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    “I think maybe Pepa's setting you up with the wrong people,” Buck blurts out.

    “I did like him, he just–”

    “I mean–” Buck huffs, and then he really gets going, “he’s basically just some–some emotionally unavailable douche who dragged you all the way out to Studio City fully intending to ditch you until he realized he had a chance to get in your pants, which–where, in some restroom? And don’t even get me started on–like, you said you sucked his dick, but what about you? Did he even get you off? That doesn’t sound very considerate! Frankly, he sounds like a terrible guy, and you should let me set you up with someone!”

    Eddie’s brain isn’t going remotely as fast as Buck’s, because he’s still slowly making his way from his first thought (did I ever tell him I was meeting Matt in Studio City?) to his second one (has he been thinking about if and how I got off this whole time?) when Buck says that last part, and then it takes another moment to sink in. He blinks at the table. He blinks at Buck. “I’m sorry, what was that?”

    Or: Eddie comes out, Pepa takes the initiative, and Buck follows her lead.

     

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    16 Apr 2026

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    Getting weird about orgasms.

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    15 Apr 2026

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    Here is what everyone thinks of you. It’s exactly what you feared. It might actually be worse.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    [Tweet from @EliotFreeman]
    Ilya Rozanov at his first #Cens practice, being asked why he chose to move from Boston to Ottawa: “To be closer to my gay lover, Shane Hollander.”

    [Tweet from @letsgetdrilled]
    oh great another player who thinks being gay is a joke #ilyarozanovisoverparty

    No one thinks Ilya's answer is serious. Twitter reacts accordingly.

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    20 Feb 2026

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    Ilya doesn’t think much of his own impulses. He goes to a bar, he finds a pretty girl, he has sex. He catches Sasha’s eye from across the locker room, and then they’re in the same toilet stall, noises bitten away before they become dangerous. Svetlana invites him over when her father is away, and he kisses her on top of her quilted bedspread, hard from the feel of her under his hands and, a little bit, from the anticipation of the beating he’ll get if the Minister walks in on him. She scratches her fingers through his hair afterwards and he traces letters into the skin above her knee.

    So when he gets the impulse to buy Hollander flowers, he doesn’t hesitate. Maybe it’s because Hollander is so cute with his little freckles. Maybe because he gets irritated so easily, that flush spilling down his collarbones to his chest. Maybe Ilya just wants to reward him for opening the door after that CCM shoot, or for letting Ilya suck his dick after the All-Stars even with Scott Hunter next door.

    OR: 5 times Ilya got Shane flowers, and 1 time Shane got Ilya flowers

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    15 Feb 2026

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    Ilya’s lips purse, and he gets that look on his face that means he’s about to say something terrible.

    “You are waiting for me to give you chocolate?” he asks, one of his eyebrows even more arched than usual. There it is.

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    In which the Boston Raiders are playing the Montreal Metros on February 15th, and it's totally normal for Shane to spend Valentine's Day with his very casual situationship.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    “Shane Hollander’s having a big gay wedding.”
    Ilya’s ball rocketed sideways into the woods with a crack like a rifle shot; somewhere in the trees, a goose honked in outrage.
    “Jesus Christ,” Tyler said.
    “Wow,” Marly said. “That was…what the fuck was that, Roz?”
    Ilya was gripping the club so hard his knuckles had gone white. “Bad swing.”
    “That wasn’t a bad swing, that was like a physics-defying swing. I didn’t know you could make a ball go in that direction. You okay?”
    “Fine.” Hollander was getting married. Getting gay married. Who the fuck was Hollander marrying? He wasn’t even… Ilya cleared his throat, shoved his biggest club back in the bag, noted distantly that his hands were shaking. “Hollander is gay?”

    OR: Ten years after the Tampa Bay All-Star Game, Ilya Rozanov crashes Shane Hollander's wedding

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    11 Feb 2026

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    Mystery Work

    Part of underconstruction_ma
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    21 Jan 2026

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    Your dad is not behind blue eyes anymore, and yet you never got to say goodbye, mourn him. It’s not like you can bury a body someone is still walking around in.

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    20 Jan 2026

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    MLH Tracker @MLHTracker
    rozanov81 (Ilya Rozanov) started following 3 and unfollowed 0:

    ✅ montrealmetros (The Montreal Metros)
    ✅ shanehollanderofficial (Shane Hollander)
    ✅ metrosworst (Worst Metros Plays)
    ⏎ 55 ⟳ 39 ♡ 732

    rozanov defender @gremlinroz
    ... alright who told ilya about the mlh tracker
    ⏎ 0 ⟳ 10 ♡ 63

    lea @rozanovsss
    getting ready for the game on thursday i see... masterful trolling
    ⏎ 5 ⟳ 1 ♡ 37

    The history of Hollanov, primarily as seen through the MLH Tracker on Twitter.

