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    cautioninconfidence: !love kaveh
    StreamElements: cautioninconfidence and kaveh are 100% in love paradiAYAYA

    Kaveh has successfully kept his relationship with Alhaitham a secret for three years now, so why has Alhaitham suddenly decided to publicly bring him up and link them together for all to see? Of course, it’s just to make fun of him!

    Now, both on the internet and in real life, Kaveh can’t escape the hold Alhaitham has on him — on his mind, his body, or his heart. But the question is: does he even want to?

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    03 Apr 2025

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    heart is full

  2. Public Bookmark 32

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    One week after Kaveh tries to kill himself, Alhaitham visits him in the hospital.

    “How long have you felt like this?”

    “What?”

    Alhaitham is still standing, and Kaveh almost wants to tell him to sit down already and stop making things awkward! “There are supposed to be signs, but I didn’t—you never,” Alhaitham’s eyes close tightly. “I never saw anything wrong.” Kaveh can’t give him an answer. He’s felt like this since forever; it’s a familiar comfort and weight. “I thought you were okay.”

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    02 Jan 2025

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    “God, this guy is just so annoying,” Kaveh tells Tighnari. “Like, seriously? Why is all of his content about how good he is at making soup? We get it, dude. You can be, like, good at your own thing you know, but you don’t have to publicly announce it to everyone on social media for some likes.”

    “I know exactly what you mean, Kaveh,” Tighnari says.

    “I think it may be more offensive to say that about me while sitting beside me than for me to create the content in the first place,” Al-Haitham says next to him. “But that might just be me.”

    Kaveh eats soup on Instagram. Al-Haitham makes soup on Instagram. Is there anything else you need for a good love story?

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    02 Jan 2025

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    I love gay people and Soup

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    Tighnari’s jaw snaps shut. They both watch in silence as Al-Haitham, ritual worshiper of the daily workplace routine, a transcendently habitual creature set in his ways since the moment he accepted this job offer, reaches thoughtlessly into his desk organizer for a pen and instead comes up with three-quarters of a pastel blue crayon.

    Al-Haitham pauses. He looks down at the crayon in his hand; then, at the document he was about to sign. Next, he casts his gaze across the rest of his desk, where it lands on a sheet of scratch-n-sniff stickers in place of his post-its and a heart-shaped hole punch replacing his stapler. His hand visibly twitches.

    I will get you, he mouths at Kaveh. Then he puts down the crayon and signs the phrase without breaking eye contact, just to be thorough.

    Good luck, moron, Kaveh signs back. Then he blows a kiss.

    Al-Haitham and Kaveh have a totally normal and mature workplace prank war of totally normal and mature proportions.

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    16 Nov 2024

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    Kaveh,

    If you’re reading this, then I am probably dead, although there is a small chance I am in prison instead. To your right, you will find several important documents. I have given you power of attorney and funds for a legal defense, if necessary. My last will and testament is also attached. Essentially, I have left everything to you.

    I love you. Please mourn me for an appropriate period of time, then find a way to be happy.

    - Alhaitham

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    28 Oct 2024

  6. Public Bookmark 66

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    Perhaps it is the rarity of his smiles that makes Kaveh want to chase them, keep the memory of them in his pocket for safekeeping. And of course, the urge to be near him is only to feel the warmth of humanity on his skin, to experience the life he once only had the privilege of seeing from a bird’s eye view. Warmth only washes over his weary heart at the sight of their keys entangled together because of its novelty, the image of mundanity and domesticity it suggests.

    “Watch a movie with me,” he says, because he only has so long to be human. “Come on,” he adds when Al-Haitham looks up at him over his book, because despite how infuriating he can be sometimes, Al-Haitham’s witty remarks and petty comments make Kaveh feel just a little more alive.

     

    In which Kaveh, a cupid, is burdened with the task of finding Al-Haitham someone to fall in love with. This proves to be exceedingly difficult, but only because Kaveh is looking in all the wrong places.

