plot
   • that comes in Part 2
   • and really not until part 3
   • alpha!price
   • alpha!laswell
   • beta!Gaz
   • Ghosts back story is based on the comics
   • Aftermath of Torture
   • Implied/Referenced Torture
   • The authors are sleep deprived
   • the authors have zero regrets
   • Gratuitous sneezing
   • Eventual Happy Ending
   • Pinky promise
   • updates every three days
   • no seriously we actually have an update schedule
   • Updated with pov markers
   • au’s still updating
   • medic's gonna medic
   • liberties taken with medical training
   • combat medicine is the wild west
   • mentions of tubes in noses
   • Keegan was pararescue
   • Keegan is also from West Virginia
   • non canon just according to us
   • still a ghostsoap fic
   • but people did ask for someone to take care of Roach
   • so that's in here
   • Abundant swearing
   • Flirting
   • Smut
   • consent king Keegan
   • Price and Laswell parenting five grown men
   • moments of jealousy
   • Keegan's hick accent
   • a lot of communicating on all fronts
   • more smut
   • First Times
   • many other times
   • Imprinting
   • brief moment of suicidal ideation
   • it's there and gone
   • mentions of mental health issues
   • mentions of prior trauma
   • references of past sexual assault
   • it's not explicit
   • But it's there
   • The Training Room is basically it's own character now
   • consistent posting schedule
   • Property Damage
   • Pop Culture References
   • Hints of Plot
   • but that really kicks off in part 3
   • the authors have elected to ignore that one Keegan face reveal
   • he's hot actuallly
   • it was a bad angle
   • Incredibly soft smut
   • roach has curly hair I will die on this hill
   • A whole lot of hurt
   • Medical Experimentation
   • Canon-Typical Violence
   • Blood and Violence
   • Major Character Injury
   • Description of Injuries
   • descriptions of violence
   • Mentions of non-con
   • off screen and not graphic but it is discussed
   • mentions of knives
   • Stabbing
   • it's a call of duty fic they kill people
   • Forced Compliance
   • loss of free will
   • Explosions
   • Detailed fight scenes
   • detail missions
   • mentions of other COD characters
   • references to modern warfare 2019
   • a lot of new kinks show up here
   • Light BDSM
   • everyone in the pairings is happy to be there
   • but this is not a manual on healthy bdsm
   • detailed warnings in chapter notes
   • Combat Medicine
   • ghost's backstory is pulled from the comics
   • obscene amounts of fluff in later chapters
   • incredible amounts of kilt research
   • injuries
   • keegans med kit
   • mission arc
   • lots of action
   • Blood and Injury
   • A little bit of gore
   • like one deeply questionable ocular injury
   • Past Relationship(s)
   • Past Trauma
   • ironically no smut
   • you have three published parts full of smut
   • Drama
   • Arguing
   • we promise
   • really really promise
   • tags could update as it goes
   • detailed warnings in the chapter descriptions
   • Mental Coercion
   • Mental Anguish
   • Eye Trauma
   • Fire
   • one whole interrogation scene
   • a la 2009 mw
   • Traps
   • get home aloned nerd
   • Degradation
   • not between any of the couples
   • Off screen cannibalism
   • we do not go into detail here
   • past abusive relationships
   • nasty little narcissistic man
   • Wolves
   • So much smut
   • we're making up for part 4 not having any
   • hometown tours
   • an alarming amount of fluff
   • Healing
   • everyone talks about their childhoods
   • to varying degrees of angst
   • insoms love letter to a frame cabins
   • BDSM elements
   • dom!Keegan making an appearance
   • Overstimulation
   • boy here come the smut tags
   • Rimming
   • Anal Fingering
   • Plugs
   • Spreader Bars
   • Multiple Orgasms
   • little bit of choking
   • Aftercare
   • Anal Sex
   • Oral Sex
   • Kilts
   • tattooing
   • Simon bonds with Johnny’s family
   • Mating Cycles/In Heat
   • so much of it
   • pushing my keegan and Simon besties agenda
   • some pretty in depth discussions about trauma
   • they all have PTSD
   • we did that to them
   • they all have anxiety and it manifests in fun places
   • mentions of prior abusive relationships
   • consent kings
   • The Drop Returns
   • CHAPTER FIVE TAGS
   • mentions of self harm
   • mentions of past sexual assualt
   • mentions of torture
   • Mentions of suicide attempts/ideation
   • everyone lays out their trauma on each other
   • Mentions of alcoholism
   • mentions of overdose
   • mentions of childhood trauma
   • look it's just four people trauma dumping on each other
   • Mpreg
   • we won't be the people to not tag that
   • SO MUCH MPREG Y'ALL
   • non-graphic depiction of pregnancy
   • Tooth-Rotting Fluff
   • domestic soapghost
   • trip to scotland part 2: electric boogaloo
   • birth happens off screen
   • not even depicted
   • it just happens
   • todd howard: it just works
   • baby oc's - Freeform
   • Pack Feels
   • Mentions of PTSD
   • we're going to therapy kids
   • grandpa price
   • more tags to be added in later chapters
   • discussions of pregnancy loss
   • Miscarriage
   • Grief
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • the whole grieving process
   • very intense descriptions of grief
   • Mental struggling
   • psychiatric inpatient treatment
   • the goddamn donuts
   • finally the discord will understand the donuts references we keep making
   • Healing isn't linear
   • everyone gets a happy ending
   • the dove was loose ended
   • wow ma look no smut
   • At least not on screen
   • just feelings
   • so many feelings
   • the authors sobbed over this doc
   • literally random sobbed on her floor at 4am
   • the authors have no regrets
   • Night Terrors
   • Anxiety Attacks
   • Panic Attacks
   • character suffers some delusions
   • some surface level medical facts about What Happens After A Miscarriage
   • Mentions of Infertility
   • not with the main pairings
   • the found family is found familying
   • Insoms 5 stages of grief
   • is it worse to have loved and lost
   • or to never have loved at all
   • introspective as hell
   • little bit of body dysmorphia
