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    Hinata had always had doubts about his abilities, but when his teammates confirm it, he loses faith in volleyball. However, he encounters a Atsumu MIya, a former enemy who helps him recover his hope in volleyball and invites him to join inarizaki. Hinata finds a new family and plans to give Karasuno a wake-up call, or will he be so fed up with them and decides to take a proper revenge?

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    13 Jul 2024

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    He had done it.

    Dazai Osamu was soon to be dead.

     

    Or: Dazai thinks he’s finally succeeded until he doesn’t?

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    27 Jun 2024

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    “Oi, Dazai. We’re here.” Chuuya reached into the car to shake Dazai’s shoulders a bit, rearranging his coat to lay over the man’s back. Dazai swayed and blinked up at him. Whatever painkillers he’d been given had stolen the sharpness from his face. Dazai looked fifteen again, wide-eyed and vulnerable.

    And then he smiled. He smiled and Chuuya’s heart stuttered because it was so fucking real, so small and different from all the painted faces he wore now.

    This was dangerous.

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    26 Jun 2024

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    Wabi Sabi: beauty in imperfection

    When Chuuya moves into a new high school, he finds himself intrigued by the brunette in the wheelchair. Unfortunately for him, being friends with the brunette may not be that simple.

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    02 May 2024

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    Nakahara Chuuya is beautiful.

    He owns a flower shop. He has a deep, sweet voice, a worn-out leather jacket and azure eyes that glisten under the spring sun.

    “Oi, hang on. Are are you hitting on me?”

    “I could be,” Dazai says, putting the pen down. “Am I allowed to hit on you?”

    [Or: Dazai meets a handsome stranger in a park and decides to write his story.]
    Russian translation: here

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    16 Mar 2024

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    He sat up after a moment, scooting closer to Dazai and brushing his hair behind his ear lightly. “Hey, you okay?” he asked, more gently, regretting his harsh words at the sound of Dazai’s fragile tone.

    It was unlike Dazai to be reprimanded and not come up with some stupid insult to fire back at Chuuya, calling him a dog or some bullshit.

    “Can’t sleep.” Dazai mumbled, and Chuuya picked up on the hint of anxiety interwoven in Dazai’s quiet voice.

    Ah, so that was it. Chuuya’s expression softened.

     

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    dazai has insomnia and anxiety, and chuuya wonders when the fuck he turned so soft for his mackeral

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    05 Feb 2024

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    “Start talking, fuckers!” he shouted, voice echoing through the warehouse. It smelled like dirt and dust, but there was a metallic note in the air that made his stomach twist.

    He stopped dead in his tracks.

    Osamu.

    Or, Chuuya saves Dazai from yet another close call. (They save each other).

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    19 Jan 2024

  8. Public Bookmark 68

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    And with it, with a startling clarity, as nothing has ever before, a thought settles into Dazai, deep in his being, deeper that even bones reach –

     I want to keep Chuuya around forever.

    He tells his boyfriend as much and Chuuya, ever so understanding, wraps himself around Dazai’s thin frame, proclaiming, loud and clear, that he has nowhere else to go – even if forever is shorter-lived than either could or wish to imagine.

    Dazai, a boy raised in the hospital, and Chuuya, son of the flower shop's owner, turn their lives around, for better or worse.

    All by falling in love.

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    17 Jan 2024

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    [CHAPTER 107 SPOILERS]

    There's nothing Chuuya can do but wait. Wait and wait and wait, staring at the unidentifiable stains on the wall of this underground clinic far from home. Wait for Dazai's rotten immune system to react to the antibiotics.

    Dazai's chest goes up and down, and that timid movement is all that keeps Chuuya's last thread of sanity intact.

    (The road to recovery is a long one, and it has to start somewhere)

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    20 Dec 2023

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    Oda's car settles to a low rumble as he sits in his driveway, windshield wipers squeaking every now and again as he breathes in the final warmth of cinnamon car freshener. He could ignore the little mound of black sitting on his front porch. Walk right past it, pour himself a nice glass, and relax with a book to the steady rhythm of raindrops on his window. And yet, as he rubs a calloused thumb over the fraying leather of his steering wheel he knows the path he's going to take. Even without Flawless he recognizes that shivering mound so out of place in a sea of white-picket-fences and blooming shrub bushes.

