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    "You jealous Hollander? You wish it was your pussy I was fingering at the bar?"

    "I don't have a-"

    "No. You have something better." Ilya reaches down, cups Shane through his pants, feels him throb. "Tight little hole that's been trained to take my cock."

    The Club scene broke me and I need to make it right.

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    24 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 12

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    Shane really, really, likes the feeling of being used. Ilya has to soul search about it.

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    24 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 11

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    Fifteen years after their still single fathers retired, Clayton Hollander and Evan Rozanov meet at hockey camp and discover they have a lot more in common than hockey and looks.

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    23 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 22

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    “I think I am retiring,” Ilya mutters, more to himself than to Shane.

    Shane jumps, no longer tired, and nearly knocks his head against Ilya’s. “From fucking me?”

    “Shane, moya lyubov, no. Never. I will be on my deathbed still fucking you. I will die inside you.”

    Shane’s nose crinkles. “Maybe we don’t make that a reality.”

    “What are you saying? You will not want my old, dying dick? What kind of husband are you!”

    “That’s not—“ Shane shakes his head. “Don’t distract me. What are you retiring from?”

    “I fuck you so good, your brain no longer works?” Ilya chirps, gently rapping his knuckles against Shane’s head. “Hockey, Shane. I am retiring from hockey.”

    Shane closes his eyes and drops his voice, “I’m not ready. Not yet.”

    “I know, sweetheart. I am not asking you to retire with me. Never. You play for as long as you want, and I become sexiest WAG in history.”

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    Shane grapples with finding the right time to retire, and Ilya supports him every step of the way.

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    23 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 76

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    After Shane's plan to come out to Ilya in Tampa falls through, the pair have a falling out. There is no cottage. Instead, Ilya is forced to wait and see Shane at a charity event being held in New York. Ilya hopes that, after a miserable summer apart, he and Shane can reconcile.

    There's just one problem.

    Jordan Bragg, a forward for the New York Admirals, has also come out as gay. Stunningly handsome, funny, and just what a heartbroken Hollander needs, Jordan makes it clear that Ilya Rozanov isn't the only one after the Metro's star centre.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    “There is one more thing. Given the nature of your fall and the force of impact, we ran a full battery of blood tests to check for any internal issues. Everything looks normal, except for one result that… stood out.”

    Shane’s stomach tightened. Stood out?

    “Given your secondary gender presentation and hormone levels, we also ran a standard pregnancy panel,” she said, her words measured and clear. “And the test came back positive."

    For a moment, the words didn’t land. They floated in the air like dust in the sunlight.

    Positive.

    Pregnancy panel.

    Then, all at once, they crashed into him.

     

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    Shane Hollander discovers he is pregnant while at the hospital after getting hit in the ice by Marleau in a Boston vs. Montreal Match and after inviting Ilya Rozanov to his cottage.

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    23 Feb 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 49

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    “Did you just tell a customer their outfit was structurally unsound?”

    “It was.”

    If you ask Shane Hollander, he'll tell you the bar's highball glasses are committing a war crime against sparkling water, your outfit has at least three structural flaws, and no, he is NOT blushing, it's just warm in here, and no, he was NOT staring at the new bartender through the gap in the ficus leaves, he was RESTING HIS EYES, and also, for the record, he doesn't care that the bartender has hazel eyes the color of warm stone in late-afternoon light or that his hands can untangle Shane's knotted fingers like they were made for exactly that purpose. He's a particularly opinionated artist with a sunset to paint. He doesn't have time for this. (He makes so much time for this.)

    A neurodivergent artist with the social grace of a startled deer + a bartender with the patience of a saint + a best friend who lives for drama = a love story told in fumbled words, shared sunsets, and the quiet understanding that sometimes the most profound conversations happen without speaking a word.

    Or: Shane Hollander has zero filter, zero social skills, and is definitely in love with the new bartender his mother hired for their family bar

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    23 Feb 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 92

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    It is Sunday afternoon when Shane’s label maker goes missing.

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    23 Feb 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 9

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    “Jesus christ!” he exclaims, resting a hand on Ilya’s lower stomach to steady himself, while the latter just starts grinning at him, laughing silently.

    “She is teenager. You raised her” he nods at Shane, a knowing look in his eyes.

    “You raised her too, asshole. I definitely didn’t tell Alahna to blast music at the crack of dawn.”

    ———

    Or: Shane is horny but they get interrupted

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    23 Feb 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 30

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    Viktor marched down Ilya’s chest and sat.

    Just sat.

    Like a king on a throne.

    Ilya looked at the ceiling. “You have dog. You have husband. Why do you need cat.”

    Shane, traitor that he was, reached over and scratched Viktor’s chin.