   • no on screen self harm but there's some off screen
   • just once
   • deep diving what it means to grieve
   • They get a happy ending
   • but there's so much angst first
   • Soul ripping angst
   • Brief description of physical injuries
   • he does get better
   • I mean come on his boyfriend is the team medic
   • Graphic depictions of violence - Freeform
   • Torture
   • feral!roach
   • kidnapped!keegan
   • Violence as Flirting
   • Murder
   • Roach kills so many people
   • at the very end
   • no beta we die like 2009 ghost
   • SE Sidequest
   • Sexual Assault
   • the assault/non-con is NOT between Keegan and Roach
   • Keegan is still our Consent King
   • someone may or may not get their dick cut off
   • and more - Freeform
   • Justifiable Murder
   • Trauma and recovery
   • blink and you'll miss them
   • but they are there
   • there's a tiny mass effect reference in here
   • kudos if you find it
   • this literally came to us in a dream
   • the brain worms are that strong
   • It Gets Worse Before It Gets Better
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • there's always a happy ending with us
   • updated tags
   • we are on the twisting road of recovery
   • things were going too good for them
   • Kidnapping
   • off screen and not graphic but it is depicted
   • it is call of duty fanfic they do kill people
   • rewrite of part 3 chapter 3 and beyond
   • an alternate universe of the alternate universe
   • will end right where Part 4 picks up
   • like an alternate ending but in the middle of the fic instead of the end
   • some pretty severe mental distress
   • they go through it exponentially more this time
   • possessive behaviors
   • but in the funny fanfic way not the 60 minutes way
   • One vaguely important OC
   • interpersonal dramas
   • it's still a/b/o
   • one character has a hard time distinguishing what's real
   • unreality (brief)
   • idk how to tag it
   • dude is not experiencing the world as he lives in it
   • some self worth issues
   • consent king Soap
   • look man if you've made it this far you know how we roll
   • a very minor mention of past self harm
   • oh yeah
   • some good old fashioned smut
   • Miscommunication
   • four idiots trying their best and really fucking it up
   • Mentions of past SA
   • mentions of past domestic abuse
   • hi roach's backstory nice to see you here again
   • Timeline Fuckery
   • Action
   • Injury Recovery
   • the hospital is load bearing and cannot be removed or else the plot doesnt work
   • self sacrificing
   • 'its rotten work'
   • 'not to me not if its you'
   • it doesn't get graphic but it's there
   • Stress induced eating disorder
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • It gets a little sci-fi-y in here buds
   • if you had one shot
   • ONE OPPORTUNITY
   • Alternate Meeting
   • keegan/roach centric fic
   • much like part 8
   • keegan and the art of being a lovesick outsider
   • roach and the art of being terrified of a good thing
   • gets a little toxic in here
   • they love each other but at what cost
   • references to past relationships
   • a little ptsd as a treat
   • soap and ghost watching someone else fuck it up for once
   • still a cod fic
   • they gotta work for it though
   • there's like the briefest hint of infidelity
   • but you gotta squint
   • hard to "cheat" when you don't have labels for your relationship
   • Attempted Sexual Assault
   • Derogatory Language
   • Ambiguous/Open Ending
   • it is a call of duty fic
   • Slow Burn
   • it takes them like 35k to kiss
   • So much angst
   • ALL THE ANGST
   • loving smut
   • also rough smut
   • They're switches your honor
   • Trauma Recovery
   • we give The Ghosts actual backstory
   • Minor Character Death
   • canon compliant character death
   • Original Character Death(s)
   • you know the kill your wives trope
   • that but it's kill your omegas
   • you just have to trust us
   • it's been almost 800k words
   • just give us your faith that this will be good
   • this is both author's favorite AU
   • we promise it's so good
   • Tags will update with chapters
   • heavy BDSM themes
   • sometimes they're a little toxic in their relationships okay
   • It Gets Better
   • warnings in the chapter notes if necessary
   • the dove is so fucking dead though
   • no bullshit there's blood and violence and sex in here
   • Mental Illness
   • Depression
   • Anxiety
   • Ghost's shitty childhood
   • Keegan's shitty childhood
   • Miscommunication but it gets resolved
   • the angst isn't going to angst itself
   • eventual polyamory
   • you see that relationship tag don't act like you don't
   • Past Sexual Assault
   • Non Explicit
   • perhaps a few suicide attempts but none of them work
   • Self Harm
   • in a couple different ways
   • Disordered Eating
   • insomnia and other sleep disorders
   • a few brief moments of hallucinations
   • self worth issues
   • opioid abuse and it's consequences
   • Memory Loss
   • Trauma
   • just getting the generic tags out of the way
   • yet another AU of an AU
   • this time with a different timeline of events for the boys
   • it doesn't end with Shepard this time
   • insoms comedy hour in the tags lets go
   • dropped the soap
   • a fresh start but in the comically worst way possible
   • a series of deeply unfortunate events but only one orphan
   • its ghost. he's the orphan
   • the intricacies of doing what's right for someone even when it makes your tummy hurt
   • pack on pack violence
   • using soaps memory like silly putty
   • just slapping it down on things and seeing what it picks up
   • some pre 141 soap lore as a treat
   • requited longing its just that one of them has amnesia and the other is ghost
   • soaps size eleven boots/his own mouth
   • very hand wavy on actual medical elements this time
   • coma be gone spray coming to an ER near you soon
   • plot twists and shit honestly you know why you're here
   • you know what you are and so do we
   • Graphic Violence
   • obviously
   • prices no good very bad mrs frizzle field trip to London and it's consequences the fic
   • hey kids look we're inside soaps skull

