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    Abbot lifted his head to look down at her. “See, that’s the post-traumatic stress. Something happens that your brain decides is a life or death situation. You have a massive adrenaline kick while it’s all happening, and then when it’s bleeding out of you on the comedown, your brain throws out anything that’s not completely vital. The amount of car crash patients we have who don’t even remember coming to the ER when they submit requests for their medical records for insurance… the brain’s a weird thing, Mohan.”

    “Yeah,” she said, shooting him a look out of the side of her eyes. “It can even make you convinced you have to hurt yourself in order to seek external validation when the most logical course of action is rest.”

    He snorted softly, shaking his head and leaning it back. “God,” he muttered, his cheeks stained pink. “Robby was right. You should have gone into psych.”

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    A night shift from hell ends in Mohan giving Abbot a ride back to his place, where tensions finally boil over.

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    06 Apr 2026

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    “What are we doing, Buck?” And Eddie’s whispering. Becomes aware suddenly that that’s all they’ve really been doing.

    And Buck doesn’t say anything, doesn’t even move, or try to. It should snap him out of it, but it doesn’t, he just swallows, eyes on Eddie and Eddie feels his chest start getting warmer. When they’re out of this, when they’re two people and not touching, not connected in anyway, Eddie will tell himself the heat was from Buck, not from him, not radiating from within, but external.

    “Why aren’t you doing this with Tommy?” he asks instead.

    Buck breathes in, low and slow, his chest expanding with it and Eddie can feel it against his own, the way it pushes back at him on his own exhale, like they’ve figured out how to fit together without any of their jagged edges cutting into each other. “Tommy’s not here,”

    Eddie’s hand tightens around his thigh, the one wrapped over Eddie’s shoulder, “No,” he agrees, and that seems to not be the issue, not in the slightest. Not in Eddie’s mind, at least. “He’s not.”

     

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    what started as a 5+1

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    When Eddie wakes, it’s to Buck’s arm slung across his chest, Buck’s ankle hooked over his, and Buck’s erection pressing into his hip.

    Two out of three of those aren’t unusual.

    It’s six weeks since the lightning. Five weeks and two days since Buck woke up. Four weeks and three days since he was released from hospital. Four weeks exactly since he came home, came to stay at the Diaz house while he recuperates, like he should have from the start.

    It’s been three weeks and four days since they started sharing the bed.

     

    or: Buck hasn't gotten off since the lightning strike. Eddie watches him do something about it.

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    18 May 2025

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    “This is becoming a habit,” Buck says the next night, as he scrubs at the poor abused centre cushion on his couch for the third time that week. “If I didn’t know any better, I’d think you were doing this on purpose.”

    Buck laughs at his own joke, but Eddie chokes on air.

    “Don’t be ridiculous,” Eddie insists, clearly sounding defensive despite his best efforts otherwise. “That’s—that’s ridiculous,” he finishes weakly.

    Buck pauses in his scrubbing.

    “Eddie—”

    “I’m gonna go to bed,” Eddie interjects, already heading off down the hallway to avoid Buck’s gaze. “I’ll see you in there.”

    He resists the urge to facepalm as he realises he’s just invited himself into Buck’s bed tonight, but it’s too late to backtrack now.

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    (Buck's couch suffers because Eddie refuses to ask Buck if they can share his bed.)

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    buck: i’m seventeen and AFRAID of bobby nash

    eddie: What? You’re thirty-two?

    ravi: i’m seventeen and AFRAID of eddie’s internet illiteracy 

    Or: Buck terrorizes the 118's GC.

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