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The Sky Spares No Blessings by Sukunas_Titties
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
23 Oct 2021
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A prequel to "A Good Fuck & What It Leads To" taking place in Toji's youth while still a Zen'in but can be read as standalone.
Very often, the young Toji spends his nights with his uncle, Naobito. This night was much different than others, and lit a fire in Toji
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- Part 2 of A Good Fuck & What It Leads To
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25 Jan 2026
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After the events that occurred back at Skylar's house and Cirrus' sudden absence from school, Skylar is left with many questions and mixed feelings, so one day he ends up paying Cirrus a visit, which doesn't go as expected, as he is once again faced with the cruel reality of Cirrus' family situation.
For sure Cirrus didn't expect to see Skylar, but what he didn't expect more was to learn what true happiness is, to step in a new world of comfort that he never dreamt of getting, to understand what a real family is and that people around him care about him. Just because he had issues at his "home", he had a chance to get another, a new and true home.Bookmarked by Saavi
14 Jan 2026
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Ten-year-old Ash Lynx has to act his heart out, no matter how much it hurts. It’s the only thing he’s good for.
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13 Jan 2026
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safe darkness by planetesimalwords for Honeyvalentine
Fandoms: Banana Fish (Anime & Manga)
12 Nov 2021
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11 Jan 2026
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Finding a Future: Beyond Banana Fish by daisiesandroses123
Fandoms: Banana Fish (Anime & Manga)
21 Mar 2022
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Dead dove: do not eat for trauma, recovery, discussions of abuse etc.
Hoping to make this longer, but so far what I have is a story where Ash survives Lao's attack and he and Eiji begin to build their life together. Essentially, I'm writing beyond the ending because it made me sad and if you wanna read that feel free to! :) it will get intense and as CSA survivor myself I don't intend to parse words about the aftermath of a trauma like that so it might be a lot to read and triggering so a fair warning for that.
I love and welcome any comments or suggestions on the direction of the story, feedback is always welcome!!
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10 Jan 2026
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Ash comes back home one day, injured. Eiji tries his best to help.
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09 Jan 2026
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An alternative ending where Eiji misses another flight and saves Ash before he’s bleeding out. Since he’s powerless in a wheelchair he has people helping him, of course.
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04 Jan 2026
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apple koi; the story that almost (and we’re here, now we’ll hold on) by orphan_account
Fandoms: Banana Fish (Anime & Manga)
26 Dec 2019
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“A koi fish,” her teacher once read out loud from a well-worn storybook, “means tenacity. Perseverance. It is said that they fight against waterfalls, always swimming against the stream’s current so that when they one day reach the top of those waterfalls, they can shed their scales and become dragons.”
Thunder cracked in the doorway of the Okumura household, and from its light, her brother stood half-drowned in the doorway. Eiji was never the talkative type, but as he let the water drip from the floor into pools on the carpet without saying a word, thunder rumbling in the backdrop of Izumo, she knew that any words would have been choked out of him.
Eiji spared one small smile at her, dropped his suitcase by the shoe cupboard, and walked through the house with squeaking wet shoes. Kaori watched, frowned, and decided not to press.
He didn’t talk much about America.
(Or, a year from the finale, Kaori Okumura watches her brother struggle with the grief of his time in America, and not all is at it seems surrounding Ash Lynx.)
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- Part 1 of Apple Koi
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04 Jan 2026
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He wants to know what it feels like to fly.
He wants to learn how to adapt.Bookmarked by Saavi
18 Dec 2025
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That camera was the horizon. And he was a lynx destined to drown in a sea of men who treated him exactly like this.
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ash relives his camera-related trauma every time he hears his photographer boyfriend take a new picture
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17 Dec 2025
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Few know of Ash Lynx's survival after his near-fatal stabbing outside of the New York Public Library.
Even fewer know of his chronic condition, the information kept secret from all to keep him safe...
It's only after stumbling onto the doorstep of Izumo, Japan, half-delirious and without a plan nor money, that Ash begins to face his new reality: he's alive, he's escaped and, now, he needs help. Help with recovery in more ways than one, and help with this condition that can no longer be hidden. Said help comes in the form of Eiji Okumura.
Because if anyone can save him, it's Eiji. It's always been Eiji.
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- Part 1 of In Japan, We Two, Together
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15 Dec 2025
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Time stopped again.
Ash wanted to close his eyes.
He wanted to close his eyes and wake up at home with Eiji.
Safe and warm and in a world where none of this had happened.
But he couldn’t.
It was real and it was over.
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12 Dec 2025
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Takes place *directly* after Shorter gets shot. Ash is in distress, but Golzine has other plans for him, much to Eijis unliking. They need comfort.
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14 Nov 2025
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Ash curls in on himself at his own thoughts, sliding down against the subway wall until he's curled up on the blanket at his own feet.
"Ash!" Eiji yelps. "Ash, what's wrong? Are you in pain?"
"I'm sorry," Ash sobs. "I don't mean to trick you."
"Ash ... Please understand that I care about you."
"I love you," Ash whispers.
It's silent for a heartbeat.
"Oh!" Eiji says, shock in his voice. "I love you too."
Ash shifts just a little. "No you don't," he explains.
Pain; realization; confession. Love.
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13 Nov 2025
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“And when my mind breaks, will I go back to using my body?”
Ash asked Papa that, once before. He couldn’t remember when anymore. Papa talked sometimes about “before” too, but Ash couldn’t remember that either.
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12 Nov 2025
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first person story about ash lynx and what he had to go through throughout his childhood. extremely explicit and extreme detail, this is your trigger warning for non-con, torture, child exploitation and, extreme sexual abuse.
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07 Nov 2025
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We all know what happened at the end of Banana Fish. But what if it could have happened differently? (Originally published in 2007)
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07 Nov 2025
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Ash Lynx had always hated hotels.
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31 Oct 2025
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Settling down comes with unique struggles, like learning how to use a washing machine, compromising on the amount of natto in the house, and avoiding killing insufferable neighbors.
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- Part 3 of Eight Million Gods
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28 Oct 2025
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Like a frog being stared down by a snake... You become immobilized with fear and dread. With utter panic.
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28 Oct 2025