   Summary

   This is an RP style series between RandomWordsAndStormyDays and InsomniaMemoirs. As such it switches between character POVs regularly. This is also very much a "Dead Dove, Do Not Eat" style work. There will be some pretty heavy themes and explicit sexual content. The total fic comes in at around 400,000 words and is complete. It will be broken into 7 works, which will be posted at a semi-consistent pace.

   THE CANON PORTION OF THIS STORY IS COMPLETED. However the series is not marked as completed because we are adding more "what if this had happened instead" works.

   So, if you're looking for something "complete" then read parts 1-7 and you've hit the "canon" ending for Soldier's Eyes. Anything after Part 7 is not considered to be "canon" to the Soldier's Eyes universe and instead falls under the idea of "an AU of the AU".

   EDIT 22 JAN 24: Slowly Insom and I have been adding POV breaks to the original series, we know that the sudden POV changes were a barrier for some and we finally have started to go back and add those in. So far all parts except for Part 11 have been updated.

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   Works:

   14

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   07 Nov 2025

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   i survived the initial crash (but was smothered by the airbag) by poorcirculation

   Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   21 May 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • John "Soap" MacTavish/Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • John Price/Simon “Ghost” Riley (one-sided)
   • Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • John "Soap" MacTavish
   • John Price (Call of Duty)
   • Gary "Roach" Sanderson
   • Rape Aftermath
   • Non-Graphic Rape/Non-Con
   • Captain John "Soap" MacTavish
   • Betrayal
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Unreliable Narrator
   • Game: Call of Duty: Modern Warfare 2 (2009)

   Summary

   Something happened on the mission.
   Ghost won't speak about it. Price won't stop thinking about it.
   MacTavish only knows one thing: someone he loves is falling apart, and someone he trusts is lying to his face.

   (or: Ghost is hurt. MacTavish will stop at nothing to figure out what happened.)