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    OR Shane adopts a kitten, Ilya declares it his new archenemy

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    23 Feb 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 44

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    Shane Hollander was finally, officially, a Special Agent in the FBI. It wasn’t a surprise that he’d been assigned to the Cyber Division. What he didn’t expect was a massive cyberattack on the Department of Energy on his first day. With the suspected origins in Russia, the case requires a bit of inter-departmental cooperation.

    Enter CIA Agent Ilya Rozanov.

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    23 Feb 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 41

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    “We should do it sometime.”

    “Do what?”

    “Like…it. On camera.”

    Ilya’s eyebrows shot into his hair.

    “You want me to fuck you for my channel?”

    Or, Ilya is on OnlyFans and his husband is a (not so) secret exhibitionist.

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    23 Feb 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 6

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    Ilya is working for the Russia mob, trying to clear a hefty debt that isn’t even his own. He struggles as he sinks deeper into the lifestyle that he swore he’d never belong to. Meanwhile, Shane is leaving an abusive relationship, searching for stability. The last person he should be associating himself with is Ilya, but he can’t seem to avoid him, especially since he's just started a new job as a spy.

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    23 Feb 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 9

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    Ilya leaned back against the headboard, eyes on the ceiling. Attraction was dangerous. It clouded judgment, created attachments, left openings for mistakes. He had been trained to compartmentalize: duty first, always. Emotions were liabilities and yet…
    The image of Shane spotting him—close enough to feel the heat off his body, voice steady and low—lingered. The casual strength in his hands when he’d yanked the pin free. The way he’d said “good form” like it mattered, like Ilya mattered in that moment.
    Ilya exhaled slowly, forcing the thoughts down. He was here for a mission, not a life. Whatever briefing came next would demand focus. Shane Hollander was a variable, nothing more. A ticket to a hockey game. A potential networking opportunity if the target turned out to be a fan. That was all.

    Or: Ilya Rozanov is a sleeper agent for Russia and all is well until Shane Hollander enters his life. Now Ilya must choose whether serving his country is worth a life of solitude.

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    23 Feb 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 38

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    During their time at the cottage, Ilya opens up to Shane about his dad. Later, Ilya gets the chance to have one-to-one conversations with both David and Yuna.

    Meanwhile, Shane is relieved that his family have been so accepting.

    ~

    Missing scenes based on/set around Season 1, Episode 6

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    23 Feb 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 19

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    After needing jaw surgery following a game injury, Shane receives a flirty message on his phone. Does the very handsome dental surgeon who took care of him want to know him better? Shane has to ask him.

    Reader, he was wrong about half of the story.

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    23 Feb 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 59

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    "It would be kind of hot if we… pretended." Shane shrugged, glad that he had to keep his eyes on the road to avoid looking at Ilya's reaction.

    "Tell me more." Was all Ilya said, but Shane caught a whiff of something in the air: arousal.

    "I know we both agreed we'd rather be with each other rather than with any omega out there, but sometimes I wonder what it would be like."

    "To be an omega?"

    "To be fucked like an omega." Shane was blushing, and Ilya reached over to caress his freckled cheek with his thumb.

    "So you want me to pretend you're an omega and fuck you so good you actually believe you're one?" Ilya said and the blush on Shane's cheek grew darker as his fantasy was described perfectly.

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    OR Ilya fucks Shane so good he actually turns into an omega.

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    23 Feb 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 27

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    “What is it like for - for the other person?” Shane asks, swallowing dryly. He knows Ilya can probably tell that he’s going from anxious to turned on.

    Ilya moves his hand up a little, so he’s touching Shane’s forearm lightly. “Well, people say it makes them feel very needy. Very open. Like, have to be filled. Begging more. Then, like you are being used. Less of a person and more of a thing for sex.”

    Shane can feel himself starting to get hard. “Huh,” he says. “Well, I mean, we could keep them, I guess. You know, just in case.”

    -

    Shane finds poppers in Ilya's bedside table. Things escalate from there.

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    22 Feb 2026

  19. Public Bookmark *

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    Shane Hollander has a secret boyfriend, and it’s not Ilya Rozanov. That’s for the best, though, because Shane’s boyfriend is absolutely perfect on paper. He’s also completely on board with the need to keep their relationship out of the press to avoid ruffling any feathers at the MHL commissioner’s office.

    There’s only one problem with Shane’s boyfriend. He’s not Ilya Rozanov.

    (Canon divergence where Ilya and Shane do separate photo shoots pre-rookie season and never hook up. Somehow. So then Shane has a “normal” dating life.)

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    22 Feb 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 26

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    Shane and Hayden have been together for 2 years and things are going great. Or, as great as it can be going between two men who have the same boring routine every single day. But when Shane gets a new personal trainer at the gym, sparks fly and questionable choices are made.

    [Please read tags. Just like my other fic (The Love Triangle) this is gonna be messy and awful so read with caution and know what you’re getting into before you read it]

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    22 Feb 2026

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