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  1. Public Bookmark 3

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    gerhard decides to drown his sadness in alcohol, only for it to bite back

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    25 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 6

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    Gerhard finds himself in Dali's clutches for a night, unsure of how he got there and unable to escape his own desires, he lets go of his dignity for just a few hours... or was it a few seconds?

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    25 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 7

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    Dali and Gerhard are in one of their scarce but established reunions, where both bring their kids to get to know each other. The badly contained feelings they both have for the other are stronger than ever, but no one dares to make the first step. Yearning ensues.

    First chapter is Dali's pov. Second one will be Gerhard's.

    it's meant to happen a little before (one month or two) the events of the anime.

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    25 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 16

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    “He hates me. I'm sure of it. So why ... doesn't he say something?”

    Gerhard can't believe Dali doesn't loathe him for his crime. The past eats away at him and between children and old feelings, questions creep back to the surface, ready to be smothered by Dali.

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    25 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 25

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    Although Gerhard is still against the Delico Nursey idea, he at least wants to make sure Dali isn't pushing himself.

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    25 Jul 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 3

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    Gerhard flicks his cigarette, ash catching on the breeze. Dali can feel his hesitation like a physical force, some unvoiced question tensing his shoulders. It’s a split-second decision from there.

    He leans in just as Gerhard opens his mouth. “Don’t you want to get out of here?”

    Limned by the city’s warm glow, Gerhard’s look of surprise is even sweeter than usual.

    The war is over. Slowly but surely, the city fills again - and with it Dali stumbles across someone he hasn't seen in a while.

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    25 Jul 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 38

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    "Miss me?" A ghost of a voice, right by the shell of Yoshiki's ear. Hikaru hangs from his shoulder, arms like a noose around his neck. It's the closest thing to forever.

    Hikaru's dead. Say it three times, ten times, a thousand—it never feels real.

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    22 Jul 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 18

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    Several months after he finds Hikaru’s corpse in the mountains, Yoshiki tries to kill himself.

    (The six months between mountains and summer.)

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    22 Jul 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 17

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    Yoshiki finds Hikaru before he dies.

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    22 Jul 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 41

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    Yoshiki has loved Hikaru for as long as he can remember. He just didn’t realize it until the summer.

    Hikaru keeps doing things: small things, dangerous things that threaten to unravel everything Yoshiki has worked hard to keep together.

    A prequel to the inevitable. To miss someone before they’re gone… that’s how it all began.

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    22 Jul 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 31

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    Back to the roots, where everything started.

    When the seed of friendship anchored itself into the soil,
    before revealing it's growth and then it's flowers,
    so unexpected,
    so beautiful.

    These petals, they do not care for outside perception,
    though they die so easily when neglected.

    But better hide them,
    before anyone sees and blames you for their very nature.

    [HIATUS]

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    22 Jul 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 14

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    The task to find clues regarding the mission in connection with TRUMP should be above all else, Gerhard knows that. But when he is attacked on the way to the nursery, everything changes.

    Gerhard begins to see life through different eyes and remembers his affection for Dali – the man he can't have.

    But is that true? Can't he just make Dali his partner and live with him until death do them part?

    Ready to follow his desire, Gerhard stumbles into a downward spiral leading him straight into the flaming hell called “love”.

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    22 Jul 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 13

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    “It’s a curse.”

    “A curse?”

    “Yes,” Gerhard grit out, “a curse called love.”

    Dali let an amused breath at that. “Gerhard, how can you say something so florid so unabashedly?”

    Because he knew a thing or two about it. Ever since they were fifteen.

    Gerhard realized Dali would be trouble from day one. What he didn't expect was for that trouble to morph into something far worse than loathing over the years.

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    22 Jul 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 53

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    The epiphany comes to Taichi back home in Kanagawa, beneath a cloudless, starry sky, enveloped in the salty sea air by the waterside and surrounded by the sounds of the quiet dock at night, in three distinct phases:

    First, as an abrupt realisation akin to a thunderclap headache.

    Second, as an overwhelming surge of jealousy.

    And finally, as a pang of nauseating guilt.

    Time, Taichi realises, sometimes makes no difference at all.

    It takes him close to two full years after to make his move.

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    20 Jul 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 37

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    Taichi and Touma's future after high school, and how the controversial ending came to be.

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    20 Jul 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 14

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    Taichi shifted his weight from foot to foot. The car rocked gently. A group of boys in blazers boarded at the next stop, talking too loudly about an away game. Futaba looked down at her shoes.

    At the transfer station, they stepped off together. This was where they’d split—his line ran west; hers ran east, toward the art and design campus.

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    College pulls Taichi and Futaba in different directions.
    They still meet, still smile, but it’s not the same.
    Taichi doesn’t know when the feelings changed—just that he thinks about Touma too much.
    It’s not heartbreak, exactly—just something quieter that never quite lets go.

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    just another fic focusing on what happened in the time skip near the end of the manga exploring/explaining how Taichi and Futaba broke up and how he ended up with Touma. this is a SLOW burn it will be a while before things start to heat up, tags get updated as the fic updates

    📅 Updates every Friday 📅

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    20 Jul 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 92

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    Taichi knew things weren't working with Futaba, but God, he didn't want to break up. But as he navigates his world after Futaba, his perspective on his life and the relationships he has changes.

     

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    My take on how we got from being with Futaba at the end of high school to being married to Touma

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    20 Jul 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 52

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    One night, after meeting with Futaba, Taichi crashed at Touma's place.

    Ever since then, Taichi began frequenting his house and hanging out with him on a regular basis, realizing that his feelings for Touma had begun to change, or maybe even resurfaced.

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    20 Jul 2026

  19. Public Bookmark *

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    "Reo Mikage was a monument to his pathological need to be accepted. Failure would mean opening the box he had carefully stuffed with his worst nightmares since he first realized love was always conditional on his perfection.

    But Reo was young, and hubris blooms in those that think they’ve already suffered their due in life.

    He made the mistake of wanting more for himself. He made the mistake of choosing Nagi."

     

    or: reo experiences his worst fears and nagi's as oblivious as ever. shidou makes a friend.

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    11 Jul 2026

  20. Public Bookmark *

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    "I scored a lot. You should reward me."

    Their eyes meet. Nagi's hand is still on Reo's face, now resting gently on his cheek. "I don't know what you want," Reo says awkwardly. He draws back, and Nagi lets his arm fall away. "Is it food?"

    "I can buy my own food," Nagi mumbles.

    "You never had a problem with me buying you food before."

    "Yeah, well..." Nagi hesitates. Reo stops walking, and Nagi stops too, fumbling for Reo's hand. "I have something else that I want now."

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    11 Jul 2026

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