10 Bookmarks by Shemacrow

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    It’s screaming again. Shen Qingqiu lies unmoving in his bed, just listening to it for a long time. What wretched, heartbroken wails. It only stops for air, brief pauses as it fills up its lungs to screech it all out again, high and piercing. He put it in the sideroom to get it out of his sight, to try and muffle it, but it still feels as if it’s screaming directly into his ear. Not a soul on Qing Jing Peak must be able to rest with such a clamor.

    Eventually, he does get up out of bed. It feels like dragging a corpse, his body aching and unwilling, still half torn apart from what he had gone through weeks ago. A pain so awful that it had felt like violation, torture. Almost nostalgic, really.

    He opens the door to the sideroom, and it does somehow get louder. And there, in the little crib gifted (forced, snuck into his home while he was in labor) to him by Yue Qingyuan, is the infant. Shrieking, its voice ragged with unanswered despair, its little face screwed up hideously. It no longer looks red and shrunken all the time, but crying brings back that appearance.

    It is almost always crying.

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    Shen Qingqiu has made a life and he hates it, and hates it, and hates it.

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    28 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 19

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    Accepting the cup with practiced ease, Yue-shixiong does not shy away from eye-contact. "To what do I owe Qi-shimei the pleasure? Is there anything I can assist with?"

    Qi Qingqi purses her lips, a bit unsettled by the question, a denial at the tip of her tongue. Did a reason need to exist for her to visit her shixiong other than to share a cup of tea? That is not uncommon at all between peak lords. From anyone else, the question would have sounded too forthcoming, almost like a dismissal, but she knows that is not the case. Yue-shixiong's eyes are earnest; he means no ill. He never does.

    ... Except she does need her sect leader's assistance.

     

    Or, 6 times peak lords individually hang out with Yue Qingyuan and realize there's something very wrong with his mental health, and the one time they address it.

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    06 May 2026

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    “All I've ever known is blood and tears, yet I find myself wanting to be loved by you.”

    If Shen Qingqiu, this cruel, heartless Shizun of his, is so determined to drag him to hell, then Luo Binghe will clasp his bloodied fingers tight around his wrist and never let him go. It is said, after all, that hell is better with company.

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    Proud Immortal Demon Way reimagined.

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    31 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 80

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    It’s a morning like any other when Shen Qingqiu’s wife falls ill. The search for a cure leads Qiu Haitang and Shen Qingqiu right into Luo Binghe’s arms. Will he be their salvation or their destruction?

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    20 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 72

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    Cruelty is love to him. It is soft as silk as it caresses his skin again and again, leaving behind wounds that fade into scars that fade into memory.

    Luo Binghe is tired. He feels worthless. He knows that no cares for him and that it is impossible for someone to care for him. He knows. Don’t take him for a fool. How could anyone love someone as monstrous as him anyways?

    Or: Shen Yuan is several years late, Luo Binghe’s mental health is deteriorating as the abuse he suffers from Shen Qingqiu worsens, and he makes a deal in exchange for eternal peace — even if the price costs him his life.

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    25 Nov 2025

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    MIND THE WARNINGS IN EACH CHAPTER. This is the seriously creepy/non-con/non-fluffy fics for kinktober. I'll have another multi-chapter fic for the fluffier fills. But seriously. MIND THE WARNINGS. Characters are gonna do baaaaad things to each other and feel just fine about it. Do NOT read if you are upset by such things. See the warnings? MIND THE WARNINGS.

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    11 May 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 6

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    TianLang Jun reading

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    11 May 2025

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    Shen Jiu has always been covetable. If not for his looks or position, then his overabundance of Yin energy, which makes him the perfect cauldron.

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    The people Shen Jiu has fucked or been fucked by over the course of his life

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    04 May 2025

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    04 May 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 95

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    This, Shěn Qīngqiū thinks to himself with some surprise and also a lot of cursing at the system, is why no one should trust 'Easy XP!' missions.

    It should have been easy. Uncover some of Shěn Jiǔ's memories. Fill in some character motivation or a plot hole or something.

    Instead, the shitty system glitches, mid memory montage. Shěn Qīngqiū steals Shěn Jiǔ's body for the second time. He would have preferred to stay as a nebulous non-ghost, thanks. With the system in 'power saving mode' (because Luò Bīnghé isn't born! Because Shěn Qīngqiū is stuck in the past! What the fuck is his life!!!), the only thing Shěn Qīngqiū can do to get his* life back is to claw it back himself. Day by month by year.

    *...the life he stole from Shěn Jiǔ in the first place. Shut up. Who's even nitpicking like that, come on!

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    04 May 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Not good stuff probaly

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