    It's with a sigh that he turns the key in the ignition, shutting off the old beater of a car and returning the neighborhood to its middle-class quiet. Far from the gunshots of the Port, the bustle of the city, and the shrill chime of beggar's cans that ring through Suribachi. Here, in this little slice of suburbia, of normalcy and oaths, of tan coats and coffee shop conversations, a demon somehow found its way.

    Oda smiles at the thought.

     

    Or

    Dazai, Oda, Kouyou, Chuuya, healing what's been broken

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    03 Dec 2023

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    "Oda... before he died, he told me to save the weak. But really... they aren't the only ones that need saving."

    Or, seven times where Dazai is saved, plus one time where he can't be.

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    02 Dec 2023

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    Dazai has naturally blonde hair, the brown/black colour was dyed after an incident with Mori. Nobody knows this. Yet.

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    01 Dec 2023

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    Nakahara Chuuya, one of the most popular kids at his school, always had his eye on the quiet yet mysterious Dazai Osamu who sat at the back of the class. After unexpected circumstances, he finds himself hanging out with him for one long Friday night.

    Faces were slapped, butts were kicked, feelings were shared, tears were shed, people were arrested and houses were broken into. Not necessarily in that order.

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    01 Dec 2023

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    “The Agency dorms are being fumigated,” Dazai explained cheerfully. “So, I offered—Atsushi can stay with us.”

    Or: Atsushi's observations from inside Yokohama's strangest household.

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    01 Nov 2023

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    Since their reconnection, Dazai had been slowly showing bits of himself to Chuuya, and letting him fill in the blanks. It was.... progress from what they had before, in the mafia. It was at least something more than leaving everything unspoken. He didn’t want it to stop.

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    Dazai drops by Chuuya's apartment on his day off, looking for comfort. Chuuya provides and then some.

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    31 Oct 2023

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    Dazai Osamu is currently twenty-two years old.

    Twenty-two years of life. Of meaningless sufferings, of broken promises, of skillful manipulation; he has lived this way for twenty-two years.

    And yet, whenever he thinks back, he doesn't feel that he's ever been at home.

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    I wrote this some time ago and finally decided to publish it. Back then, Episode 11 wasn't out on Bungo Stray Dogs, so this is (so glad to say this) an AU. More angst for the soul <3 (be mindful of the tags here)

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    29 Oct 2023

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    "I thought you fucking liked interrogation. You always lock yourself in the room doing God knows fucking what and come out looking as content as I've ever seen ya."

    A barely-there glint shone in the Demon Prodigy's eye. "Does Chibi want to know?"

    Yes. No. Fuck. Why did Chuuya want to know so fucking bad right now.

    "The hatrack can watch."

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    Chuuya watches the Demon Prodigy interrogate someone.

     

    HEED THE TAGS!! This is very much a heavy gore kink DD work with a splash of breeding kink.

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    22 Oct 2023

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    For all Mori may think of himself as Dazai's mentor and for all that everyone assumes Dazai will listen to Fukuzawa without question, there is one other individual Dazai has more respect for than the both of them combined who's been around as long as Chuuya has. And it is no other than Sensei.

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    15 Oct 2023

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    "Do you love me?"

    Slam. The wine bottle almost cracks against the granite of the kitchen counter. Chuuya looks down, breathing hard, fists clenched and trembling. "Does it matter?" he asks.

    "All these moments, given reason and pattern, mean you love me."

    "...But I don't."

    "But you don't," Dazai agrees.

    (Five times Dazai asks Chuuya if he loves him and one time Chuuya answers.)

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    15 Oct 2023

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    “I’ve never been this close to someone before, and at the same time so far away. I empathize with your outlook on life as endless suffering, but I keep selfishly thinking that if I keep you around long enough I’ll see your pain become less. Perhaps I’m just prolonging the inevitable. Maybe I’m being naïve. Eventually you’ll grow to hate me for what I’ve been doing, because I know you never asked for me to care. I just wish you’d see that dying doesn’t stop suffering and pain; it just pushes it onto someone else. Suicide may seem like a viable solution, but ending your life only ends the opportunity that it will get better.”

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    14 Oct 2023

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