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~I couldn’t even begin to describe the feeling I can’t shake from deep inside my heart. My soul longs for yours. My heart aches with every beat, knowing you are not mine. My ears ring as I ponder what it would feel like to have your lips against mine. I sit and contemplate every way I could tell you that I love you. Because I do. I love you, Sirius Black.~
-*Updates Every Wednesday*- Finished.
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- Part 1 of Ricky Jamaraz
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05 Oct 2026
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Stay with me, our souls yearn for your place next to mine. by Toothintheeyesurgery
Fandoms: Lord of the Flies - William Golding
07 Apr 2026
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Simon is experiencing his first heat. Since Jack hasn't seen him outside at all today, he visits. Tooth-rotting fluff and yearning ensues.
(THIS IS NOT SMUT, THIS IS NOT SMUT, THIS IS NOT SMUT. I CANNOT EMPHASIZE THAT ENOUGH.)
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03 Oct 2026
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Sesonal depression has hit once again.
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03 Oct 2026
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The Incredible Rumbly Grumbly of My Insecurity by appleslicecider (hazelnutapples)
Fandoms: Lord of the Flies - William Golding
05 Feb 2026
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These days, Jack Merridew does not eat.
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- Part 1 of so much (for) stardust
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01 Oct 2026
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Gay Is Not A Synonym For Jack Merridew by appleslicecider (hazelnutapples)
Fandoms: Lord of the Flies - William Golding
09 Apr 2026
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(Or Simon, For That Matter.)
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5 times Simon stalked Jack, 1 time Jack noticed.Series
- Part 6 of so much (for) stardust
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30 Sep 2026
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Jack and Simon are both choir, but one is popular and one is ‘batty’. What good could come from that? When Christmas comes around, the boys leave and Jack changes, maybe thats for the best for both him and Simon….
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29 Sep 2026
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a short Jimon fic! For context, in this fic the boys look like how they do in the BBC production of LOTF, not book accurate. And they are aged up in this too, about 16.
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27 Sep 2026
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Simon faints again during practice. The worst thing happens next: his personal diary ends up in the hands of the headboy. Now Jack Merridew knows everything.
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24 Sep 2026
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What do you do with a loving feeling if they only love you when you're all alone. by orphan_account
Fandoms: Lord of the Flies - William Golding
14 Feb 2026
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as they grew older, hormones were undeniable. Jack, being the oldest, was no different. He had taken a liking to the youngest of the older kids, after all, they knew each other best, didn't they?
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Three of us sleep next to three others. by SyndiFANGZ
Fandoms: Lord of the Flies - William Golding
05 Mar 2023
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We get to see how Jack is handling the fact he killed his lover
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24 Sep 2026
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now you hang from my lips, like the gardens of Babylon by hopelesslydevotedd
Fandoms: Lord of the Flies (TV 2026), Lord of the Flies - William Golding
05 Oct 2026
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when Simon agrees to tutor Jack in English Literature, they find more than they could have ever hoped for.
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falling in love (the gentle way).
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and then i go and spoil it all by saying something stupid by riverdarko
Fandoms: Stand By Me (1986)
23 Feb 2025
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And so Chris would smile and wave at me through the fly-screen door of my house and then head back home, back to the beer bottles and the silver rings.
Gordie and Chris, through the years.
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23 Sep 2026
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It’s not a happy ending - November Rain, Guns N’ Roses
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Today was an ordinary Wednesday, nothing special was happening. The clouded skies of the morning had barely parted since he entered the classroom early this morning
he could tell the weather had started to warm up, well, barely..
spring was soon approaching, it was undoubtedly, Simon's favorite time of the year.
He stared out the window in a daze about something.. someone...?simon admiring/gay over roger for like 2 years prior
rogers js weird and obsessed over this lil gay boy
SCHOOL PROJECT FINAL
FORCED PROXIMITY
SUMMER IS SOON. -
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Gordie trusts Chris to take his virginity
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22 Sep 2026
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The Plant of Humiliation by Lizzyizzy1212
Fandoms: Lord of the Flies - William Golding, Lord of the Flies (TV 2026), Lord of the Flies (1963), Lord of the Flies (1990)
02 Sep 2026
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-- Jack Merridew is a top of the charts student who grows close to Simon Cambourne, an odd boy who just never seems to do things right. Many others would never see them as a match, but what do the two boys see each other as? -- -- unfinished--
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When a new survey line goes through the pen of the rabbit that Gordie and Chris share, too much arguing over rights makes them lose sight of their responsibilities - to look after Rabbit.
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- Part 42 of Januwary 2026
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21 Sep 2026
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By this time Chris’s lip always split at the same spot, above his lower left canine.
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21 Sep 2026
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Gordie has a seemingly prophetic nightmare of Chris' death the night before finding Ray Brower.
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21 Sep 2026
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“There’s something I need to tell you.” Chris calmly stated. Lachance looked up expectantly.
“I’m getting out of here. I’m graduating and then I’m gone.” The boy began.
“Chris I-“
“I want you to come with me. I need you there. You don’t have to decide right now but you need to know that I’m leaving, and I want you there.”-OR-
Chris has to leave but there’s no way Gordie isn’t coming with him.
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21 Sep 2026
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"I forgot what it's like when nobody's around" by neighborgirl325
Fandoms: Lord of the Flies - William Golding, Lord of the Flies (TV 2026)
05 Sep 2026
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This is my first fic in this fandom. I have been part of the Lord of the flies fandom for a while now so i decided to finally write a fic. I wrote this a while ago but haven't found time to post it. Feedback is much appreciated!
Takes place after the Island. Simon is alive. It's their first winter vac after the island and everything is awkward.
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21 Sep 2026