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    31 Aug 2024

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    “Will you allow me to ask you something selfish?” he asks quietly. “Don’t marry her.”

    Kaveh sucks in a deep breath. “You don’t understand, Al-Haitham, I—”

    “Marry me instead,” Al-Haitham says.

    In which Al-Haitham is the rich and polished bachelor of the town, Kaveh is an architect down on his luck, and all Al-Haitham wants is to make Kaveh his friend.

    Really.

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    21 Jul 2024

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    meltsin a puddle

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    Childe does not realise how deep his wounds are until it is too late.

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    16 Jun 2024

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    The toddler began to cry, and then he started to cough from trying to cry too hard, snot dripping down his face. Another adult came hurrying over to help him to his feet before they went inside to head, presumably, to the nurse’s office.

    Loud, chaotic, dirty. Everything that went against Al-Haitham’s standards.

    “Working here as what?” Kaveh blinked. “Like admin or something? That’s probably quiet and far enough from kids for you. Though—”

    “No,” interrupted Al-Haitham. “I don’t.”

    After getting fired from a prestigious architecture firm, Kaveh moves back to his hometown to raise his five-year-old brother only to find that an old college "acquaintance" is his little brother's kindergarten teacher.

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    25 Apr 2024

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    I exploded all over the lawn suddenly the sky seemed so bright and the world is a kind and beautiful place

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    “Though I suppose I shouldn’t be surprised,” says Kaveh. He straightens up, feels something in his jaw click. “He’s always been normal, hasn’t he? I’m the abnormal one. I’m the one who’s always at fault. I’m the reason we broke up.”

    The silence that follows confuses him for a moment, and then the shocked expressions mirrored from Tighnari’s face to Nilou’s bring Kaveh crashing unceremoniously down to reality.

    “Oh,” he says. His friends are still staring at him. “Right, yeah. Al-Haitham and I broke up.”

    After four years of dating, Kaveh and Al-Haitham break up.

    Obviously, Kaveh is fine about it.

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    05 Apr 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    why are my two favourite hkvh authors posting so many breakup stories what timeline am I on Im giving everyone a smooch on the forehead

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    Al-Haitham’s gaze remains affixed to the wall, so he doesn’t have to look Tighnari in the eye. “I've come to be possessed by a vengeful demon spirit.”

    “We figured that was just your personality,” Cyno interjects before Tighnari can intervene.

    King Deshret has unfinished business. He's about to make it everyone's problem.

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    05 Apr 2024

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    In the grand old nation of Sumeru, home to some of the most brilliant people to walk the plains of Teyvat, Al-Haitham comes up with a new theory: the entire concept of an “economy” is a joke.

    Case in point: Kaveh is living in Al-Haitham’s house… because he got scammed of his money.

    Obviously, there has to be a solution to this. And Al-Haitham has the answer.

    Al-Haitham asks Kaveh to marry him. Just for the tax benefits, of course.

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    05 Apr 2024

  13. Public Bookmark 89

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    “I’ll always want to be your friend, Kaveh,” he says quietly.

    “You’re not supposed to be in love with your friends, Al-Haitham,” Kaveh says.

    Privately, in the quiet recesses of his mind, Al-Haitham had always figured that if he and Kaveh were to break up, then the world would end.

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    01 Apr 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this is not a funny April fools joke kaveh they are like blocks of stamps I'm knocking them together and pushing ink into them

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    Alhaitham is hit by a magical curse that leaves him vulnerable and bereft of his memories. Naturally, he decides not to tell the kind blond man who is definitely his partner about that last part.

    Kaveh has his hands full taking care of Alhaitham. Alhaitham is acting strangely, and he seems convinced that they’re in a relationship. Kaveh doesn't know how he's going to get out of this with his heart intact.

    “I don’t remember anything about you,” Alhaitham admits. “Or him,” he nods at Cyno. “Or even my partner,” he says, gesturing at Kaveh.