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   7,129

   Chapters:

   1/1

   Comments:

   44

   Kudos:

   410

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   07 Nov 2025

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   the captain's gag gift (gone wrong) (gone sexual) by lou__1

   Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   17 Aug 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • John "Soap" MacTavish/Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • John "Soap" MacTavish
   • Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Game: Call of Duty: Modern Warfare 2 (2009)
   • magic sex toy
   • Sex Toys
   • Dubious Consent
   • as in ghost doesn't know who's fucking him (at first)
   • Sexual Overstimulation
   • Anal Sex
   • Multiple Orgasms
   • Masturbation
   • Top John "Soap" MacTavish
   • Bottom Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Double Penetration in One Hole
   • (Magical)

   Summary

   Captain MacTavish works much too hard. He needs to take some time off, some stress relief, the team decides. And what better way to relieve stress than to get off.

   Riley takes it upon himself to gift him a sex toy. As a joke, of course.

   It stops being a joke when the sex toy turns out to have some unforeseen properties.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   12,208

   Chapters:

   1/1

   Comments:

   28

   Kudos:

   789

   Bookmarks:

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   06 Nov 2025

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   At Ease, Doctor by a_bit_of_laurie

   Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   29 Oct 2025

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Jack Abbot/Michael "Robby" Robinavitch
   • Jack Abbot (The Pitt)
   • Michael "Robby" Robinavitch
   • Dana Evans
   • Frank Langdon
   • Heather Collins
   • Fake/Pretend Relationship
   • Jack Abbot is Down Bad (The Pitt)
   • Amputee Jack Abbot (The Pitt)
   • Michael "Robby" Robinavitch is Down Bad
   • There Was Only One Bed
   • Eventual Smut
   • Slow Burn
   • Miscommunication
   • Michael "Robby" Robinavitch is oblivious
   • Dana Evans Knows Everything
   • Post-Rehab Frank Langdon
   • Nosey med students
   • hospital betting
   • Michael "Robby" Robinavitch Has PTSD
   • Author is not a doctor
   • First Kiss
   • Accidental First Kiss
   • Kind of...
   • Panic Attacks
   • Drunken Shenanigans
   • Top Jack Abbot (The Pitt)
   • Bottom Michael "Robby" Robinavitch
   • Anal Fingering
   • Anal Sex
   • Riding
   • Love Confessions
   • First Time

   Summary

   When Jack gets a letter in the mail inviting him to the American Veterans Ball, he stresses out about going alone and decides the best course of action is to ask Robby to go as his plus one and pretend to be a couple. Robby struggles to keep his pining a secret as he agrees to be stuck in D.C. with his best friend for an entire weekend.

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   English

   Words:

   24,071

   Chapters:

   7/7

   Comments:

   60

   Kudos:

   517

   Bookmarks:

   86

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   02 Nov 2025

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   father, son, holy ghost by jehoney for jaymustdie

   Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M, Multi
   • Complete Work

   29 Oct 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Jack Abbot/Michael "Robby" Robinavitch
   • Michael "Robby" Robinavitch/Dennis Whitaker
   • Jack Abbot/Dennis Whitaker
   • Jack Abbot/Michael "Robby" Robinavitch/Dennis Whitaker
   • Trinity Santos & Dennis Whitaker
   • Dennis Whitaker
   • Michael "Robby" Robinavitch
   • Jack Abbot (The Pitt)
   • Trinity Santos
   • Religious Imagery & Symbolism
   • Age Difference
   • Workplace Relationship
   • Power Imbalance
   • Established Relationship
   • Explicit Sexual Content
   • porn with actually a shitload of plot
   • sorry - Freeform
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Daddy Kink
   • Daddy Issues
   • Found Family
   • if the found family is your two bosses who you call daddy in bed
   • Religious Guilt
   • Homophobia
   • Unhealthy Relationships
   • Rough Sex
   • Character Study
   • Oral Sex
   • Canon Disabled Character
   • jack and robby are not particularly good people
   • dennis does not make particularly good decisions
   • so they are perfect for each other
   • Recreational Drug Use
   • i think santos smokes the old bud
   • Anal Sex
   • Threesome - M/M/M
   • Domestic
   • robby is kind of a dick i can't lie
   • listen. i don't think robby's in a fit state to fuck Anyone
   • let alone mr wet eyed god fearing whitaker
   • Therapy
   • Jack Abbot is Down Bad (The Pitt)
   • love that that is a tag
   • Theology
   • Domestic Fluff
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort

   Summary

   everyone wants a father figure, and the more time dennis spends in the pitt, the further he feels from god. he hasn’t called his family in weeks. it only makes sense that he starts worshipping dr michael robinavitch instead.

   or

   robby, dennis & jack work their shit out on each other

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   32,087

   Chapters:

   6/6

   Comments:

   471

   Kudos:

   3,452

   Bookmarks:

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   02 Nov 2025