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    13 Jan 2026

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    “Should call you the Ottawa Puppies,” says the Toronto centre, Svensson. As an insult it makes no sense, so Ilya ignores it, until he continues, “Hear Hollander keeps you on a short leash.”

    Ilya is the captain, so if anything, he should be holding the leash. In English, you can be singular or plural, but he knows what Svensson is trying to say. He is saying Ilya Rozanov, you are Hollander’s bitch.

    “Only sometimes,” Ilya replies, grinning. He wins the face off.

    OR: Ilya trains himself to be a very, very good guard dog for Shane.

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    • Part 1 of Dog
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    08 Jan 2026

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    CAN YOU STOP IT?

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    28 Dec 2025

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    A Curse of Obedience is cast on Dean. Dean finds himself forced to obey every “order” given to him (very literally). Worse, the witch made sure that he can’t even tip off Sam or Cas with what’s going on. Will either of them figure it out? Or will Dean be stuck doing what they say (even if it isn’t what they mean)?

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    20 Nov 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 49

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    When Buck stumbles into a new kink, Eddie notices and indulges him.

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    20 Nov 2025

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    “So,” says Buck, pulling away from Eddie’s mouth. “I’m living in your house.”

    “You are."

    “Do you think— I mean, I should do something, right? To show my, uh. Appreciation.”

    Eddie squints at him.

    “Is this a bit?” he says.

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    19 Nov 2025

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    After they defeat Chuck, Dean knows something is wrong, but he doesn't quite know what to do about it.

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    19 Nov 2025

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    "We were also concerned about possible organ damage, particularly since you only have one kidney, but your ribs took the brunt of the impact," the doctor tells him. "We'll know more when the swelling from the penetrating wound goes down."

    Ha, Buck thinks. Penetrating.

    "Wait," Eddie says. "That's not right. Buck has both his kidneys."

    The doctor consults the chart again, her eyebrows drawing together. “I’m sorry, Mr Buckley, is there an error in your medical history? I have it right here that you only have your right kidney, is that correct?"

    "Ye-es," Buck says. He can feel Eddie’s gaze on the side of his face and studiously avoids it.

    "What?" Eddie says. "How did I not know this? When did you lose a kidney, was this when you were a kid?"

    "Uh..." Buck says. "Aha. Last year."

    Eddie's face shifts from perplexed to horrified to thunderous all within about two seconds. It would be funny to see his stoicism so rattled under different circumstances. "When I was in Texas?"
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    Buck is determined not to fall back on old coping mechanisms after Eddie leaves for Texas. So he invents a new one: organ donation.

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    04 Nov 2025

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    Eddie’s been keeping his mouth shut since he got back from Texas and Buck decided he needed to start dating again, men and women this time. Every week Buck has a new date in the diary and every week he comes home and doesn’t seem all that happy about it. Occasionally he gets back late, Eddie lying awake in bed listening to the shower come on before Buck sheepishly slips in beside him. Sometimes he doesn’t even do that, sleeping on the couch, even grumpier come morning because it’s hell on his back. Once or twice Eddie's asked him how things went, mostly to be polite, but he doesn't want to hear about it, not really.

    So, Buck's dating and he’s sleeping with some of them and none of it appears to be all that fulfilling.

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    19 Oct 2025

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    Eddie knew roughly what he had going on was larger than average, but he had never concerned himself with that. Never bragged about it, maybe blushed once or twice the first time someone new saw it and said something. But it didn’t mean anything, surely they all said that. It wasn’t like he had taken a tape measure to it or measured it up mentally to other guys in the locker room.
    Just sometimes he made a mental note if he did catch a glimpse.
    To put it plainly, Eddie never thought he’d have such a hang up on having a big dick or being with a partner who also had a big dick.
    That was until the first time he got Buck on his back.
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    Or, the hung4hung files

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    20 Sep 2025

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    “Were you, uh, dreaming just now?”

    Eddie clears his throat.

    “Yeah,” he lies, because what is he supposed to say? The truth? He pushes himself up, still keeping himself angled away, scrubbing his palm down his face. “Yeah, I think I was.”

    At the very least, it isn’t broad daylight, so his cheeks won’t betray how goddamn hot his face is. He looks over at Buck; the dashboard of the Jeep and the moon in the sky cast a soft glow on his features.

    With a sidelong look, a sly little smile pulls at Buck’s lips. “Sounded like it mighta been a good one,” he teases, wagging his eyebrows.

     

    Halfway through their drive from El Paso to LA, Buck gives Eddie permission to let go.

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    17 Sep 2025

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