    Kaveh chokes on air. Partner?

    “Ah. Was that supposed to be a secret?”

    “We’re roommates!” Kaveh splutters.

    “Right. ‘Roommates,’” Alhaitham says, with a smirk.

     

    Lesser Lord Kusanali, have mercy.

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    20 Mar 2024

  15. Public Bookmark 19

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    The day Kaveh starts living with Alhaitham. And the day he moves out.

       "Do you... live alone?" Kaveh asks, unable to help himself.

    He doesn't even need to ask, Kaveh can feel the loneliness in this house in his bones. He wonders how Alhaitham is not crushed by this loneliness.

    "I wouldn't invite you otherwise."

    "Oh." He can't keep his mouth shut, an effect of the intoxication, otherwise Kaveh normally knows when to keep his mouth shut. "But isn't this place too big for one person to live in? It almost looks... lonely, if I dare to say."

    "No, I like the extra space. I do not feel lonely, at all."

    Alhaitham is not someone who is bothered by loneliness, or who is trying to cure his loneliness.

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    13 Mar 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this is very melancholy

  16. Public Bookmark 71

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    "...I see," Kaveh said, with a sad smile. "The most comfortable company I've managed to find in the world is a tree. Mayhaps I should accept that I am indeed crazy."

    He said that, but he took the invitation and stepped into the branches, lifted comfortably off of the ground.

    "I'm Kaveh," he introduced himself. "An architect and artist. A sick and starving one. Whatever you are, you've been a great comfort to me and I owe you thanks."

    Looking back, Alhaitham is sure that introduction would have been very different if Kaveh had known Alhaitham would eventually speak back to him. 

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    12 Mar 2024

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    “It’s a love spell,” Kaveh repeated louder, his ears burning.
    “Oh,” Alhaitham said simply. “That explains the crowd outside. Found yourself a cursed artefact, did you? By your worksite?”
    Kaveh was so surprised that he forgot that he was supposed to be looking away. “How did you know?”
    “Your current affliction matches the description of a certain lost ancient artefact. And it wasn’t a stretch to conclude you stumbled upon it at your worksite since that was literally where you said you were going earlier on,” Alhaitham replied calmly.
    “... Right,” Kaveh said, hesitantly. “And you don’t feel anything? No sudden urge to proclaim your lo-liking for me or anything?”
    Alhaitham flashed him a smirk, and Kaveh's heart stopped beating for a moment. “Why, would you like me to?”

    Kaveh is cursed to have everyone around him fall in love with him. Everyone except for Alhaitham, apparently.

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    10 Mar 2024

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    The powers visions grant a person have always been a topic of curiosity for people. Those with visions have stronger resistance to the elements, abilities no ordinary person can have, and it serves as a medal of recognition from the gods themselves. The only natural way a human can control the elements with no repercussions is if they bore a vision. Those who claim to be able to do so without one are either liars, or some form of a god themselves.

    Kaveh has a secret. He’s been blessed with the power of Dendro for years, long before he was ever granted his vision. Kaveh’s emotions causes plants to grow and react to him. Little does he know that the source behind this power is more sinister than he could’ve ever imagined.

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    08 Mar 2024

  19. Public Bookmark 39

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    Desperate for cosmetics in the game Celestia: Children of the Stars and low on ‘light’, Kaveh sends a request in the server in order to get some light buddies.

    Someone by the name of ‘VulturVolans’ agrees to help him. And he gets way more than he expected.

    (And Kaveh may or may not lose it from overthinking in the process)

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    05 Mar 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    so please please please let me get what I want

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    “I’m in love with you. Isn’t that pathetic?” Kaveh murmurs into his ear. He is laughing—harsh and discordant and bitter.

    “I’m in love with you, and I’m dying,” Kaveh rambles. “You’re killing me, Alhaitham.”

    (Kaveh contracts hanahaki. He and Alhaitham deal with the consequences.)

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    02 Mar 2024

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